#it's the constant guilt and then the spitefull I'm gonna do it anyways which still leaves you feeling that you did something wrong

[iconsumethesoulsofthedamned]

everyone shut up!! I'm thinking about how Hannibal wants to outdo and put up his middle finger at the Catholic Christian god because he feels that God is playing a cruel and unfair game with his life, and giving him horrible trials he didn't deserve,

and I'm thinking about how he's gay,

and I'm thinking about how I felt when I was 11 and realized I was queer for the first time in the deep south bible belt where I was raised Christian and went to church twice a week.