#if i dont have her full on decking you and pining you to the floor with her knife on your neck and saying 'don't.'

[sapphic-woes]

Yea I'm def gonna write for Ellie more often now. She got me foolish and dumb and lovestruck I'm drowning.

[dreams-from-some-kid]

Saturday, March 23 2019

 My dream started with me in some kind of room that looked like a gym. A bunch of my stuff was in there with me. A garbage bag full of clothes and my backpack that has a galaxy pattern. I also had my black winter coat with the fluffy stuff around the hood. I was sitting against the wall and some guy was there and said “welcome!” and he led me through another room that looked like a locker room and made me leave all my stuff in that gym.

There we some other kids, they looked about 14-16 years old and they were all boys. The guy then lead me into another room with two other people in it. There were three crappy looking mattresses against the wall and two other people inside. Lavender Pearl, my Steven Universe OC, was sitting against the wall with another person. From the start I knew that I was in some kind of camp but then I realized that we were in Camp Pining Hearts(?)  We went about doing camp things until about a week later, (i saw Peridot from SU at some point and she looked rly mad)  Lavender suggested we run away from the camp with some other people. I literally heard the words “She smiled Un-sarcastically” as my vision faded to black (kind of like in a movie or TV show when the screen fades to black). We were then standing outside on the deck of the building i was first in, standing next to me on my right was Amethyst (Steven Universe), Pearl (Steven Universe), and two people i know irl. I’m not gonna say their names but let’s call the girl fluffy bc she has fluffy hair and lets call the boy… “That Kid” bc i dont like him. Amethyst and Pearl were wearing the same outfits as they were in Hit the Diamond. We took of running with all my stuff (that was now somehow in my purple duffle bag) and I guess Pearl took it and put it inside her gem bc it was gone from my hands when we got to the intersection of the roads. The town looked kind of like one that you would see in one of those cowboy movies. Gravel roads and stuff. There was a sign that had arrows pointing a bunch of random directions. Now blindfolded, Amethyst ran up to the sign and held onto it and yelled “I’M GOING TO BE PREDICTABLE” and held up her hand that had a dog paw painted on with red and blue paint. She pointed straight and someone, probably Lavender shouted “very predictable Amethyst” sarcastically.    We took of running and turned left and went into a shop with those beanie boo things (those brightly colored stuffed animals with sparkly eyes) lining the walls and racks. Nothing else. Only beanie boos. An alarm went off for some reason and way too many people that came out of nowhere were now rushing to the exit with us. When we got out we were suddenly in a city at night with a bunch of houses. Me, fluffy, and that kid ran into a house that was white and seemed to have a house party going on. We weaved our way through the people and into a bathroom and now we were looking for a way out, because a fire alarm went off.There was a door and we went through it and i was trying to write something on the wall like “we got stuck here in science” with a mechanical pencil. Which is kinda funny, because both of these kids are in my science class irl. We kept going and going through these doors and the doors i guess disappeared behind us.  We finally got to another room, but it was a bedroom. I saw a window and i went to that kid and fluffy and said “window!” but fluffy said, “no, no window” i looked back at the window and see some guy i saw outside of a bar last night when we were taking our dogs for a walk trying to break the window “HURRY, THERE’S STILL A GUY IN THERE” he yelled. When he saw me he motioned for me to come. I ran back to the others and said “they are trying to help us!” and they followed. Fluffy got in the window first and this guy in the back was saying how much time we had before the fire reached the top floor. It was down to about 30 ish seconds and i decided, since i didn't really like this guy, like at all, he was gonna have to wait.I went through the window and i guess i breathed in a lot of smoke without knowing bc i started to pass out. Another guy was sitting beside me on the ground and doing blood tests(?) I tried to take the needle out and half whispered “noOooOOoO” but he put it back in. i heard Lavender walk up and say “oh no” quietly