#one of the hay nets needs to be repaired AGAIN and I'm almost in frustrated tears just remembering that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

warningstandbygo · 3 months

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The great thing about being an Adult is that if you randomly get Extremely Overwhelmed by Existence, no one can stop you from going into your closet in your bedroom with your laptop, changing into a onesie, and sitting in the dark quiet enclosed space all by yourself (even though you're the only one here because your spouse isn't home from work yet).

#my favorite part being that I had a really good chill therapy session today because things have been on the whole pretty good this past week #and then I swear it was like someone just dropped a giant DOOM blanket over my head an hour later #went from having a chill convo with friends to being pretty sure they all hate me #(or at best that I was just being annoying and unhelpful and unwanted in said conversation)#nearly had a small meltdown about the fact that one of the horses got wet *before* I got outside to put him in his sheet #and then it just kept spiraling from there #one of the hay nets needs to be repaired AGAIN and I'm almost in frustrated tears just remembering that #I was supposed to refill my pill boxes after work #but then I ended up having to work late after therapy so I haven't done that #or anything else productive #I was going to try and make soup tonight but that sounds super overwhelming now #so anyway fuck this storm that rolled in about an hour and a half ago #gonna go get some rescue meds for my anxiety now that i've remembered that those exist #and some other meds for what I assume is a continuing to brew migraine #and see if I can remember how to be A Human before my spouse gets home

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