#like it's not even 10am yet and this is what's on my mind 😭

[counterpartingme]

I’d like to make a little update on my life cause it’s been a long time since I’ve created this account and supposedly promised to turn it into my daily diary but apparently, I never stuck to my words. Nevertheless, I think my life always remains relatively the same even though some things actually happen. Like the fact that I have to take IELTS exam on January 29th. It’s beyond scary although I consider myself quite an advanced speaker yet I’m still being consumed by constant self-doubt that is very much indigenous to me. And to be fair, I don’t even prepare for the exam as much so the self-doubt is kinda self-explanatory. Aside from that, I’m also going to the gym tomorrow after about 3 years of episodically working out at home. All I need to do is to find a comfortable and affordable space where I could direct both positive and negative energy which has been accumulating in my body for years. Honestly, I’m still kinda shy and maybe even insecure but I don’t want to let this shitty traits of mine prevent me from doing such fun activities cause I actually like sports and the endorphins that kick in after you’re done with your workout session. So, I might as well fuck the self-consciousness in me and basically abandon the idea of caring of what others thinks of me. Moving on to my sleeping schedule, it’s fucked up. When I thinks of it, the only quote that comes to mind is “That is fucked up, Daisy” from Girl, interrupted with Lisa’s emotional tonality. But I’m actually trying to recover my sleeping pattern and I barely slept today so I could fall asleep earlier. And again, I’m full of self-doubt, but you know what, I’m gonna wake up at 10am tomorrow, at max (which I think is quite early). Maybe some glycine tablets would help but I’m not relying on them too much. Also need to get my nails done and order some supplements cause some of vitamin jars (or whatever) are empty as my heart (bro😭). Anyways, that was a little overview of my day and plans, in general. I look forward to seeing the progress so this account is kinda private to just keep myself accountable and more put together with my lifestyle. Okay, I’m going to sleep now, bye.💌

[yilingbee]

since apparently my mind can't shut up about it but i need a scene where we see kinn teaching porsche how it is to be with a man intimately, like this is the first time he's ever been with a man sexually and tbh porsche doesn't strike me as a guy that knows that much about how gay sex works, so he's entirely clueless when he begins his relationship with kinn and only has his experience with women to guide him (which isn't much help)

and i need to see that clumsiness and inexperience reflected in their relationship (like you're telling me porsche gave a perfect blowjob in that helicopter??? nah, i don't buy it, they've been together too short of a time for that to be believable)

like i need a scene where kinn has to guide him and tell him what to do next, have that vulnerability shown, and look it doesn't have to be in the middle of sex, they can just talk about it, maybe kinn brings up the posibility of bottoming and they talk how that would work, what kinn likes and what porsche would do in that position to take care of him, i just need something

[meltwonu]

11. “I didn’t know you were so sensitive.”

40. “The only way you’re getting off is on my thigh.”

notes; sugar-daddy!vernon, sugar-baby!reader, softdom!vernon, dirty talk, thigh-riding 😵‍💫😩 WHEW AND WE ARE BACK! 😭💕 It’s good to be back, y’all, if you read my lil rant post that was before this, you know I was very stressed and now I’m just excited to be back and not suffering at the hands of… other things kjfhks ☠️☠️ AND WITH A NEW AU FOR THIS CYCLE OF DRABBLES! 😗😈 I thought we’d start off a ‘lil slow and soft for this one before we go off the rails hehe 🥸 As always, thank you so much for requesting! Enjoy! 💕

*queued post.

Vernon asks you to stay at his penthouse any time he can - in between the business meetings and overtime he often works, he likes to have you there to keep him sane.

“Baby, do you mind making me some tea? The one we got in Tokyo last week. It should be in the cupboard, I haven't opened it yet.”

He doesn’t spare you a glance from the stack of documents keeping him company at his desk and you simply nod and get up from your place on the leather sofa in his office to get him the cup of tea he asked for.

After all, he did pay you for your time and he was always generous with the amounts when he felt like you did extra things for him.

But you genuinely liked Vernon and you were willing to do anything he asked of you - whether or not money was involved.

It takes you a few minutes to get his tea ready and you even bring him a small plate of snacks - finding him holding his head tiredly at his desk as you set the items down onto the rich mahogany when you get back.

“Vernon, why don’t you take a break, huh? It’s already 1AM and you’re still working…” You mutter quietly; fingertips already massaging his scalp as he moans and leans into your touch.

“I only have a few more things to go through, baby. And we have that 10AM flight to New York in the morning so I want to be done with this before then.” Mumbling, his eyes flutter shut, “I don’t want to be working on this on the flight, y’know. I wanna relax a little when we’re on the way.”

“I know, but you look so tired…” You pout at him as he leans back into his office chair and you take the opportunity to sit in his lap as he adjusts to make the two of you comfortable on the seat. “You said you’d show me around New York, so you better not be tired when we get there!” You joke - trying to lighten up the mood as he chuckles softly.

“Mm, I will. We’ll spend the first few days in the hotel room though, as we usually do. Then I’ll take you shopping and show you the best restaurants in town, okay? I have some spots I wanna show you while we’re there.”

You straddle his thighs as you wrap your arms around his shoulders; your skirt riding up and bunching up around your waist as you get comfortable in his lap.

“Sounds good to me~ Are we taking a private flight this time…?”

Vernon grins; hands finding purchase on your hips as he feels you starting to grind down onto him.

“Why? Do you want to re-join the mile high club? We almost got caught last time because you couldn’t keep your voice down, baby.” You let out a small mewl in return as Vernon slowly shifts your body over until you’re centered on his left thigh, “But, yes. I made sure to only have the most minimal staff on our private flight this time. For you, baby.”

“Mmnh, g-good… ‘Cause I wanna ride your cock so bad right now, Vernon…” You throw your head back as you grind down onto his thigh, “My pussy is so needy right now… You haven’t fucked me in a few days ‘cause you’ve been so busy… And I don’t touch myself without your permission~”

“Aww, that’s too bad, baby. The only way you’re getting off is on my thigh, right now. You know I have to get back to work once you get what you want.” Vernon licks his lips watching you swivel your hips atop his lap and it only takes a few minutes before you’re soaking through your panties and his slacks.

He smirks at you as he tenses the muscles in his thigh, “Maybe I did it on purpose. Maybe I wanted to see how desperate you could get for me before our next trip~”

“Fuh--fuck, Vernon, you’re, a-ah, so mean…” You feel a rush of wetness soak into your, already, wet panties and despite him not doing much - the thought of his cock filling you up to the brim makes your head feel fuzzy as you clench around emptiness.

“J-just thinking a-about the way, ngh, you’ll fuck m-me later m-makes, mmh, makes me want to c-cum so bad…”

“My, my, I didn’t know you were so sensitive, baby. I don’t fuck you for a few days and you’re already this close to cumming? Should I tease you more often or should I just let you cum whenever you want, hmm?”

A shiver rolls down your spine at the thought and Vernon is quick to scoff when he sees you biting your bottom lip.

“Can’t decide, huh? You like it when I punish you too. But you like it even more when I spoil you, don’t you, baby? How about you be a good girl and cum for me, right now. Let me see your pretty face when you’re cumming on my thigh.”

You whimper his name in return, hips grinding down as your thoughts get the better of you.

Images of Vernon fucking you in lavish hotels and first class airplane seats making your entire body squirm.

“O-oh, god, V--Vernon...!”

He tenses and bounces his leg as your orgasm washes over you; walls fluttering around emptiness and you mewl and only crave him even more. 

“So pretty when you’re cumming, baby~ You’re such a good girl for me, aren’t you? Always so obedient.” 

Vernon’s hands on your waist tighten up as he holds your body steady - your hips still swiveling and grinding down onto his thigh as you ride out the pleasure that washes over you.

“Mm, I have a few more documents I need to look over but... Why don’t you do something for me, hmm? I’ll be sure to get you that Dior bag you were eyeing the other day~” Vernon licks his lips, eyes meeting your own hazy ones when you start to slow down, “I’d love to see those pretty lips of yours wrapped around my cock, knees digging into the rug underneath my desk, baby. What do you say?” 

Your mouth waters; pussy soaking wet when you start to slide off of his lap. 

“I wanted the black one, don’t forget~”