#met up with my bsf recently and she was like “ohhhh yeah I knew you had a crush on him!!” and I was like “you did??? why didn't you tell me | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

vampiresluvr · 10 months

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okay so i have a coworker that's super intimidating & i kind of dread working with (bc of the intimidation; he seems like he's probably a really cool dude) but today he said "later, [my name]" and stuck his hand up in the air, and waited for me to turn around and see him before he left and my dumb ass genuinely got butterflies

#idk if it's because he's a dude and that's male validation or if i'm secretly harboring a crush on him and haven't noticed yet #he's literally only said like 10 words to me over like the month ish that i've worked there #i hope i don't sound judgemental- i totally get it i'm a quiet person too but he just has this vibe ya know #okay maybe i have a crush on him??? but it doesn't matter- he has a gf and he's leaving soon so #my freshman year of hs i had a HUGE crush on this guy (who happened to be the class clown) but had absolutely no idea #i literally only realized it a few months ago. guess how long it's been? THREE YEARS #like I genuinely said shit like “oh yeah he's so funny! Really sweet when you get to know him too!” and was constantly staring at him and #and one time thought about his eyes for two weeks straight but then said “oh yeah no i just like him as a person”#met up with my bsf recently and she was like “ohhhh yeah I knew you had a crush on him!!” and I was like “you did??? why didn't you tell me #i could've benefitted from that information girlie"#so i wouldn't be surprised if the same thing was happening with my coworker lol #sorry for the rant lol #riv says stupid shit

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