#lowkey didn't want to show the first iteration because it's not that great LOL

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Wait what even happened lol

Okay well I'll just do what happened today and if you missed any of the information leading up to this, go to the "why ryan why" tag and it will fill you in on that context.

Basically an account on Instagram seems like Ryan Seaman is doing a project and it seems like he's going to be speaking on what happened with Dallon or somehow insulting Dallon because the bio to it said "A Series of Broken Trusts: coming soon 2024" or some iteration of that. My girlfriend had it recommended to her yesterday and we immediately were both suspicious of it but Ryan literally followed it already and the guys he posted on his story a few days before that followed it too. So it seemed like immediately apparent that this was something Ryan was working on and he's dragging the stuff with Dallon into it. I've been keeping like a general eye on what he's up to but I think this is like the first significant thing other than his Halloween costume thing, which I didn't post about but he dressed up like the Hamburglar which obviously a lot of people found distasteful considering what he's been accused of.

So my thoughts: Some people on here know who I am already IRL so I will directly say it, I did follow the account right away because I want to know what is going on LOL Nobody swat me plz or my Gf because I know some of you know who we are and some of you have seen pictures from my gf from shows over the years or her tattoo which I never posted on here but it's amazing so I probably should but I try to not like say who I am in part because I just like that and second because when I started the account I felt like it fit into the iDKHOW obscurity lore tbh but that's not that relevant here BUT I like to just stay in my safe place on here and avoid all the more upsetting situations in the fandom but Like I kind of expected the account to blow up and go downhill once word got out and I was kind of shocked the account wasn't already private but I feel like it might eventually go private but if he's talking shit about Dallon I want to be seeing it. Other people are saying to not interact with the account at all but really I say do what you want at this point like everything is so messy. Like I try to stay as in the loop as possible but once everything happened with Ryan the first time around, I was really upset because I loved him a lot. Ive found it easier to completely remove myself as much as possible and lowkey pretend nothing even happened but things just keep happening. It would be great if he could just join a different band or something and just do something else instead of having it apparently revolve around the shit with Dallon because it's literally emotionally taxing because I am still triggered it even happened. Which I know is a ME problem but it's just so sad to find out something bad about somebody you cared so much about. Anyways just figured I'd throw that in there because yeah, I definitely want to be in on it if something is happening but if I can handle talking about it afterwards or even actually see something happening is a different story.

The next single and February can't come soon enough because I really need something positive from Dallon to devote my life to because this controversy is not doing it for me and I am fed up.