#inb4 someone tries to give me shit for being like ''ohh being hot is SOOO hard'' i am not saying that
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having trouble trying to picture what the hell people could possibly be enjoying about me besides the fact that im attractive and i try to be friendly
#what was my personal tag again#inb4 someone tries to give me shit for being like ''ohh being hot is SOOO hard'' i am not saying that#my problem is that as i am starting to get to know some ppl im not sure what else they might find appealing about me#bc it feels like in social situations i bring nothing to the table. im like a rock with eyes. wtf else could these ppl be enjoying about me#and im not exactly close enough to ask. idk if i ever will be. idk if ill ever be close enough to anyone to stop feeling this way#i think im fundamentally incappable of forming those kinds of bonds with people. anymore anyway#(i have friends that love me and i can ask why they like me but idk why these new ppl might like me)#(and the uncertainty is killing me. and when im uncertain i dodge fundamentals like eye contact. or even looking at someone)#(which i know is counter intuitive. idk how to get over this part of myself)#and trying to decipher what could be being held at arms length but still friendly vs genuine interest in me as a person is fucking hard
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