#not anything like talents or appearance. just me. why doesnt anyone desire me for who i am? maybe its because who i am isnt the best yet

[monstaxdirtywonk]

MX in bed (Astrology based)

Hey everyone! I’m back at it with astrology. Today, we’re going to talk about two placements that give us an insight on their sexual desires and turn ons. Pluto placements are kind of vague (it’s a planet that moves really slow so all MX except maknae have the same), but we can look their Eros and Lilith placements instead, two asteroids strongly related to sex. We might take other love related placements into consideration such as Mars and Venus. Enjoy~

Shownu-Lilith Aquarius-Eros Gemini (Venus Gemini, Mars Taurus)

A lot of Gemini influence and I can see why: playful nunu activated. Many think Shownu is very queit and indeed, he is the most extroverted member but when he feels comfy, he is a TEASE. Not even in a strictly sexual way, he loves being playful. An almost childlike charm. Tickling, pillow fights and such are something he’d have in a relationship. He puts his best at showing off the best sides of his, wants to impress you. He doesn’t have to do much because Shownu. He isn’t very demanding tho. Despite most gemini venus, I wouldn’t say he gets bored easily. He has insane patience and wants someone to settle down with. This comes mostly from his Mars and alleged Rising (Taurus). This is a very nice combo, air tradiotionally carefree and earth that keeps him grounded. The best of both worlds! Honestly he is my bias and his chart just confirms what I already believe and makes astrology oh so real. Geminis are considered good with intrerracting. I think that’s something evident in the bedroom. Talks things through and enjoys certain praises. Communication is key for him, this follows outside the bedroom too. He is good with words so he’d appreciate some love filled texts from you too. Traditional style, a letter. LETTERS. It feels more personal to have your hand written letters with him when he is away. A part of you, to keep him company. His Lilith, this dark goddess is in Aquarius. Well known freaks, plus good at sex. Both Gemini and Aquarius suggests an experimental lover. Don’t judge a book by it’s cover, that’s what Shownu’s chart is all about. 

Wonho-Lilith Pisces-Eros Capricorn (Venus aries, mars cancer)

It seems like Wonho’s chart teach us, yet again, we shouldn’t judge a book by it’s cover. Just like Shownu, the way he looks and perfroms, has nothing to do with his true self and whole being. Contrary to popular belief, Hoseok isn’t the kinkiest man out there. Let’s not forget, all those outfits are chosen by stylists. A harness doesn’t mean anything of that sort. However, he is SUPER sensual. His Mars, sweet cancer, rules skin and breasts. I. CANNOT. POINT. OUT ENOUGH. THIS . IS A . BOOB. MAN. Being close, skin to skin, fondling, seeing those goosebumbs, feeling your pulse etc. Little acts of intimacy, he treasures this moment, time stops, a picture in his mind. Extremely romantic and caring. Wants you to feel nice, please you, cherish you and nurture you. Giving. Some say Venus Aries have a bit of an innocent charm, Pisces have soft looking faces (baby cheeks) which comes in great contrast with his muscular body. Prone to jealousy. Fragile heart, has a hard time letting go and just doesn’t want to at all. Give him your heart, before your body. He has a very special talent, he makes sex rough, intense but romantic at the same time. Besides being a boob man, his chest is probably sensitive too. He wants to take the lead, but it comes from a good place. Just wants the best for you. Completely selfless. That’s why he is very vulnerable when in love. Protect!

Minhyuk-Lilith Aries-Eros Aquarius (venus libra, mars scorpio)

Sex makes him creative, but this goes the other way around too. Now let me tell you, with a Venus Libra and Eros Aquarius, i can assume he into someone intellectual, well dressed and polished all around. Eros Aquarius tend to get turned on by random things, I can see him getting turned on by you reading, thinking, decorating and being productive. Libra rules the butt and lower back. He is probably into venus dimples, wanting to put his hands there while pounding from behind. He has said so himself, he prefers curvy girls. Romantic, clingy and cuddly with an idealized idea of love. Picturesque in fact. Those aspects are similar to Jooheon’s, since they both have a couple of Libra placements. Minhyuk is a Scorpio damN, his Mars is a Scorpio too double damN. Sex is really important to him. A bounding time with his partner. He is often horny, needs a partner able to keep up with him. Monogamous, he is flirty here and there but when he finds the one all this hoeing is gone out of the window. All in all, shit is intense. 

Kihyun-Lilith Aries-Eros Aquarius(venus scorpio,mars sagi)

Now hear me out...one of the first thing I learned about MX was that Kihyun is a dom xD. I didn’t think so at first but he is a control freak xD It’s not even funny. Let’s start with his venus, most people with venus in scorpio are doms, this isn’t the rule ofc, but it’s frequent. Aries are known to take the lead in love, in bed too I suppose winkwonk. Now regarding his Eros, aquarius looking for an unconvetionally attractive trait. I am sure, he loves a fashionable girl. Someone chic and elegant. It’s his thing. His Mars, sagi just like his sun sign. Their fave spot? THIGHS (I know this better than anyone I am a sagi and i love thighs and all my sagi friends love them too but who doesnt) his soft spot, very sensitive thighs especially the inner part. 

Hyungwon-Lilith Aries-Eros Pisces (venus capricorn, mars leo)

Hyungwon’s placements are all over the place I swear xD Pisces tend to be very compassionate and love to please. They adapt well to those around them, that’s why I see him having a ‘go with the flow’ approach to sex. He’d take in consideration your likes and dislikes and move along them. Now not to go there but Pisces rules the feet xD so maybe a feet fetish? who knows? he does lol He is practical, romantic but nothing over the top. Enjoys intimacy and warmth. He likes hips, tracting those curves with his beautiful big hands. His Leo Mars, fires up his earthy venus, giving him a good balance. 

Jooheon-Lilith Taurus-Eros Libra (venus scorpio, mars leo)

Jooboo is a charmer and we know so...his libra placements show it off clear and loud. Since Taurus and Libra are so invested in the whole aesthetic of love, he enjoys setting the mood, candles, bubblebaths, lingerie etc. Posessive and easily jealous, very hot tempered and intense all around. Scorpio have very sensitive genitals, plus his gorgeous thighs ugh. A booty man. Duh so much Libra it only makes sense!

Changkyun-Lilith Cancer-Eros Aries (venus pisces, mars aquarius)

His Mars, this man is turned on by someone opinionated, passionate to their beliefs and smart. Brains matter SO much to Changkyun. Maybe even more than looks. Water signs, very emotional but we’ve been knew. Lilith is supposed to be a ‘dark’ placement but I don’t see any darkness no matter how hard he tries to appear as an emo. You know why? because despite any possible kink this man has, his love is so real and valid, there is nothing dark about it. Very romantic, wants to be babied and deserves this more than anyone. He’s been hurt, wary of others at first. All or nothing type of love. The type to write poets for you. His love life HAS to be a novel, it doesn’t worth it otherwise. Loving real hard is tiring, but for Changkyun, it’s worth it. 

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[honeyrose-tea]

thank you for sharing all that with me. it means a lot to me that you trust me. honestly, if he was showing all the signs of being attracted to you he probably was. which just means hes kind of a floozy for moving on to someone else so easily. i do wish your mutual friends had thought to set you up with him, but its possible they didn't know you were interested, or didnt think the two of you had compatible long term goals. i wouldnt blame them too harshly, since you dont know why things happened the way they did.

the one thing i do want to tell you is: do not stop caring about yourself. you are beautiful, and so smart, and such a talented singer/song writer. you have a lot of incredible things that people definitely do notice. i notice, and i miss you when we dont talk for long periods. and i promise you i dont mean this in a disparaging way, but youre young! you have so much life left to love and to fall in love and to have others fall in love with you. 

feel free to stop wearing makeup if thats what you truly want, but dont feel as though none of it is worth it. just because you havent found love yet doesnt mean you never will. 

i do think youre good enough and deserving of love and i really hope you find a love that is strong and pure and that he will be able to show you he loves you even when you feel unloveable, but love is something that takes time and it takes a little bit of patience and luck. but I do know youll find the one for you -🌙

before I get into all my own thoughts, I just wanna say thank you. you always know the right things to say to make me feel better. I love you, friend. and I hope you're doing good too, I know I didn't ask about you in my last message but I was honestly just... feeling terribly. I do care of course and I'd love to know what's going on with you too!!!

so, as far as building my evidence for him being attracted to me, this is what I have

- all the sudden (about 3-4 weeks ago) he started mentioning he was single as often as possible

- he touched me multiple times in one night (not really sexually or anything, a quick hand on my back or my shoulder or something kinda flirty like that) after never having done it before, then stopped and has been almost... purposeful about not doing it again. like it spooked him or something

- EYE CONTACT. very very deep (he looked like he could see into my soul and it was freakyyyy) and often he was looking at me even when someone else was talking

- he has started doing audio and camera at church despite not knowing anything about tech stuff. this also happened right about the same time he started expressing interest in me, and he's almost always on the schedule the same weeks I am. if I didn't know better I'd think he did it to hang out with me. last night at our band rehearsal (which the tech people also attend) I didn't look at him because I didn't want to but I could see him staring at me from the corner of my eye and he seemed... to know something was up. that's probably also me just projecting my own thoughts onto him but I had no feelings for him until he started expressing interest in me, so I feel like at least part of this is based in fact? I don't know

- when I told him about a recent accomplishment of mine, he looked me very deep in my eyes and said "I'm so proud of you" which... is kind of something you had to be there to understand how meaningful it was but it was just so.... genuine and loving. anyway

- he always hangs around during our church group until we're the last two (aside from the couple whose house we're at) and he always parks next to me and says bye to me for a few moments while we're outside alone. he always makes sure to say when he'll see me again, like he's anticipating it and hopes I am too

- he teases and jokes with me a lot but never goes too far or gets rowdy about it like he does with the others

- despite not being a big compliment person he has on several occasions complimented me on being smart and a good singer (both of which are debatable, but I digress). I haven't really noticed him doing it with anyone else either

- we've been talking through a sermon series on marriage (which has been a whole thing lol) and every time he chimes in with some kind of insight about what a good marriage should look like, he seems to always be looking at me

- it feels like he always stands or sits either 1) slightly too close and/or 2) directly across from me so he can stare at me the whole time. I can always feel his eyes on me and it makes me so nervous

- the first time he mentioned going on a date with this girl, I *almost* thought he was testing me to see if I was jealous. as usual, he was staring right at me when he said it, like he was trying to gauge my reaction or something. maybe I'm just crazy. probably

- even after having said all this stuff about how much he liked her, he was still hyper-focused on me the whole night, and when I mentioned how none of my friends are comfortable with physical touch and it's one of the things I crave and miss a lot, he looked at me with what I can only describe as this face 🥺 and said "I'll give you hugs" (among several other flirty things he did that night)

there's a lot more that I just can't think of right now. seeing it all written out makes it seem kinda flimsy but I really could have sworn he was being a lot more than friendly toward me on many many occasions. so anyway yeah. I guess we're just good friends and I should forget it and just try and act normal around him. I can't help getting a pit in my stomach when he's around now. I never used to act weird around him even though I definitely thought he was attracted to me but now I just feel... hurt and confused. I don't even know how to act anymore

as for our mutual friends who set him up with the girl (Madison), I don't harbor any resentment toward them at all. you're right, it was probably just a situational thing where they didn't really think about me. and Madison is such a good match for him it really does make sense that they set them up. that doesn't really make me feel any better though

and I of course still care about myself, this has just been a big blow to my self-confidence, especially since he's the first person I've even thought about in a romantic way since Eli. it seems like no matter how hard I try, I can't have romantic love, which I desire so so so much. even when I'm being friendly and accomplishing a lot and keeping up with my appearance and doing everything right AND when I feel like someone is showing all the signs of being into me, stuff still goes wrong. I wasn't in love or anything, but I really liked the idea of being with him. he's kind and responsible and involved in our church and comes from a really sweet family and has a million more incredible traits that I don't want to get into right now. I just wish things weren't always getting ruined.

more than anything I'm just mad at myself. I was stupid for thinking he was into me and deep down I know I'm stupid for hoping he still is and will realize it somehow. I'm a good person and I like myself but I couldn't compare to Madison in a million years. she's gonna be good to him and I know she'll make him happy, which is at least a little bit of a comfort. I do really just want him to be happy. at the end of the day he's one of my best friends. I'll get over it and deal with it quietly and with any luck he won't know.

thank you for being so kind and taking your time to write all of this to me. you're so encouraging and far too sweet to me and I appreciate it more than I can say. talk soon, friend. I love you

[medproish]

It was a bizarre example of modern politics overlapping with pop culture: The president quote-tweeted Kanye West, saying it was “very cool!” that the entertainer had called Trump “my brother” and that he thought the two shared “dragon energy.”

The moment was especially confusing for those who’ve followed — or have tried to follow — West’s zigzagging political allegiances since 2005, when he criticized then-President George W. Bush’s response to Hurricane Katrina, saying Bush “doesn’t care about black people.” West’s comments came a year after he achieved fame with the release of his debut album, “The College Dropout.”

West only recently returned to Twitter after nearly a year away and brought renewed attention to himself by voicing his feelings about the president. On Wednesday, the entertainer told his Twitter followers that he was fond of Trump — the president who called African countries “s—holes,” among other things  — writing that “you don’t have to agree with trump but the mob can’t make me not love him.”

“We are both dragon energy,” West wrote. “He is my brother. I love everyone. I don’t agree with everything anyone does. That’s what makes us individuals. And we have the right to independent thought.”

[Kanye West’s late registration of support for Trump has his fans watching the throne]

The cultural icon then scaled back a bit — but not too far back — after explaining that his wife, Kim Kardashian, had suggested he “make this clear to everyone.”

“I don’t agree with everything Trump does,” West said in the tweet. “I don’t agree 100% with anyone but myself.”

He tweeted a picture of a red “Make America Great Again” hat signed by Trump. (Trump liked that tweet, too.) Then he tweeted a picture of his phone displaying a screenshot of Trump’s tweet, which had been posted on Instagram.

He also tweeted a possible explanation for his admiration of Trump.

“Obama was in office for eight years and nothing in Chicago changed,” he wrote.

West has long been politically vocal. That’s clear from his song lyrics:

“I say f— the police, that’s how I treat ’em / We buy our way out of jail, but we can’t buy freedom.” (“All Falls Down,” 2004)

“I know people wouldn’t usually rap this / But I got the facts to back this / Just last year, Chicago had over 600 caskets / Man, killing’s some wack s—” (“Everything I Am,” 2007)

“And I’ll never let my son have an ego / He’ll be nice to everyone wherever we go/ I mean I might even make him be Republican / So everybody know he love white people” (“New Day,” 2011)

“Hands up we just doing what the cops taught us / Hands up we just doing what the cops taught us” (“Feedback,” 2016)

What’s not so clear is what, exactly, his ideologies are. He grew up with a left-leaning foundation, as his father was a former Black Panther, and his late mother was a professor at a historically black college. But his recent tweets suggest he’s become increasingly right-leaning, making him a target of the left.

Here’s a look at some of his past entanglements with politics:

2005: West suggests Bush is a racist

On Sept. 2, 2005, about four days after Hurricane Katrina ripped through New Orleans, West gathered with celebrities Leonardo DiCaprio, Claire Danes and Lindsay Lohan for “A Concert for Hurricane Relief,” televised on NBC, which raised a reported $50 million, according to Slate. West, frustrated by the government’s failure to help the hurricane’s victims, looked straight into a camera and said on live TV, “George Bush doesn’t care about black people.”

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West stood by his statement for several years, until, 10 years later, Bush called it the “all-time low” point of his presidency. West subsequently apologized to Bush, who forgave him.

The show’s producers told Slate in 2015 that West going off script was a historic moment. But that’s not how they viewed it back then.

“I remember hearing the words that were coming out of his mouth and looking down at the script and [thinking], ‘This is not — this is not going well,’ ” Frank Radice, the show’s senior producer, told Slate. Radice then had a second thought. “I remember saying [to someone], ‘It was good TV.’ ”

2009 (and again, in 2012): Obama calls West a ‘jackass’

Former president Barack Obama dropped the epithet not once, but twice. The first time was after West famously stormed the stage at the 2009 MTV Video Music Awards, interrupting Taylor Swift’s acceptance speech for her Best Female Video win to say that Beyoncé should have won instead. Obama called West a “jackass” behind the scenes of a CNBC interview, a video of which was leaked and went viral on YouTube.

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Kanye responded a year later in an interview with “XXL.”

“Obama has way more important stuff to worry about than my public perception. He was trying to pass the health-care bill. And if he said that to relate to the room or lighten the room up and the whole mood, then I’d be more than happy to be the butt of all of his jokes if it in some way helps his overall mission,” he said.

“I’m a soldier of culture. I’m resilient. I’m sure I’ll still beat him in basketball,” he added.

Then, in 2012, Obama again called West a “jackass,” after Atlantic Monthly reporter David Samuels asked him during an interview, “Kanye or Jay-Z?”

“Jay-Z,” Obama told Samuels. “Although I like Kanye. He’s a Chicago guy. Smart. He’s very talented.”

Samuels then asked, “Even though you called him a jackass?”

“He is a jackass,” Obama answered. “But he’s talented.”

2016: West’s wife endorses Hillary Clinton

In 2015, West’s wife, Kardashian, declared her allegiance to Clinton via selfie. A year later, reports emerged that the reality TV star was thinking of voting for Trump instead after Caitlyn Jenner — who was married to Kardashian’s mother and spoke at the Republican Party’s convention — encouraged her to reconsider.

But Kardashian stuck with Clinton, who she said supported the issues Kardashian cared about, such as “gun control and protecting women’s rights to safe and legal abortion.”

“I’m with her,” Kardashian wrote on her website. “I believe Hillary will best represent our country and is the most qualified for the job. This year, I’m not just voting for myself, but also for my children, and I took that into careful consideration when I made my decision.”

Saturday: West embraces Candace Owens

Less than a week after returning to Twitter, West appeared to endorse red-pill YouTuber Candace Owens, an African American Trump supporter who regularly criticizes Black Lives Matter. When activists protested a speech she gave last week at the University of California at Los Angeles, she accused them of embracing victimhood by focusing on slavery and the systemic racism of the past, according to The Washington Post’s Eugene Scott.

“It’s embarrassing. You’re not living through anything right now. You’re overly privileged Americans,” she said.

She later tweeted about the protesters: “They’re a bunch of whiny toddlers, pretending to be oppressed for attention.”

West on Saturday tweeted, “I love the way Candace Owens thinks.”

I love the way Candace Owens thinks

— KANYE WEST (@kanyewest) April 21, 2018

“It is not clear what West’s intent was in voicing support for her,” Scott wrote. “But if the hope was that West’s endorsement would grant her worldview some validation among black voters, particularly millennials and those who supported the South Side Chicago native long before he moved to Southern California to join forces with Kim Kardashian, perhaps it was misplaced.”

On Sunday, West tweeted nine videos from Scott Adams, who became famous for creating the cartoon “Dilbert,” and who also claimed that rape is a “natural instinct” of men and that society is a “virtual prison for men’s natural desires.”

Wednesday: Wait! West loves Hillary, too

Soon after West posted his initial tweet supporting Trump on Wednesday, he decided to give a shout-out to Hillary Clinton as well.

If your friend jumps off the bridge you don’t have to do the same. Ye being Ye is a fight for you to be you. For people In my life the idea of Trump is pretty much a 50 50 split but I don’t tell a Hillary supporter not to support Hillary I love Hillary too.

— KANYE WEST (@kanyewest) April 25, 2018

But West continued to praise Trump. If his pro-Clinton tweet was an attempt at toeing the line, it didn’t appear to work.

Read more: 

Rapper Kanye West calls Trump ‘my brother’ — ‘very cool!’ Trump responds

‘The mob can’t make me not love him’: How Kanye West joined the pro-Trump Internet

Kanye West’s 6 ridiculous Twitter eras, from water-bottle hate to ‘Stop playing chess with life’

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