#i've only truly felt desired and cherished by my xmas fling and it ended so bad. i want that feeling again. but better
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man i'm such a great lover too is the thing :( not to toot my own tits
#lay text#like tenderness and passion and being cherished THAT'S ALL I WANT TO GIVE A WOMAN#like sex is never just sex for me#idk. i need the right girl thrown my way#idk if i can keep doing sex flings and giving my all and receiving crumbs like. sometimes a butch wants to be cherished too#like maybe i want to be seduced too#i'm always the one complimenting seducing touching saying sweet and dirty things and just Making Things Happen#i'm always the one giving sweet gestures out of nowhere and just trying to make girls feel so special. i try so hard#but i get so little#maybe i should just lower my expectations#i'm still so sad the new girl i liked didn't like me back :( i feel really embarrassed. i reached and held her hand TWICE too!! so cringe!!#and i'm watching my ex live this wonderful perfect romance with a new potential bf and ngl i'm rly jealous i want smtg like that too :(#not with them GOD FORBID THAT WAS HELL#but just with a special girl#i hope i'll find her this year bc i'm getting tired#i've only truly felt desired and cherished by my xmas fling and it ended so bad. i want that feeling again. but better
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