#my mind is so much more peaceful when I'm not flailing wildly through life
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It's Truly amazing I managed to get anything done before i got on Adderall
#like just the sheer number of times in school where i felt fully lost n like i missed the day where everyone else got critical instructions#and the number of times i said 'i wonder if i have add' and was scolded for minimizing other people's legitimate struggles#cause *I* was Normal and just Lazy and Stupid and people with adhd are actually trying but everyone knows I'm not#i genuinely cant describe how good it feels to actually be able to focus enough to complete a project. like entirely. all the way.#everything I did in the 28 years before adderall felt like pulling teeth to get my brain to cooperate#my mind is so much more peaceful when I'm not flailing wildly through life#I'm so mad that everyone that told me i was a little drama queen who just wanted attention just... innately possesed this inner peace#and made me feel evil for never overcoming an impossible challenge
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