#it's the strongest brainworm i've had in months

[quick-catton]

i just want to say that these two have been on my mind literally all of january. the thought of the debauchery they would indulge in. bobby and his pretty boygirlfriend. using him as a decoy in robberies, his cute lil thing an easy distraction while he takes what he needs, allowing them both to easily slip away. getting to show off his pretty baby in clubs, having a sweet little thing as his passenger princess during long drives through the dessert. a doll for him to dress up and have hanging off his arm wherever they go. anyway <3

[sluttyhenley]

3, 4, 6?

3. What are some of your pet peeves?

i hate when people don't use their turn signal. i am that guy telling people exactly what i think of their driving when they don't use their turn signal. or people who are in the left lane because they're """""passing""""" and they're actually just lingering in the passing lane. worst offense is when they're in a semi's blindspot. or driving so that you end up in the semi's blindspot. like!!!!!!! that's super dangerous actually!!!!

4. Share a dark thought? (Go on, vent a little)

ok in an effort to not get personal about the like. intrusive thoughts. or depression thoughts (which are really the only kind of dark thoughts i'm having. and to not expose the things i yell in my car at other drivers on the interstate (and i have definitely said some things to other drivers from the safety of my own car that i absolutely do not mean in a real way and that i would never actually say to someone's face) i'll go with the dark thoughts i had wrt fiction. it's not something i've ever really touched on before in my writing, but i guess dune 2 kind of infected me with a specific brand of brainworms, and now i'm seriously developing the idea of an actual dubcon fic that explores past trauma and the politics of pleasure and how it intertwines with duty (the bene gesserit sure is..... Interesting), and how that all ties together to create some potential for some serious psychosexual fuckery. so in this moment? those are the kinds of dark thoughts i'm indulging. pyschosexual fuckery, childhood trauma and the denial of pleasure. oh! and the pursuit of pain for pleasure. (total copout i know)

6. What are you craving?

this isn't really a craving, but i moved about a month ago and all of my things that didn't fit in three suitcases and my car are still not here. and so like. that's my strongest want right now. craving, i guess. i want my stuff. i want to be able to sit at my table to eat and not sit in a camp chair

these sure are some asks!