#omg Im so ready for these characters to bond over this 😭😭😭

[m1ckeyb3rry]

i just finished the chapter AND OH MY GOD. it was so cute and sweet but absolutely heartbreaking at the same time. toge and panda broke me☹️☹️☹️ i love hana sm and i love the way you portray her bc she seems like such a sweet person and i really love how y/n tries to befriend her and not make her feel unwelcome

yuta just continues to raise my standards, that man is the greenest flag to exist and the way he loves y/n so much makes me bang my head against a wall. they’re everything to me and they’re literally the definition of what love is

maki is my baby, her and y/ns relationship is so pure and you can see how much they care for each other. i feel like their love for one another doesnt have an explanation, its more than just platonic love, they’re literally soulmates

TULLIA UGHHHHHHH everytime shes mentioned my heart drops to the ground and i miss her so so so so much. it shatters my heart the way she never got to confess to toge herself, they deserved so much better ☹️☹️

and gojo omg. y/n and gojos relationship may be my favourite in the entire series. i love how much they care for each other and the way they’re literally siblings. the photo album ABSOLUTELY killed me, it was so thoughtful and so sweet and fr the best gift you can ever give someone. it makes me really sad that its probably the last thing she’ll ever get from gojo (if the story goes there (PLS DONT IM GONNA SOB AND SCREAM))

all in all, i absolutely loved this chapter but it felt like the calm (if you can call it that really) before the storm and im so not ready for the next chapter. it kills me that pi is ending so soon, i’ll miss it so much and i’ll miss all the characters and inside jokes of the book, but im still really excited to know what happens and see everything get revealed (im gonna be screaming crying shaking and dying on the floor)

toge and panda the forgotten favs 😫 i’m like 99% sure that’s the last time we’re going to see those two and they’ve been there since the BEGINNING so it was so bittersweet writing that chapter 😔 but HANAAA i love her sm she deserved sm better from the fandom and from gege as a whole i will always defend her. the whole trend of female characters obsessed with the male main characters that dgaf abt them is so annoying and disappointing to me tbh especially because hana had so much potential to be such an interesting character given her powers and dynamic with angel. so i tried to expand on her just a little bit!! maybe in another fic i’ll focus on her more because she really is so cool.

YUTA IS SO SWEET he is THE boyfriend of all time like the biggest gentleman ever i love him sm 😢 he’s just so kind and loving and ugh i can’t

maki and y/n really do escape definition tbh. like i couldn’t tell you WHAT they are but whatever it is it’s a very very pure form of love and they are so dear and important to me. their relationship (along w y/n and yuta’s ofc) definitely exemplifies the core of pi and idt the story would be the same without it at ALL

the tullia mentions are so sad for me too because i’ve actually never killed her off before so it’s weird to write something without her there in some way shape or form. her and toge deserved sm more than they got fr.

GOJO AND Y/N. that’s it that’s the sentence…as much as the romance in pi is central to it i think the bond between gojo and y/n is just as important. they kill me every time because they didn’t get as much time as they deserved together (#l/nclanslander) but they still love each other more than anything. the photo album had me sobbing especially describing all of the pictures from the first half of the story 😭 it felt so end credit scene if that makes sense?? and just reminded me that this entire ridiculous journey is almost over ☹️ no spoilers for what will happen to everyone hehehe you will have to wait and see

THIS CHAPTER TRULY IS IT. the calm before the storm the last time we see everyone…it truly will be the end of an era once pi is over (which is so so soon) i’m going to feel so empty for a bit and it’s going to be so odd to not be able to write more adventures of the pi crew (but at least that means asftd and h/h can get back to being updated regularly again!!)

[onlyjaeyun]

I checked the black swan's playlist........ AND OH MY GOD IM NOT READY 😭 and the fact that ALL the songs are also in my playlist is kinda worrying BUT IM LITERALLY SO SCARED. I THINK I'M LOST AGAIN, EMPTY AND SLIDE TOGETHER??? The neighborhood and mitski's songs too!! LANA AND MELANIE, OMG I CAN'T. I think I might die!!!

(Sorry I'm overanalyzing the songs) 😭

The fear of being replaced in this playlist hits HARD. Like almost all the songs speak about traumas or just questioning a bond or trust in general, and I fear that this smau might be one of the most personal I've ever read!! In my opinion the playlist looks a lot like Jake's POV (especially some songs), I'm saying this basing on the synopsis too!! I'll stop here or I might transform into Sherlock Holmes and go insane over analyzing every single song! (pls send help!!!)

IM SO SO SORRY IF IM EXAGGERATING OR SPECULATING TOO MUCH, I'M JUST GETTING SO EXITED OVER THE SMAU AND THE SONGS, IM SORRY 😭

ps. you have a perfect music taste 🤍

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OMG BABY!!!!! FIRST OF ALL I LOVED YOUR ASK SM I LIT TOLD MY BESTIE ABOUT IT 😭😭😭😭

and pls do NOT hold back with your analysis etc. bc you hit the nail right on the spot!!!!! black swan is gonna be a little bit more from jake's POV in the sense that since he'll be the one who gets hurt the most (for now) i definitely subconsciously chose the songs based off of his character!!! youre fucking awesome and i cant wait to hear more baby, take care 🤍🤍🤍