#let's kick peoples face like my husb johnny suh did in that jcc :)

[enchantedpurply]

I'm gonna be really tmi now, I'm sorry.

So, I've been going to a Jiu-jitsu academy since yesterday and I feel so left out rn cause, the masters are literally letting me out of everything since I just started, and they do not tell me the basics and just want to throw me to other people much advanced than me like, a blue belt and want me to do the moves right when I don't even know where I'm supposed to be.

Since the beginning I wanted to go to a Taekwondo class or Muay Thai but since I can't afford it I was just like "well, this is a social project so it's free, I just need to bring food and also my cousin and aunty go to the classes too so why not?".

I just wanna cry and do not go anymore but I also don't want to look weak so I'm just gonna search for the cheapest Muay Thai class with my friend since my house is really close to his and there's a lot of Muay Thai classes near it and that's it, we gotta go for what we want. But I'm so sorry, I gotta give up jiu-jitsu next week :)