#like picking up russian as a complete beginner in college is insane when you're supposed to reac C1 proficiency level by year 3 and you

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Sometimes i am a bit sad that i had to drop russian because i genuinely liked the language and i'd like to pick it up again someday, but also i know that whenever i start thinking ough maybe i shouldn't have dropped it that's the devil speaking like no it really was necessary i would have definitely killed myself if i hadn't