#kinda cringe and oversharing but my five (5) mutuals give me those 'haha ok.' likes which is all that matters so <333 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

martyrbat · 1 year

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rlb wait do you guys want some funny but mentally ill lore because I'm gonna overshare anyways

but i legitimately processed through the worst of my e/d and came to grips ill never live a happy life with it so i have to do something and get better PURELY because i would get so distressed on if i would or wouldnt eat someone if presented the opportunity. worrying if i would potentially be too worried on fitting it in my meal plan instead of enjoying the experience is legitimately what made me start being consistent and healthier. which in hindsight?? yeah no thats still. mentally ill. just a new flavour.

#its so funny to think about from an outside point of view but also what fucking logic is that.#i got buff purely because i wanted to kick my ex's ass if i ever saw him again #but the cannibalism thing.#i have old elementary school essays where i would talk about it and wrote a short story about committing murder and being so #griefstricken that you kill yourself. and the one from Frankenstein's monsters pov where he kills victors brother in a fit of anguish #and then THAT grief and sorrow and how he became the Monster that the others feared he was out of rejection #i was like.... 8ish? won the story contest AND a visit from the social services again so i thought i did pretty good :)#anyways. weird girls grow up to be weirder transexuals. hope that helps !#crypt callings #hiii to the 12 ppl that decided to follow me over that superbat post....#a very funny introduction to my account ngl but also... hi.... my name is ransom.... how r u....#kinda cringe and oversharing but my five (5) mutuals give me those 'haha ok.' likes which is all that matters so <333

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