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honeyvenommusic · 6 months

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me back on my semi-yearly watching of drumeo vids for fun (anguish) shit specifically "______'s drummer hears ______ for the 1st time" and GOdD ALL I WANT IS TO HAVE A REAL KIT AND LEARRRRRRN IT LOOKS SO GREAT AND FUN AND I FEEL VERY CONNECTED TO IT IN A WAY I CAN'T DESCRIBE WHENEVER I WATCH SOMEONE PLAY 😭😭😭😭

#it's so fascinating and i think i'd really take to it and well i've been right about these things before #like if i had space and didn't live in an apt back when that gov money hit i would have gotten a starter #it was actually my 1st thought before a bass which idk why though bc i was lichrally in an apartment lmao #i have an e-kit but haven't used it much cause still kinda loud and i was away and now it's elsewhere for the time being but #once i get back on my feet w by bass playing i may set it up again bc the itch will be too great #but even then i just want to work on the real thingggg #and i Know it'd be so theraputic for my rage (and tactile needs w my anxiety even a lil practice pad for that would be nicee)#(will be hell for my tinnitus tho so oop (plugz4ever))#lichrally a bass sun drums moon ass bitch #ppl will spend 5 mins w me & get that i'm a bassist 'ohh you're sOo chilllll! oh ofc!' but Never guess how angry i am all the fucking time #literally so chillangry it hurts? (lol jokes aside idk how that exists in such a small space like how have i not imploded)#i Need to Hit Shit #(constructively. (or destructively without consequences.))#(((still can't believe i've never made it to a break room i keep forgetting they exist or am poor att or both)))#anyway back to watching and crying

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