#if i could clean it it'd be one thing but having to go through someonelse means i have to bother them and justify it and i just feel like | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

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the way my glasses get and stay dirty no matter what and i specifically am phyuscially incapable of successfully cleaning them im rly contemplating just being blind again but i seriously can't read fuck damn nor shit like the letters im typing rn don't even look like letters on my string it coulkd be this IWOJNLK2io14809q?>#$><!@#<$>. like it looks the same

#im sick of headaches and being blind and having to put up with smudges or a headache or blindness i want to scream #if i could clean it it'd be one thing but having to go through someonelse means i have to bother them and justify it and i just feel like #a nuisance especially since other people Also don't understand and I just want to be able to accept that im blind it's just too fucking sev #severe to be anything short of hazardous and impeding on my life and i rly wish it wasn't #and eye surgery is another one of those expensive probably mandatory things in my future and the surgeries that i need #in order to be BASELINE happy just keeps fucking increasing and man im just fucking tired

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