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im2tired4usernames · 7 months

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I love waking up after killing myself the last two days to get the house cleaner then ever with my dad to see that my siblings just to spite me because three of them are mad at me for stupid reasons (like saying hey don't bully your little sister and wear socks with your shoes and hey can you please keep your promise and help watch your siblings for a little bit and just not be a toxic cancerous hateful bitch for ten seconds) specifically have trashed the house to the extreme because there's nothing I can do but just cry n start over cleaning it again after work

#there's glue sticks smeared all over the floor and my door #all the toys are out there's food everywhere and gnats everywhere #i am goin to give my entire life to just cleaning and not being appreciated or loved here i guess huh #i wish i could escape #so much #i hate how much i care and how much i do for these brats #i hate how much i love my stupid family #i just want a break but that's not something I'll ever get anymore #not while i live here #i hope i can move away and have my own home someday i really really really hope so #idk how since i throw all my income at shitheads who dont appreciate it but maybe someday #i hate it #ignore me I'm just ugly crying in a Walmart parking lot

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