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army-of-bee-assassins · 2 years

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god i wish i didn't have some weird fucking kitchen anxiety where i can't cook dinner unless i'm home alone. normally i can meal prep in the afternoon when my landlord/housemate is at work but she's had a friend staying with us for almost two weeks (!) now who is here at literally all times. and i need to cook food to eat for dinner but i don't want to i don't want to i don't want to

#i have been given zero information about when this person will be leaving either!!#i was told she was here for thanksgiving but it is almost a week past thanksgiving now and she's still here!!#and ofc it would be rude for me to ask #she has a job tho i know she's gotta be leaving soon #also she is a perfectly pleasant person i just want to be home alone sometimes!!!#idk why i'm like this i wanna blast music or a podcast i wanna not worry about how i look or my clothes #i wanna make a mess and not worry about cleaning it immediately #i fucking miss living by myself #i've been eating frozen dinners the past two nights and i was gonna cook today #but i just didn't want to and now it's almost 5 and the landlord will be home soon #and i don't wanna eat another frozen dinner but i also can't afford to just eat out again #i think i have some ramen and that's a tolerably simple and easy thing to cook quickly #so i'll probably do that #i am gonna have to cook on friday whether people are home or not #bc i'm not gonna cook on the weekend when they are guaranteed to be here #i hate that i'm like this and i should fucking get over it but also i don't want to #i enjoy socializing outside of my home but within my home i want to be fucking by myself #j.txt

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