#idek why I'm writing all these here. an idiot indeed
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knowing what's coming but going through with it anyway
#sabi's words#so. im taking four extra credits in total this semester on top of back to back classes from 8am to 8pm and two different jobs#and I've stopped making appointments w my therapist bcs I'm an idiot#and the new semester hasn't started yet and I've barely recovered from my last depressive episode but I can already see the next one coming#and can already see how long it's gonna last and how it will probably be the final straw before I plunge into burnout again#but haha am I gonna drop those credits? nooo cause I'm still an idiot who gravitates stowards suffering hahahaaa#tried quitting my job twice but convinced myself against it but if I had I wouldn't be so worried rn but I'd also have empty pockets#idek why I'm writing all these here. an idiot indeed#will be unhinged until... june ?#omg that's so long
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