#park sungjin one shot

[day6source]

Welcome to the DAY6

"DAY6" returned to fans who had been waiting for the long-awaited performance after discharge. From the moment when they came up with the song to the moment when they all sang along on stage, they revealed the whole process of their new album with excitement and deeper sincerity. It's time to just trust, listen, and enjoy.

Q. It's the first album in three years since all the members came back after their military service. All the work you've done so far is precious, but I think it must have been more meaningful during the preparation process.

Sungjin: Since it's been a long time since I released an album, I wanted to do well, but as a result, I prepared as much as I could now. Young K: I think it's a moment we've been waiting for a long time too. While preparing for it, I felt like I wanted to play good music quickly and I was very excited. Wonpil : When I work on the DAY6 album, I'm the most sensitive and attentive, but I'm still the happiest. I think this album will be one of my most cherished albums. Dowoon: I've been waiting and preparing for this album for a long time, so I think it's half-excited and half-frightened.

Q. Also, "You Were Beautiful" released in early 2017 and the song "Time of Our Life" released in mid-2019 have been on the charts, what was it like to watch this phenomenon?

Sungjin: I'm just thankful that so many people sympathize with and cherish our songs. I hope one day, DAY6's other songs will be loved. Young K: It's such an honor and I'm so happy. It's been a long time since the release, but I think we've been doing well because we've been loved like this. On the other hand, no one knows when we'll be loved, so I thought we just had to keep doing good music. Wonpil: I've been working on music since my debut without paying attention to the ranking or the results, and I just wanted to do music that doesn't age. We've always focused on making albums that we can be satisfied with, and we've always worked on them, but we're just grateful and so amazed that more and more people like our music. Dowoon: I was sure. Rather than saying, "This song is definitely going to be released," I was sure that it was as good as we liked it, and now I'm just thankful that so many people besides us liked it.

Q. The title of the new album is 'Forever', and the spelling of Four is not Forever, what does it mean?

Sungjin: It is true that it melted the desire to be loved for a close time to eternity. Young K: It's the 4th generation of the fandom My Day that supports us, and the four of us borrowed "Four" with the hope of eternity and put good music into it. Wonpil: We came back after a long period of blank space, and now it's going to be forever without falling.

Q. How did you work on the title track "Welcome to the Show"?

Sungjin: I made it in an hour or two with a song that I would run around with my fans at the concert, and I really liked the feeling. It feels a little different from the title songs of the existing DAY6 album, but I'm satisfied with it. Young K: It started by saying let's make a song that everyone can sing and run with. If it doesn't come out soon, I said let's go home and started working on it, but fortunately, it worked out. Wonpil: It was the last song that I came to work on. In the situation where we had to make one more song, we actually worked on the song freely saying that it would be nice to have a song that we all sing together while running in the concert hall.

Q. What is the part that you put the most effort into working on the new album, and the part that you think you like the most in a specific section, lyrics, or performance for each member?

Sungjin: I paid a lot of attention to the guitar tone. I tried my best to create a mood not only when I hit the lead line, but also in the section where I played the chord. Young K : I think the part that I put the most effort into is the lyrics of the title song. It went through the most revision process ever and I tried to write it so that everyone could relate to it. Wonpil: It's been a while since we came back with DAY6 album, so we paid a lot of attention not to lose our color. Personally, I really like the part where all the members sing along in the title track, "Welcome to the Show." I want to see you sing together as soon as possible with My Day and the audience. Dowoon: I like the group singing part of the title song, Welcome to the Show, the most. If we sing together at the concert, I think it will feel like we are truly completing the stage together.

Q. There are seven songs including "HAPPY," "The Power of Love," "Get The Hell Out," "Sad Ending," "Let Me Love," and "I Didn't Know That's Your Love." Can you explain the songs in the album other than the title track?

Sungjin: I worked on it thinking that it would be the title of each track. All the songs are about situations that can happen in life, so I'm curious about what each of the listeners think rather than explaining the song. "HAPPY" is a song that keeps asking the fundamental question, "Can I be happy?" to explain one by one. I don't give you the answer, but by asking this question, I think I can comfort you that you are not the only one who has had such anxiety and agony. "The Power of Love" is about talking about and spreading the power of love. "Get the Hell Out" is a song about a world that someone you want to forget can no longer think of. "Sad Ending" is a song that tells you to end with pain to the person who has already left your heart. "Let Me Love You" is a song that appeals to you that you can give true love. "didn't know" is a song that says that it was love, looking back on the past relationship. Please show a lot of love! Wonpil: It's the same with the title track, but I think the songs in this album contain all the music we're pursuing in terms of sound. It's an album that contains all the songs that represent DAY6's musical sensibility, so I think it'll be fun to listen to it from track 1 to 7! "Ididn't know was a bit of a fresh shock when I first heard it. The chorus line that feels like a bounce was very thick, but it was amazing because it matched well with the melody that the older members played.

Q. What the members learned musically throughout the hiatus, or what they naturally became interested in these days, I wonder how the members' changes were reflected in DAY6's music and this album.

Sungjin: After a hiatus as DAY6, I've become more interested in sound. I'm still learning, but when I was working on the sound for this album, I also used my knowledge. Young K: My yearning for the band sound that DAY6 can give has grown and I'm excited to have it on this album. Wonpil: I don't think much has changed, but at the same time, I think the part that hasn't changed is that I always think about what My Day will like the most, who are waiting for us and always supporting us. So this album is also familiar to those who are looking forward to our music, but we wanted to play richer music. Dowoon: I became more interested in composing. I wanted to know more and more about music.

Q. Since you're about to make an official comeback in a long time, it must be overwhelming and special. Is there a message you want to send to your fans before promoting your new album?

Sungjin: Thank you for consistently trusting and supporting us! I hope you won't forget that we also trust and support you. Here we go again. Let's run together!!! Young K : DAY6 is back everyone. Thank you for letting us sing and play. Let's be happy! Wonpil: Thank you so much, My Day, for waiting and supporting us during this long blank period. To repay you, I thought I'd like to come back with an album as soon as possible. There will be nothing more to make us wait! Let's walk slowly and for a long time with us. We love you so much. We've worked hard on this album, so please listen to our songs and look forward to it! Let's play together!

[blu-joons]

HUSBAND DAY6 A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Park Sungjin

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Even after several years together, affection isn’t something that you give each other too much in public. The two of you are a lot more comfortable in your own space, especially when you’re at home with no one around.

B ⇴ BOYS

The boys were pretty much given no other choice but to like you after Sungjin put them under strict instructions. When you first met them, you could tell that Sungjin had warned them to be on their best behaviour when around you, not wanting for any of them to potentially ruin what he had going on with you.

C ⇴ COMFORT

He always held you tight whenever you needed comforting, Sungjin knew how much you enjoyed having a safe space when you were upset to let go in. Quite often you would cuddle up into his side to let go of the tears that were threatening to spill, feeling Sungjin’s hand run along your back to support you throughout.

D ⇴ DOMESTICATED

You did most of the jobs around your house together, making sure that you both pulled your weight to take care of things. You both had your strengths when it came to doing quite a few of the jobs around the house, but for the ones that neither of you really enjoyed you tried to do them together so that you could at least make the most of them by spending time with each other rather than being alone.

E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT

Both of you didn’t want any fuss when it came to your engagement, but the other boys definitely had other ideas. They wanted to give you both the chance to celebrate, giving you a small fuss by organising a party at the dorm for those that were especially close to you both to enjoy. As ever, they pulled it out of the bag, determined to give you some attention even if the two of you didn’t want it.

F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING

Sungjin’s favourite thing about being with you was how much fun he always had whenever he was with you. You were like two peas in a pod quite a lot of the time, with similar personalities and interests you were an incredibly compatible couple. It was rare outside of work to find one of you without the other one there too, becoming pretty inseparable the more time you spent together and got to know each other.

G ⇴ GOING OUT

You both preferred staying in and doing your own thing, however if someone invited the two of you out, it would be very rare for you to say no. You hated being rude and saying no when people had thought of you, but at the same time you both got very excited whenever you saw your schedules clear for the evening to stay at home.

H ⇴ HONEYMOON

The two of you decided that you wanted adventure more than anything else on your honeymoon. Most of your trips abroad were just driving through cities from airport to venue, so on your honeymoon you really wanted to explore a couple of the places that had left you in awe from the tour bus window.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

He loved to tell you that he loved you more than anything else, Sungjin makes sure to say it to you at least once a day, often saying it multiple times. He knows the moments when you like to hear it, when you’re sad, proud, and especially when you’re laughing are all times when you like to be remined that you’re loved.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There aren’t many times when Sungjin gets jealous, especially after the two of you married too. Being able to call you his wife gave him a lot more confidence and pushed down several of the insecurities that usually crept up on Sungjin. He knew that as you were married, he was secure in your relationship, that it would be almost impossible for your eye to stray no matter how much someone tried to catch it.

K ⇴ KIDS

You both knew that starting a family was something that you wanted, and as life began to settle down after you got married too, you began to think a little more. With you both being a little less busy career wise, you began to wonder if maybe it was a sign that the two of you were ready to start trying.

L ⇴ LAZY DAYS

Home is definitely where your lazy days are spent, with the two of you doing everything that you can to stay in for the whole day. If you know how you want to spend your lazy day, then you’ll sort everything out for it the day before so that everything is at home to stop you from having to go out. Most of the time the two of you spend the day in front of the television, trying to stay awake through a film or drama.

M ⇴ MORNINGS

Multiple alarms are needed in the mornings to get the two of you up, with neither of you ever being particularly fussed about rising. Waking up beside each other is frustrating at times, especially when the other is still asleep when all you want to do is turn off the alarm and cuddle back up, forgetting about work.

N ⇴ NIGHTS

The two of you are big fans of cosy evenings together, keeping things nice and relaxed at home to take a break from the stress of work. There’s always dim lighting around the house, no matter what it is that you’re doing.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Sungjin was obsessed with your personality, and how many boxes you ticked for him when looking for a partner. He never thought that he could get on with someone as well as he managed to get on with you.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

The two of you often shared little chats as you wound down for bed which Sungjin was a big fan of. Talking to you lazily as you got ready for bed allowed him to be incredible vulnerable and open around you, sharing plenty of random stories or facts that he’d never find the confidence to share with anyone else.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Whenever he feels stuck in a bit of a dilemma, Sungjin knows that he can talk to you. If he needs advice then you’re very much a go to for him, knowing that if anyone can help him out, it’s definitely you.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

He loved to be the one to introduce you whenever you met someone so that he could make sure that they knew you were married. It wasn’t because he was protective or jealous, but Sungjin was like a kid anytime he introduced you as his wife, still getting excited after hundreds of times of doing it to people.

S ⇴ SILENCE

If you’re busy, then silence isn’t something that bothers either of you, you rather quite like it because it means that you’re both getting on with your jobs. Once you’ve both finished being productive, you’ll always break your silence by sharing with one another what it is that you’ve been up to.

T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS

Sungjin’s biggest tip for making things work with you was to respect one another. If you wanted to be alone, he got it, but if you wanted him to be with you, he’d be there for you, and vice versa for you as well.

U ⇴ UPSET

You were easily Sungjin’s priority whenever you were upset, nothing else mattered to him other than trying to make you smile again.

V ⇴ VISITS

Quite a lot of the time you would sneak down to the studio without letting Sungjin know so that you could listen to the group playing, trying to find a way to listen to what they were working on as Sungjin often hid it from you.

W ⇴ WISH LIST

He wished for more of the same, Sungjin was content with how things were and definitely didn’t want any of that to change for a while.

X ⇴ XXXX

Although kisses aren’t necessarily something that Sungjin gives you often, whenever he does, he makes sure that you know how sincere he is with them. Every kiss that he gives you is meaningful and full of love too.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his best friend, the two of you could always be found side by side.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Most nights Sungjin would try and stay up until you began to get sleepy and start to close your eyes, never finding himself able to settle at night unless he knew that you were comfortable and resting beside him.

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Masterlist

[flurrys-creativity]

Lethiferous

Lethiferous (adj.) - deadly; bringing death or destruction

Pairing: Park Sungjin (Day6) x Reader; Genre: Action, The Purge AU, the movie is called horror but I’d say it’s not.. maybe suspense instead?!; Rating: nsfw, NC-17; Warnings: It’s the Purge: killing through guns, knifes and other weapons, dead bodies basically everywhere, mentions of an illness, mentions of injustice and what’s wrong with the purge, more killing, active killing -> nothing too gorey though, blood, breaking into a vault, shooting at a dead body out of spite; Wordcount: 3.398

Summary: The annual purge was about to start and for the first time ever you decided to do something that was illegal on every other day. But being outside during the purge was more dangerous than you thought, if it weren’t for someone who came to your side when you were in need.

A/N: It’s not the 21st in Korea anymore.. I’m like an hour late but I hope it still counts!! Anyway! This is for the monthly event from kpopscape with the theme The Purge! And this is my entry for this!

You clenched your jaw while you observed the street through the crack in your curtains. The sun was slowly setting and you knew there was not much time left until the clock struck 7 PM. 

Only a few people were roaming the streets for various reasons. Some were searching for shelter, others wanted to get a few last groceries and the last type started to form groups for the night.

A scoff escaped your nose and you shook your head. You would never understand people that would go shopping when it’s only a twelve hour event. They wouldn’t die from starvation. Instead they rather caught the attention of those groups.

“Come back into the room, dear”, your grandmother called from her bed, “it’s too dangerous being near the windows.”

Your eyes roamed one last time over the street before you pulled yourself away and stepped back. “Just checking”, you mumbled and sat on the edge of the bed, “they’re already grouping outside.”

“It’s fine, dear. Don’t worry. Those groups are not after a helpless granny.” She patted your arm and smiled reassuringly, before she coughed violently. Her whole body shook from the force behind it.

The pained smile you had given her, immediately vanished and concern took over your features. You hurried and helped her up to ease the coughing somehow. Dread filled your chest with every passing second of her coughing.

She clawed at your arm with one hand while she was doubled over, gasping for air in between the coughs. Once she finally finished she dropped back into the pillows, her chest heaving as she placed one hand on it. 

“Try to rest as much as you can, okay?” You smiled gently and handed her a glass of water and a sleeping pill, knowing she always wanted to use one during the purge night.

Your grandmother always claimed she got knocked out due to the pill, meaning she wouldn’t know about anything that’s happening around her. It became a ritual for her after your grandfather died, letting her feel somewhat comfortable throughout the night.

“Thanks dear.” She took the pill and the glass into her own hands after getting up a little. “Are you really okay with staying alone throughout the night? I can stay awake with you.”

You shook your head quickly, telling her once again that you didn’t mind and would go to sleep for yourself soon. 

After your grandmother fell ill you had moved back and started living with her as she was the only family left. You tried to ease her day to day life as much as possible. You took her to doctor’s appointments, to health checks, bought the groceries and cooked for her whenever she felt too weak.

That was three years ago and for all this time you didn’t know what caused her illness. Each health check was without results and no medicine actually helped her. While your grandmother tried to stay positive you despaired more and more. Especially when the doctors finally discovered what was wrong and told you the price for the medicine.

A price so high you would never be able to pay with your simple salary. You still tried to fight for your grandmother, not ready to lose her.

Once she took the pill and fell asleep soon after, the soft expression you always had on your face fell and your features turned grim. 

Normally you stayed within the apartment or at least the apartment complex during a purge night, staying near your grandmother and keeping her safe.

In the three years you lived with her it happened only once that someone tried to break into the apartment but you were able to scare them off with a bat.

You knew how to defend yourself but you didn’t actively search for violence, trying to avoid it as much as possible.

Usually.

This night though was different. You had a mission and wanted to meet with a group before the purge officially started. A lot of groups asked for members and stated their purpose weeks before the official purge night and you stumbled upon one of them by accident. 

After a little research you deemed them somewhat safe, knowing they had a similar purpose as you. This group didn’t want to kill, instead they wanted to be like a modern Robin Hood.

You got ready and grabbed your empty backpack and your phone. You glanced once more into the room of your grandmother, making sure she was deeply asleep before you sneaked out of the apartment.

Once you were out on the street you pulled your hoodie up and covered your face as you hid in the shadows on your way to the meeting point.

You heard others hollering and shouting as they intimidated the few bypassers that tried to get home or somewhere safe. Shivers ran down your spine whenever you heard them laughing. You knew people like these used the purge for the fun of killing. They didn’t care who or how they killed as long as blood was shed.

“Only 45 minutes left until the annual purge night.” You flinched at the loud announcement ringing through the air of the streets. You would never get used to the robotic voice telling the countdown. It was awful and made the night even more unrealistic as it was already.

“You made it”, an enthusiastic voice greeted you when you rounded a corner, patting your shoulder as you came to a halt. “Thought you might chicken out.”

You just nodded, feeling somewhat hesitant now that you heard his tone of voice. How could someone sound so happy on a night like this? How could anybody be enthusiastic like this?

“Alright then. Everybody get your masks! We only have 12 hours, that is not a lot of time! Let’s make the best out of it! Let’s have a successful purge!”

You looked up at his announcement, seeing that a dozen people got into action. They hurried past you, putting on different masks - most of them resembling the face of clowns - and regrouped quickly again.

One of them thrusted a mask and a weapon into your hands and pulled you into some sort of formation. He motioned to you to put it on before he turned his attention towards the leader, who already spoke some encouraging words for the night.

Your heart was beating out of your chest when you put the mask on and stuffed the weapon into your belt. You hated it already as the mask limited your vision and smelled weird. You scrunched up your nose, trying to ignore the urge to throw up. And the fact you had a weapon didn’t feel much better either.

Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea. Maybe you should have stayed home with your grandmother and looked after her. You quickly shook your head, knowing you couldn’t go back. You needed the safety of a group while you moved through the streets, needed the group to get inside of the building and to steal all the necessities for your grandmother - including the medicine.

A static sound filled the air and all talking ceased immediately. Everybody’s heads turned to the leader, who held up a laptop and grinned like a child the night before christmas.

“This is not a test. 

This is your emergency broadcast system announcing the commencement of the Annual Purge sanctioned by the Government. Weapons of class 4 and lower have been authorised for use during the Purge. All other weapons are restricted. Government officials of ranking 10 or higher have been granted immunity from the Purge and shall not be harmed. Commencing at the siren, any and all crime, including murder, will be legal for 12 continuous hours. Police, fire, and emergency medical services will be unavailable until tomorrow morning at 7 a.m., when the Purge concludes. Blessed be our New Founding Fathers and our country, a nation reborn.

May God be with you all.”

You felt your stomach churning uncomfortably at the emotionless voice saying the same words as every year. 

The siren blared through the city and the sounds of machine guns and screams filled the air immediately.

“This is it! Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!”

You started to run, your body moving on autopilot as you followed the group out into the open. Your throat constricted almost painfully when you saw the first dead bodies littering the streets. Most of them were innocent victims and didn’t deserve to die.

Whenever guns were shot you flinched slightly, looking around in fear. Even though you moved in a large group, you didn’t feel safe. 

Nobody should feel safe during this night.

But you knew the richer you were, the safer you felt. With money you could buy better safety systems, you lived in a safer area, you could even buy people to protect you if necessary.

Those who died during the purge were only the ones with no money or homes. Of course the rate of unemployment would be low with them being murdered.

You clenched your teeth when you saw more and more bodies on the ground the further your group moved. You swallowed your protests when you saw some of your group shoot random people that weren’t even attacking. You had to survive this night, you had to survive for your grandmother.

“Hurry up people, we’re close!”

You looked up, seeing the large building at the end of the street. Somewhere inside of this building was the medicine your grandmother needed so desperately.

A frown appeared on your face when you saw the burning cars around the building. It became even deeper when you saw the crashed windows and doors of the building, knowing it meant someone else forced their way inside.

“Split up!”

You looked around, seeing the group running into different directions. Of course there was a plan and smaller teams had to scout the inside of the building, but you hadn’t really listened and didn’t know where you were supposed to go. You didn’t really care though, especially now after you realised the people in this group weren’t really the good guys as well. 

Ignoring everyone else, you ran around the building. You wanted to enter the building through the backdoor, having a feeling that the front only ended in unnecessary bloodshed.

You didn’t even round the corner when you heard machine guns and chaotic screams coming from inside of the building. You saw flashes from the shots in the otherwise dark area.

Your whole body tensed and it took everything within you to move forward. To move at all, actually. You were frozen in fear and every movement somewhat hurt. Your mind told you to get somewhere safe and not closer to certain death.

Dread filled your body as you hurried to the backdoor and sneaked inside. Even though every crime was allowed during this night, you tried to stay secretive. It wasn’t the best decision to draw attention towards you when everyone out here wanted to kill you on sight.

Maniacal laughter sounded through the hallways and you really wanted to turn on the spot and leave the building again. But you bit on your tongue and moved forward, further away from the backdoor. You felt your heartbeat in your throat and it didn’t help you at all whenever you stopped at a corner.

You had no idea where the medicine was stored and it became harder to navigate through the building with crazy bastards shooting at each other at every possible moment.

Suddenly a loud scream appeared behind you and came closer. When you turned around you saw someone running towards you wielding a machete over his head.

Your eyes widened and you automatically grabbed towards the weapon in your belt but it got caught and you couldn’t pull it out. You hastily tried to free the weapon but with every passing second the person came closer.

“Get down!”

You had no time to think but your body followed the order immediately and you duck down. You heard the bang of a gun followed by a dull sound. Hesitantly you looked back up again and saw the person with the machete lying on the ground, a puddle of blood slowly forming around them.

“You alright?”

Surprised you whipped back around, you had forgotten about the other person for a second. You were even more surprised when you saw him not wearing a mask or any other kind of anonymity. 

“Are you alright?” He asked again and came closer, raising a cut eyebrow in question.

He had short, dark hair with two precise cuts near the temple, which seemed almost like it grew back after he shaved his head. He seemed stoic while he observed you and waited for your answer.

“Uh, yeah, thanks.”

He nodded and was about to turn around and leave you again when another man charged towards the both of you. He cursed underneath his breath and shot this one too but the man only stumbled a little and continued running.

“Fucking vest.” He shot more and more bullets at the man but even the mask seemed secured as a headshot didn’t stop him as well.

You grabbed the machete from the first guy and sprinted towards the new attacker. There was a thin gap between the mask and the secured bodysuit and it was nearly impossible to hit him with a bullet. You pulled your mask off and threw it towards the man, making him lean back as an attempt to dodge. With the head movement the gap widened and you were able to slam the machete into his neck.

The minute you hit him and the blade cut into his skin you let go of the machete again, staring at the man going down with gurgling sounds. He pulled the machete out and made it even worse for him, blood gushing out of the large wound.

“And here I was thinking you were helpless.”

You scoffed and stemmed one hand into your hip. “Wasn’t the mask sign enough for you that I belonged to a group?”

“The group that was absolutely helpless when it ran into this building and basically got killed the second it entered?”

“Oh.”

“You don’t sound too surprised about it”, he noted and crossed his arms in front of his chest, “and I’m pretty sure you’re not a real part of that group. Why are you out here?”

“I need medicine.”

His eyes roamed over your body, checking for any visible injuries or illnesses.

“For my grandmother.”

He nodded and slightly relaxed. Even a small smile played over his lips. “We should get going then.”

“Huh?”

He didn’t answer you and walked instead past you, shooting at the man on the ground out of spite, not even stopping or looking at him. “I know where you need to go.”

You couldn’t explain why but you followed him silently, trusting this man with your mission now. You didn’t even ask him why he wanted to help you; or if he even wanted to help.

“I’m Sungjin by the way.” He slowed down and walked next to you, seeming almost casually if it weren’t for the guns in his hands and his alerted gaze wandering through the hallways. Whenever he heard something, he immediately tensed and looked towards that direction.

You had the feeling Sungjin didn’t do this for the first time. He had experience with the purge and he had experience with being outside during the purge. You wondered what he usually did and if he trained for this night. He didn’t seem like the person for it and he definitely didn’t seem violent. Not counting the fact he just shot at two humans and killed one of them.

You quickly introduced yourself as well before the both of you got interrupted from a maniac once again. 

Sungjin didn’t even bat an eye when he shot at the person and continued walking, ignoring the body that dropped to the ground.

“It’s not the first time you’re doing this, huh?”

He shrugged with his shoulders and shook his head. “No, sadly it’s not.”

You nodded, feeling this wasn’t the time to ask further. Instead both of you hurried several stories up until Sungjin led you into a room with a huge vault. 

“Shit.” You stared at the vault, realising it wouldn’t be so easy to get the medicine you needed. “This might take some time.”

Sungjin checked the time on his watch. “Not enough to crack the code.”

“And we can’t use any explosives”, you sighed and rubbed over your forehead. 

“Wait here, I’ll get what we need.”

You watched Sungjin leave the room again before you were even able to protest or say a word at all. 

The time you waited for him felt like an eternity and the screams and gunshots made you even more anxious. Could you even allow yourself to just stay put and wait? What if Sungjin didn’t return and you just wasted your time?

Before you were able to completely freak out, Sungjin bursted into the room with heavy equipment, blood stains all over his clothes and face. “Ready?”

You stared at him with wide eyes and an open mouth. “What even..” You quickly shook your head and waved one hand dismissively. “I don’t even want to know.”

Instead you grabbed the equipment and started to cut through the lock on the vault while Sungjin made sure nobody would disturb you.

Half an hour later and with only one attack you made it through the lock and pushed the door of the vault open, revealing another room with dozens of shelves packed with different medicines. 

“Yes”, you cheered quietly and hugged Sungjin, who stepped next to you, “we made it.”

He patted your back with a small smile before he followed you into the room, his gaze wandering over the shelves.

For a moment you watched him search for something specific until you remembered you had to look for something as well. You quickly walked along the shelves, mumbling the labels underneath your breath. 

Once you found what you were searching for you opened your backpack and stuffed all of it inside. Satisfied with your gain you started to check the other things inside the room as well, taking anything you deemed helpful for the future.

After your backpack was full you turned back to Sungjin, seeing him holding a bottle with a transparent liquid inside of it. “You need medicine as well.”

Sungjin nodded. “It’s a prototype and not official so far but this stuff is supposed to heal cancer.” He sighed deeply and stuffed the bottle as well as the others from the shelf into his own backpack. “My best friend has cancer. Again. The therapy wasn’t successful and the cancer returned even stronger than before. This is his last chance.”

“Then we should get out of here alive.” You smiled gently and nodded towards the exit, ready to fight your way back out. “Only three more hours to survive.”

He chuckled and agreed with you, hurrying back out into the hallways. Sungjin motioned you to follow him quickly, guiding you out of the building with only a few encounters with other humans. Once on the street he looked around, not sure where to go next. 

“This way”, you told him with a hushed voice and ran away from the building, staying within the shadows and on full alert. Without the protection of the group the streets were even more dangerous than the building. 

“Watch where you step, there are a lot of traps. And make sure to stay close to the walls, there might be snipers on the roofs.”

“How do you know all that?” You asked and glanced over your shoulder for a second.

“It’s not the first purge I’m outside”, he answered and stopped you at one corner, “you already know that.” He glanced around to the open streets and nodded when everything was clear. “Where are we even going?”

“My place.”

Sungjin was stunned for a second before he laughed quietly. “I should take you at least on a date first.”

You smirked, forgetting the purge, the gunshots, the dead bodies and the danger around you for just a moment. “Isn’t this a date already?”

“Only if we steal some food on our way back.”

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[miastideclock]

Day6 At Their Weddings

parksungjinsfan

Hey 👋 I have request about day6 on your wedding day, like their reaction to seeing the reader in wedding dress, how will theu be yhe whole wedding, what music will they choose for a first dance, honeymoon details and such... Thank you🙏

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Word Count: 👁 👄 👁  I don’t even wanna try and find out lmaooo Warnings: -The length of these are quite different, and I am so sorry about that -I tried my best to avoid the mention of the reader’s parents or family, but if I have incorporated any family or extended family without noticing, I am really sorry and do ask you to let me know so I can correct my mistake. Thank you.

my years of watching ‘Say Yes To The Dress’ finally pays off

this is gonna be a rIDE, i dont know if this is the format you wanted it in, but this is what you’re getting lmao my bad.

Sungjin

some of the songs i listened to while writing -Circles by Golden -No One Like You by Dualties -Spaces by One Direction

OKAY, so

Wedding Dress:

For the wedding dress I pictured something elegant, yet relaxed. It’s very simple, but the lace detailing adds that little something I feel like. The sweetheart neckline is flattering no matter what your body type is, as is the bodice. 

You can pair almost anything to this dress, so jewelry could be a pop of color, or you could keep it more lowkey with some dainty pieces. 

Sungjin would appreciate the simplicity of the dress, that way it let’s your own beauty be the center of attention. 

Location:

I feel like a garden-wedding is bulls-eye for someone like Sungjin. It’s sophisticated, but with a childish-charm. The trees and fairy lights are a perfect combination. I don’t really have a lot other than that to say about the location in particular.

Music:

Your first dance would be so cute. I chose Your Song by Elton John, just because I feel like it adds to the sophistication of it all. It’s a classic song, that way it will be easier for your guest to enjoy the moment you two share, with you. 

I can imagine Sungjin practicing months prior, so that the dance would be perfect when the day finally is here. awh my heart

Honeymoon:

Hawaii, USA. Again, it’s classy, it’s sophisticated, it’s very on brand. You can relax all day, eat pineapple and other fresh fruits, go on excursions and explore. Hawaii is a place of many opportunities, so I can guarantee you and your newly-wed won’t go bored. 

The Wedding Day:

Sungjin paced around the room, thinking about every single thing that could go wrong. He was nervous beyond belief, but he would never let anyone know that. 

He had to admit that in the beginning of the planning process, he always laughed at the men who were nervous, cause what was there to be nervous about? You were marrying a woman you love, there is no simpler task.

But now he got it. Every feeling you could think of washed over him at the same time, but none of them stopped him from wanting to go through with it. 

In the chaos that washed through his head, there was one thought that stood out before the others. “I love her.” A knock could be heard on his dressing-room door, his best-mean peeking his head through. 

“They’re ready for you.” Dowoon spoke softly, not wanting to startle the groom. Sungjin nodded before looking at himself in the mirror. He had to look perfect for you. Dowoon made his way over and stood in front of him, so Sungjin no longer could see himself in the body-length mirror. 

“Nervous?” He asked as he fixed the collar of the groom. 

“Yes.” Sungjin finally admitted. 

“Getting cold feet?” Dowoon asked yet again, the slightest hint of panic in his voice. 

“Never in a million years.” Sungjin replied. 

Dowoon let out a breath of relief and took a step back to see if there was anything else on the suit that needed to be fixed or moved or tucked. But as he found nothing, he nodded his head, meaning Sungjin should head out the door and into the garden.

Walking down the aisle with his mum was something Sungjin never completely realized would be happening until she was standing there waiting for him. She was dressed in a peach-colored dress. She was after all one of your bridesmaids, so she wore the appropriate dress. 

He kissed her cheek before looping his arm with hers, then making their way down towards the pastor. The walk felt long, longer than it needed, because that just meant more time for his head to get even more chaotic and messy. But contrary to what Sungjin was sure would never happen- they made it to the end. 

He stood on his side, his hands folded into each other as he waited. 

The music changed ever so slightly, meaning the bride was on her way. Sungjin turned so he was looking directly at the door where you would come through, waiting excitedly. 

A few seconds passed, and the double doors opened, revealing you. Every messy thought, or chaotic state his brain had ever had vanished. Sungjin could finally think clearly, all because of you. 

You held your bouquet tight in your hands as you walked down the aisle. Your heartbeat picked up as you closed your husband to be. 

You finally made it to the end, and to be honest? You don’t remember 80 percent of the ceremony. The only part you truly and clearly remember were the two most important words you and Sungjin would ever share.

“I do.”

jesus christ

Jae

some songs i listened to while writing -California by Bernhoft -Twit by Hwasa -Somebody To Love by Abhi The Nomad

AIT

Wedding Dress:

Jae is.. well- he is Jae. And even with a gun to my head, I could not know why I feel like this is the perfect dress for his wedding- I just do. A sheath dress with lace detailing is elegant and sleek, yet light and airy. 

With the clean neckline, a dainty necklace would be enough, a small pair of earrings to go with it.

Jae would love the dress on you, but you could also wear a trash-bag if you so pleasebecauseue he is convinced you could pull off anything.

Location: 

The fun and the beauty of a beach wedding would go perfectly with Jae’s personality. The ocean air is a lovely detail for a wedding, it brushing against your cheek as you look at the love of your life, the last time he would be your fiancé, in a few moments- he would be your husband. 

Music:

For your first dance I’ve chosen You by Petit Biscuit. It’s a soothing song, with a vibe that could calm down the angriest of men. 

The song takes you back to the memories of when you first met Jae, as he was the one who introduced you to the song. The lack of lyrics mean nothing to you, as you have made your own meaning of it. 

Honeymoon:

As a man of many countries, Jae has been all over the world- so when you planned your honeymoon, he told you not to worry about if he has been there before or not. With that in mind, you booked your trip to Paris, France. 

Going for walks along the Seine, admiring the Eiffel Tower at sunset, or experiencing the magnificent art at the Louvre- all things you and Jae are planning on doing. 

The Wedding Day:

Standing a few hundred feet away from where the ceremony would be held stood one singular groom. His eyes were closed as he was standing with his hands in his pockets, feeling the gentle ocean breeze brush against him, like a thousand warm kisses peppered all over him. 

This was the most calm he had been in months, and he felt like he could finally relax his tense stance. Whatever happened from now on, it happened- and there was nothing he could do about it. He thought that would only make him more stressed, but there was just something about it that calmed him. 

“You lost?” Sungjin suddenly spoke from Jae’s right hand side. Sungjin happened to be Jae’s best-man, so it was, among other things, his duty to make sure the groom was okay

“No, I’m pretty sure this is exactly where I’m meant to be. Sounds cheesy though.” Jae replied with a chuckle, causing Sungjin to let out a snicker of his own. 

“You ready to do this?” Sungjin asked again after a few minutes, this finally opening Jae’s eyes. Jae nodded and they started walking back. 

The sun would be setting in an hour or so, so the heat was just perfect on the stunning summer evening. You and Jae had been planning this wedding for what seemed like an eternity, and you were both over the moon that the day was finally here. 

You were in a beach hut just by the place of the ceremony, looking at yourself in the mirror, inspecting your makeup. 

“You look stunning, dear.” Jae’s mother said from behind you, she also looking at your makeup. 

“Absolutely breathtaking.” A bridesmaid chimed in. You gave them both a smile and then got to your feet, shaking out your hands in a nervous manner. 

“You ready?” Your maid of honor asked you as she came into the hut from outside where the wedding would be. You looked at her for a second before nodding slowly. “Good, cause Jae just walked down the aisle, you’re up baby!” 

You gave her a look, but couldn’t keep a smile from joining the scolding eyes. “A little late with the heads up maybe?” You chuckled as you grabbed the bouquet from the table, making her laugh. 

The doors opened and you made your way over to the aisle, taking a deep breath as the ceremony properly started. 

You found yourself walking faster than you had during the rehearsal, but you didn’t care. You wanted to reach Jae as fast as you could, because the faster you got there, the faster you could start the rest of your lives together. 

holyyy

Young K

some songs i listened to while writing -17 by Pink Sweat$ -All Night Long by Machine Gun Kelly -Needs by Verzache

okay so

Wedding Dress:

For our main man Brian, I chose something bohemian-chic. It’s fun, it’s light, it’s stunning. The rustic vibe of the dress is something i think would fit perfectly with the theme of the wedding.

The whimsical essence of the dress makes it kind of hard to pair with jewelry. I can imagine some small raw diamond earrings, and maybe a single thread necklace with a light pendant. Anything too heavy will easily drown out the dress and make it seem almost messy. Not very cute.

Location:

Tall trees. The warmth of the wood mixed with the soft touch of lights and georgette fabrics laced in between the branches. The forest is the perfect place for such a wedding.

The birds chirping, and the trees talking- what could be more romantic?

Music:

Dancing on a patio in the forest, moving to the smooth rhythms of Your Hand In Mine by Explosions In The Sky. This song is awfully slow at first, but as it picks up after a few seconds, you can’t imagine anything other than twirling around in Brian’s arms, as if you were the only people in an empty forest, ready to be with one another until the end of time.

Honeymoon:

Perfectly matching the rustic theme of the wedding, your destination sends you to Rome, Italy. Whether it’s making a wish in the Trevi fountain or renting a vespa to go to the closest Gelato shop- Rome won’t let you down.

With a stunning view no matter where you look, it’s a perfect place for a honeymoon and to take hundreds of pictures of the trip you’ll remember forever.

The Wedding Day:

Taking a deep breath, Brian stepped out of the car that took him to where the wedding would be held. Jae, his best man, stepped out with him, hyping him up- but Brian’s mind was too occupied to hear a word of what he was saying. 

“- and I just know that if you want to back out, I know she would understand.” Was all Brian needed to snap out of it.

“Back out? What are you talking about?” He questioned as he stopped in his tracks. 

“You’ve been spaced out all day, and the face of pure panic isn’t exactly helping your case.” Jae pointed out. Brian caught himself frowning during multiple points during the day, so he could kind of make out where Jae was coming from, and he felt happy that Jae would let him back out of he wanted- but that was not the case.

“Have you lost your mind? I love her more than I can even begin to explain. Even with a gun to my head, I would never dream of backing out of our wedding.” Brian spoke in a cool and calm voice, making sure that Jae understood the value of his words. 

Jae gave him a nod. “I hear you, loud and clear.” 

From there, they made their way down the patio-ed trail into the woods where their wedding would be held, lights decorating the trees surrounding them. It was straight out of a fairytale.

Brian had to admit that he was scared about the wedding, but not because he didn’t love you- cause he did. More than anything. It was because he was scared he wouldn’t be enough for you.

You on the other hand was sat in a car on your way to the location, stressing out your brains. 

“What if I trip? Or what if I say the wrong name? I know that only happens to assholes in 90′s sitcoms, but-” Your rambling was cut off as your maid of honor called your name from next to you.

“Babe, you need to calm down! You’re not gonna trip, and you’re not gonna pull a Ross, okay? You’re gonna get there and wow everyone with your dress and your hair and your everything- and then you’re gonna marry the love of your life and start your forever okay?” She snapped you out of it.

You took a deep breath and nodded. You had gotten this far without any complications- so you only had one small step left, and that was to start your forever. 

“Okay, let’s do this.”

OKAY

Wonpil

some songs I listened to while writing -Wish You Were Sober by Conan Gray -My Strange Addiction by Billie Eilish -Can I Call You Back? by SHY Martin

Wedding Dress:

It’s big, it’s sexy but with elegance and class, it’s flattering to anyone- it’s perfect. A Princess-style wedding dress is such a gorgeous choice, no one would be surprised if Wonpil absolutely lost his breath looking at you. 

A dress like this is so beautifully simple, you can’t go wrong with some jewelry. Personally, I would avoid a chunky necklace, and rather opt for some longer, dangling earrings, letting your bare neck and collarbones make a statement of its own. 

Location:

Matching the personality of the dress, a Ballroom Wedding is elegant, it’s classy, and it’s so much easier to clean up than any of the other locations we’ve seen today.

A ballroom might seem boring to some, but it’s surprising what you and your husband-to-be can do with a bursting budget and a wild imagination.

Music:

For your first dance, I Will Follow You by Toulouse will be playing. An emotional song, perfectly conveying your emotions for one another, to your guests.

“Ever since you touched my hand, I knew.” The song sings. And it’s true. Both you and your husband can confirm that the first time you ever brushed your hand against his, there was a spark. Actually, more than that- it was fireworks.

Honeymoon:

With jungles, temples and waterfalls, Bali, Indonesia is the perfect destination to explore, have fun and also relax with the love of your life.

Renting a private tour guide one day, and just hiking to waterfalls and jumping into the water another day. Watching the sunset while being in each others arms, not being able to imagine a more perfect moment than that.

The Wedding Day:

“What do I do? The wedding starts in like forty minutes, and I have zero clues as what to say for my vows. I mean, of course I vow to love her until I take my last breath- but I want it to be special.” Wonpil stressed out loud. Maybe it was to his best man, maybe it was to the wall behind him- none of them could answer.

“Okay, your hair is as perfect as it can get.” Brian spoke as he tweaked the pieces that fell over Wonpil’s forehead. Wonpil shot him an unamused look making Brian chuckle. “I’m just messing with you. You look great.” 

Wonpil turned around to the full-body mirror and inspected that there were no pieces of dust on his suit, or scratches on his shoes. He sighed and nodded, agreeing with Brian’s statement, cause truth be told- he did look great.

“I can’t stop thinking about what she is gonna look like. And not only in the wedding dress. How she is gonna look sleeping on the plane to Bali, or how she is gonna look laughing at dinner- or how she is gonna look when we give our toasts. I can’t wait to look at her and be with her forever.” He sighed, grabbing the edges of his jacket and straightening it out even more, something Brian was pretty sure was impossible. 

“Why don’t you just say that?” The best man commented. Wonpil looked at him for a second as if he was hesitant, but soon came to realize it was actually a pretty good idea. 

“Yeah, you’re right. It’s simple but special, and it’s right from the heart.” He smiled, thanking Brian.

In the dressing-room across the hall, a particular bride was pacing back and forth, her bare feet making small noises as the underside of her foot made contact with the hardwood floor.

“I know I’m breathing, but it feels like I can’t breathe.” You muttered out, one of  your bridesmaids jumping to her feet to get you something to drink. She picked up her light pink bridesmaid-dress and ran for the kitchenette and roamed the fridge until she found a bottle of water. After tossing it to you, and you taking a sip- you thanked her. 

“Okay, I found it!” Your maid of honor suddenly burst through the door, making everyone in there turn to her and let out a sigh of relief. 

The it in question had been your bouquet, it being a collection of both your own and your husband-to-be’s favorite flowers. That was the reason it was so special- you had made it together. 

“Oh thank god!” You exhaled and walked to meet her at the door. You gently grabbed the bouquet out of her hand and looked at it in adoration. 

“Does that mean you’re ready to get married?” She asked in a hushed tone. You looked at her, then the flowers, then back up at her before you let out an excited sigh and nodded. 

“Let’s do this.”

Dowoon

some songs i listened to while writing -Heels by NoMBe -1901 - triple j Like A Version by Petit Biscuit -Drift Away by Sons Of Zion

Wedding Dress:

A-Line Wedding Dress, a sleek yet flowy choice for a rustic wedding such as your own. The soft silhouette and backless detail is a glorious mixture of sweet and sexy, coming together to make a stunning dress that is the perfect match for most anyone. 

The detailing in the lace is more than enough accent, but if you insist, avoid long, dragging necklaces and earrings. With the tone of the dress, dainty, rose-gold jewelry would be the best match.

Location:

A big, glorious venue for anyone with the wish of a fairytale wedding. A Castle is perfect for feeling like a Disney-princess on your big day. The candles and lights mixed with the aesthetic of exposed brick is enough to make the perfect wedding pictures- but why stop there? 

Most castles has a garden of sorts, often lined with large trees and fresh grass, making any wedding photo look like its dragged straight out of a movie. 

Music:

Your first dance will be one people would have to wait long to forget. Moving to the tunes of Happiest Year by Jaymes Young, holding your now husband close- an unforgettable feeling. You chose this song both because the melody is stunning, but also because the lyrics truly do speak to you. After being engaged for a year, both of you could confirm that it had in fact been the happiest year of your lives.

Honeymoon:

The Maldives. You might think it’s kind of cliché to go there for your honeymoon because it’s overused - right? Well, I can promise you, it’s for a reason. 

Whale shark tours, local markets, beach days, snorkeling safaris- the fun is close to endless. Whether you go there for the activities, or it’s for the views- there is no way you’ll be let down. 

The Wedding Day:

Standing in one of the towers of the castle, stood a single groom, looking out one of the massive windows. The reception was getting closer and closer, and the chairs down on the lawn was getting filled up with more and more of your friends and family by the second. 

“DOWOON!” The familiar voice of Wonpil called. The sudden noise didn’t even make Dowoon flinch as he had been expecting it ever since he got to his little hiding spot. The groom looked to the side to see Wonpil marching at him at a terrifying speed. “Why the hell are you not in your dressing-room? The wedding is about to start any minute now!” 

Dowoon had to snicker at Wonpil’s panicked state. You’d think he was the one getting married, truth be told. “Don’t worry, I was on my way there now.” Dowoon spoke calmly. 

One would think that on his wedding day, Dowoon would be a bit more freaked out- but he wasn’t. He had never been more calm, cool and collected in his entire life, and to him that meant something. It meant that even on essentially the most stressful day of his life, he was grounded, all because of you. 

You too had the same train of thought. Walking around in the flower garden on the other side of the castle, you hummed gently to yourself. You were on your way back to the dressing-rooms as the massive watch on the side of the left tower told you the wedding was soon to begin. Without a care in the world, your bare feet made their way through the soft grass, making you smile as it tickled your feet. 

As you got closer to the back entrance of the castle, then one you had exited through, the better you could see the figure leaning against the door. It was your maid of honor. She stood in a stunning dress, her arms lazily crossed over her chest, giving you a smile as she waited for you. “You enjoying yourself?” She asked as you got closer. 

“Yeah.” You breathed and stopped a few meters in front of her so you were still in the grass. 

“Nervous?” She asked again. You needed a moment to think about this one. Cause on one hand, of course you were nervous- but on the other, just the thought Dowoon made your shoulders relax and your jaw unclench, as you always found yourself in a relaxed state around him. 

“Maybe. I’m not sure yet.” You smiled as you spoke in the same way you had earlier. Your maid of honor chuckled at your words, then reaching out her hand for you to grab, leading you back to your dressing room to get your shoes back on, then getting you ready to walk down the aisle.

i really hope you liked it!! I’m so sorry it took so long- I wanted to do it just right!  Feel free to request again!

-bentley

[everyday6]

head empty zombie mv only round 2

yk + jae ver | dw + group ver

[hagefree]

Obviously Oblivious // Sungjin

Apologize in advance for any typos and grammar mistakes. Feel free to correct me on message box!

"You can borrow my notes if you missed a thing or two from Mr. Lee," I said as Sungjin was still catching up with his notes although the class had been dismissed.

He looked up at me, then taking my notebook. His calloused fingers grazed mine. I swear at that moment I wanted to pause everything.

"Thanks a lot! Will give it back to you soon," he held my notebook as if holding it for dear life.

I beamed my best smile, "just take your time, Sungjin."

It took a lot of encouragement to talk to him at the first place. This afternoon I just pushed my luck and thank God, it worked. Sungjin and I had an interaction! I wasn't brave enough to have a chit chat with him despite his warmth towards everyone in our class.

After all this time I just watch him from afar, with me sitting at the back of class and him on the second or third row.

Yes, I've had feelings for Sungjin since...the 2nd year, I think. We took cultural studies class back then. He couldn't be more perfect with his intelligence and pretty eyes. FYI, this semester we take creative writing class.

Sungjin was gathering up his belongings and I watched him as if it was the most appealing art in this world. But yeah, what could I do when the best guy on my version standing gloriously in front of me???

He caught me staring at him and chuckling. Damn, even his chuckle is attractive.

"Why are you still here?" Sungjin asked as getting up from his seat.

Dumb me, I just stood few meters away from him and said nothing.

"Hello?? Anybody here?" I jolted back from my reverie when Sungjin waved his hand right on my face. Good, way to go to make myself looking like a fool.

Then I heard him chuckling again. Please, do more. I'd like to hear it everyday.

"I think you need coffee. You seem lost," he blurted.

Don't you know that I'm completely lost in your eyes, Sungjin?

Having a crush on someone surely makes me corny.

Honestly I'm more tea person than coffee. But hell, as long as it involves Sungjin, I'll definitely go.

We both headed to a cafe just across the campus.

"It's my treat. You can order whatever you fancy," I was kinda surprised with what Sungjin uttered.

Today I was sitting in a cafe with Sungjin and he even treated me. Guess the universe was being nice to me.

Sungjin had iced americano and I picked hazelnut latte.

We sat there face to face silently with some lo-fi tune playing in the background.

"Thanks anyway, for the drink," I broke the silence between us.

He nodded and sipped his drink, "so, tell me about yourself..."

Did I hear it wrong? Sungjin wanted to know me? My forehead puckered.

He cleared his throat, "you know...you tell things...anything make you intrigued these days??"

He seemed flustered with his own words. I've never seen this side of Sungjin. Him dressed up with confidence was gone.

Now it's my turn to chuckle.

"Out of the blue, you want to know me? Why?"

"Because, I see you frequently yet we barely talk." Sungjin fidgeted on his seat. He didn't even look at me when talking.

"Well, we just meet once in a week for....only two months in this class plus we're not doing any project together and you expect us to have a conversation?"

As I looked up, I met his sparkling eyes. I can say that beautiful is an understatement for his eyes.

"Actually—" he ate one of ice cubes in his americano, "—I saw you often at the library, alone. Or with your mate. Way long ago before this semester began," he stated

I was startled with his confession. The fact that Sungjin seeing me often in the library was overwhelming.

Sungjin cackled, "you're oblivious."

I furrowed my brows, "what?!"

As if this day couldn't get any more overwhelming, he added, "I have an eyes for you since freshman year."

And those words left me puzzled.

a/n: I may or may not write this story from Sungjin's POV. As you can read, this chapter is sort of cliffhanger and I do hate the cliffhanger lol

[fuckedurbias]

afraid - park sungjin

DAY6 AS DAY6 SONGS PART 2 - part 1 

genre: demon!sungjin au, angst & lil bit of fluff

requested? hehe both yes and no

word count: 3.8k 

warnings: ee bit of a horror warning but it’s not graphic at all except for one sentence, also a tiny bit of an assault incident but again, not graphic at all. BIG heartache warning tho :(

A/N; just like part 1, the italicised words are lyrics from the day6 song ‘afraid’ listen here while you read along!

Sometimes when I see you next to me, it seems like you’re unhappy because of my greed

It wasn’t always like this. In fact, it hadn’t been like this until recently. Only recently had you started appearing more tired, more drained. It became more apparent that you were struggling. Especially when you were around Sungjin. You were clearly trying to put on a strong face so he didn’t worry about you; trying to keep both him and yourself happy, but it was clear what was going on. Sungjin felt so much guilt, like this was his fault – he couldn’t think of a reason other than himself to what could be causing you to feel this way. He was trying to help you but he didn’t know how, he had never learnt how or how to experience anything other than what he knows, which is nothing. He is nothing. All he had was memories; and he was so desperately trying to hold onto those memories of what you used to be like, what this relationship used to be like. He’s trying to show you what it was and should be, but it only makes it worse. Only makes you more drained. 

The you who said the sky was so beautiful, now walking looking at the ground

One of his favourite memories of you was the first time he’d ever been outside during the day time; it was with you. A few days after he first met you and you promised him the sun isn’t scary and won’t hurt him, even though you didn’t quite understand that the sun was dangerous for him – being a literal demon and all, but he still promised to give it a go just for you. He still told you that he can’t stay outside for too long though, he didn’t explain why as to not scare you off but you still said it was okay, all you needed was 10 minutes. You took him out to the big, empty grass hill near your building and at first he was confused, what could you two possibly do that’s fun here? He was even more confused when you just fell back on the grass, sprawling out on your back. You patted the spot next to you; guesturing for him to lay down too. So he did. You two just laid there, watching the clouds pass by and talking about nothing in particular. He realised that you were right, the sun does feel nice when you’re human; or at least in a human form. Whilst his body didn’t operate at all like a human’s and it is practically just a suit to him, he could at least actually feel the sun on his skin, even though his skin wasn’t absorbing it. It felt warm, and the sky looked beautiful. You felt warm, and you looked beautiful – you were his sky. Looking at you in this moment whilst remembering that happy memory breaks his heart, you barely even look up at him, let alone the sky.

It feels like I’m looking at myself

You still are his sky, and he hates that he doesn’t know what to do to help you. He is a literal demon; all he knows is how to hurt, he doesn’t know how to be good and to help people like you. You are so good and pure, your aura is literally a mixture of white and beautiful lilac, the purest of all forms. It still is that; which would bring him comfort, until he sees how faded and weak it is. It’s like looking at himself, especially before he became a demon and succumbed completely to the darkness and pain and he prays to every kind of God that humans believe in that you won’t end up like that. He would never forgive himself. You’re walking in front of him right now, and he remembers the times you would be doing exactly this – but humming and skipping happily and telling him to catch up, but now you’re just staring straight ahead in silence. What has happened? What has he done wrong to let this happen? To let this happen to you and to your relationship. He felt like he’d failed you; and one too many times at that.

You are like the moon that lights up the black sky

When the both of you used to explore the town at night, going to Sungjin’s favourite secret spots where he used to go to find humans and feed off them; but he didn’t tell you that’s what he used it for, but you knew anyways. The first time he took you to his favourite cliff where you can see the city, the view looking so beautiful all lit up at night time. That was the first time you held his hand and even though he doesn’t have a heart, he felt something spark deep inside the core of his soul. You had to shut his fingers around yours with your other hand – he’d never held hands before so he was clueless, but he thought it felt so nice and secure. You leant your head against his shoulder and took a deep breath as you closed your eyes and he swears he really did truly feel human in that time, his soul was so calm and he felt bright. The glow of the moonlight on your face made you look like an angel and he knows this for sure because he has seen angels, but none of them looked as beautiful as you did; and nothing ever will. You truly saved him and made him feel something other than numb & darkness.

But your light is gradually being covered by my darkness

He’d tried to ask you what was wrong so many times but all you said was ‘I’m just tired from work and uni”, but he knew that wasn’t the truth; or at least, not all of it. No matter how much he tried to tell himself it wasn’t his fault, he knew deep down it was. Being a demon, he’s built to bring darkness and drain humans and all conscious beings of their life force – it would be no surprise if he was unintentionally doing it. It’s very likely. Especially being around you so much and confiding in you, telling you about all the issues and problems he’s facing currently and what he went through in his human life. It was and is messed up, so it’s no surprise it would gradually wear you down and start to affect you so much. His black, void-like aura and being was gradually starting to cover yours and suck your light away. There was nothing either of you could do to stop it. Well, there was one thing, but neither of you wanted to do it. You both loved each other too much to do it.

Even in this moment when you smile at me

He teleports to be right in front of you, making you stop in your tracks. You can’t look at him.

“Look at me” His deep voice commands. You just let out a sob in response, refusing to look up. He puts his thumb underneath your chin and lifts it up, making you look him in the eyes. For as long as you’ve known him, his eyes have never been anything other than black – but for just a second, you could’ve sworn you saw the prettiest mix of golden brown. That only makes you cry more.

“What’s wrong?” Sungjin asks, moving his hands to be either side of your face, cradling your cheeks in his hands.

“It doesn’t matter” You say, trying to turn away. He refuses to let you go.

“Stop lying to me, I can’t stand seeing you like this any longer” He stares into your eyes, like he’s staring into your soul. Which he is. You just look up at him, eyebrows furrowed as the tears continue to fall. He rubs them away with his thumb.

“I don’t know why I’m hurting Sungjin, it just started one day and it’s been building up”, you sob “It won’t go away”. Even though you did know why you were hurting, you couldn’t tell him. You never would. It would kill the both of you. He knew that you were keeping a secret from him, he had known since the moment you met. He hated that his powers didn’t work well enough on you, so he was unable to read your mind.

“It’s okay Jin, let’s just carry on with our date” You gave him a pathetic attempt at a smile and grabbed his hands from your cheeks, intertwining your fingers as you continued on forward along the riverside to your date spot.

I don’t think I could make you happier than before you knew me

You first met Sungjin when you arrived home from a night out with your friends; a 21st birthday party. You had got out of the Uber and were walking into the entry of your apartment complex but just as you arrived to the steps a man jumps out of the bushes and attacks you, trying to rob you. You tried to fight back but he overpowered you, pushing you onto the concrete and standing over you, holding a knife out – threatening to slash you if you didn’t give him your belongings. Your inner voice was screaming at you to just throw your bag and run for your life; he wanted the bag not you! But you were too frozen in fear to move or do anything. Your senses dimmed and you didn’t know what to do, closing your eyes as you braced yourself for the painful feeling of the knife. Suddenly, you felt a strong, gush of wind fly past you, only lasting for a mere second and when you opened your eyes, the man was gone. You looked around in utter shock, there was no trace that he was ever there. You grabbed your bag and stood up quickly, preparing to run inside until something black appeared in front of you. You screamed out of fright.

“You’re not safe, I only got rid of him so I could have you for myself” The thing grins, the most evil and terrifying sight you’ve ever seen in your life. It raises itself off the ground and over you, two glowing red dots appearing as it stares into your soul, trying to manipulate your mind to take over you so it can devour you. It doesn’t work, you just stare in fear and it watches you.

“Why won’t it work?” It growls.

“I- Why won’t what work? What are you trying to do to me?!” You panic, confused. The thing roars in confusion, going back on the ground and moulding into a human form. A human that, you in particular, recognise.

From that moment on, Sungjin hung around you a lot. He didn’t know why he was so drawn to you but he guessed that since his powers didn’t work on you, you were special; he found you so interesting, not useless like other humans. Especially if you weren’t scared of him after seeing his true form. You’ve told him many times before that you’re glad he’s in your life - that he makes it more interesting and exciting, but he is very doubtful of that.

I’m so afraid that you will become like me

As he sits next to you on the bench overlooking the river, looking at you as you don’t even admire the night view of the city like you used to, he sees your aura fading even more. It’s not turning dark it’s just, fading. He’s so worried that you’ll just become a mindless, numb, emotionless person. Like him. What if you did literally become like him? A demon. He’d been working so hard on keeping other demons away from you, especially because once they find out Sungjin has been hanging out with you and didn’t kill you. They’ll be so mad. Then both you and him will have to be destroyed. Especially when he tries to convince them that he has fallen in love with you, because demons aren’t supposed to feel. He can’t really feel anything - at least he doesn’t think so, but when he is around you he feels tingly and warm and that’s something. He loves that you can feel the things he can’t for him and when he’s around you he can feel what you feel even if it’s not coming from himself. That’s why he thinks- no, he knows he’s in love with you, because when he still isn’t around you and even thinks of you, the tingly warm feeling is still there.  

You who hurts because of me

“Look, I don’t want to make you upset but please just tell me what’s wrong. I know you’re hiding something from me and I’d rather you just tell me than hide it from me and have it affect you this much” Sungjin blurts out, squeezing your hand tightly to comfort you. You can do nothing but sob in response.

“I can’t… It’ll break me… It’ll break you” You heave in between sobs.

“I’m literally a demon – I’ve seen death, I’ve killed people. Nothing you say can be worse than that” Sungjin explains, chuckling to try and lighten the mood. “Fine”, you gulp “Do you remember anything at all from before you were a demon?”. Sungjin turns to you immediately, feeling something inside of him that he’s never felt before. It wasn’t coming from you; it was all him.

“I-I… No? Only the few really painful moments that I’ve told you about, other than that I only really remember when I began to turn into a demon but… Nothing other than that” He stutters, struggling for words.

“Sungjin I… I think there’s more to why you couldn’t kill me that night” Your throat is closing up; you can’t say it. Sungjin is looking at you, eyes wide and frozen with panic.

“When you were human, we knew each other…. For a long time”, you look into his eyes, seeing the golden brown again “we were in love, we were together for 3 years.” Sungjin feels his soul overcome with dread, worse than any kind of dread he’s felt before.

“We were happy, you were happy; until you moved away to another country. As much as we loved each other the distance became too much and soon you went off the radar completely, it broke my heart”, you say, starting to cry again “I didn’t know what happened to you, I tried to check up on you but you never replied. I just assumed you moved on”. Sungjin turns away, suddenly getting all these flashes of the times you spent together in his human life.

“But I guess… this is what happened”, you gesture to his body “and I don’t know how you ended up back here but you did, it must be fate or something”. Sungjin is frozen, being tortured by the pain of seeing all your old happy memories flashing in his mind. His soul is aching, crying, screaming. He is feeling and it is awful. He doesn’t know what to do, he can’t take it. So he just roars and melts into a shadow and flies away at the speed of light. You scream and cry out for him, but he’s gone. And you’re left alone. Again.

Me who hurts when you’re gone

He tries to distance himself after that, staying away from you and watching over you from the shadows. But it kills him to do so, especially seeing you so broken. He lets himself down every time and appears to you, visiting you in your apartment and cuddling with you and spending time with you like he used to. He apologised for the other night, but you said he didn’t need to; you understood that it must’ve been really hard for him to process at the time, especially reliving his whole life at once and remembering such important & emotional memories. Especially going from feeling literally nothing other than dread to everything all at once. In the back of your mind though, you honestly are surprised he came back. Even more so knowing that he shouldn’t have. Both of you know what has to happen but neither of you wants to bring it up. He hurts so bad when you’re not around, even more now that he remembers his human life. It brings back that feeling. You’re making him feel on his own now, he’s not just mirroring your feelings. It’s all coming from such a deep place in his dark soul.

What should I do

You told yourself that today when he comes over, you’ll do it. You’ll tell Sungjin what neither of you want to talk about, it will tear you up inside; it already is… but it has to be done for the greater good. Before you know it he appears behind you in the bathroom mirror; you close the cabinet door after putting back your toothbrush and he’s there, smiling. You don’t even jump, you’re used to it by now. He walks up and wraps his arms around you, trying to hug you but you push away.

“What’s wrong?” He asks, looking at you in confusion. You can’t respond, you just look away and rush out of the room. He teleports in front of you, forming into a black silhouette coming out of the ground before his human form appears.

“Don’t walk away, talk to me” He begs, holding your shoulders to stop you from trying to escape again. You just look at the ground, it’s already tearing you apart and you haven’t even said anything yet. You’re trying so hard not to burst into tears, you have to do this and be serious about it – no matter how badly it’s hurting you. It needs to happen.

“Sungjin… You know what has to happen, right? I know you do” You inhale deeply, voice shaking. His whole being suddenly turns really dark, looking at you with a blank expression.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t save you; that you turned into this and that I couldn’t do anything to stop it. I’m so so sorry”, You continue, taking his hands in yours “but you know that we can’t be together in any way anymore. We’re endangering each other… We have to move on”. Your lip trembles, this is so much harder than the first time he left. Sungjin just squeezes your hands back, they feel so warm – so real.

“I know we can’t, but I love you too much. I know I shouldn’t be able to feel emotions anymore, but what I am definitely sure of - I feel it so deep in my soul, is that I love you. I always have and always will” Sungjin says, his eyes glowing that golden brown as he looked at you. This time it didn’t go away.

“I love you too, I’ll never forget you – I’ll never love anyone or anything as much as I’ve loved you” You reply, looking up into his eyes.

“And don’t feel sorry for what has happened to me, to us. It’s not your fault, you had nothing to do with it at all” Sungjin reassures you, pulling you into his chest as he squeezes you tight. You’re used to not hearing a heartbeat, but this one time it catches you off guard a little bit.

“I know but, sometimes I wonder that if I just made you happier-“

“Stop it, you made me so happy. All the memories I saw from my human life with you, none of them were anything other than happy, even now. You’re such a bright, healing person and anyone who knows you or will know you will be beyond blessed to have you in their life” Sungjin interrupts you, rubbing your head with his hand.

“For a demon, you’re really sweet” You giggle into his chest, feeling your tears drying up on your cheeks.

“Thanks, I know” He chuckles. You look up at him, resting your chin on his chest as he swings you both side to side.

“I’m really gonna miss you” Your voice shakes again, eyes starting to tear up again.

“I’ll miss you too, and even though I’m not around physically – I will always protect you and never let anything hurt you” Sungjin comforts you, stroking your cheeks with his thumbs. He kisses your forehead, wiping a tear away with his thumb as it falls from your eye. His gaze falls to your lips, slowly leaning in as his lips connect with yours. This is the first time you’ve kissed since he’s come back into your life, if only it wasn’t under such awful circumstances. You feel like you’re in heaven, eyes closed and feeling nothing other than Sungjin’s cold lips on yours - they feel so real. When you open your eyes, he’s gone. You fall to the floor and sob, clutching your chest. You though you’d already felt the pain of losing him, but this was beyond compare.

I can’t let you go or hold you back

From that moment on, Sungjin keeps his promise to protect you. Getting rid of any trace that you and him were ever together, making sure that no other demons will ever find out and by result, find you. If they ever knew about you two, you’d be killed and shunned to hell forever alongside him. He watches over you from the shadows, making sure he is invisible as he clears the path for you on your way home and visits you while you sleep, making sure you only ever have the sweetest of dreams. He knows he has to stop seeing you altogether but, he doubts he will ever be able to fully leave you; he just lessens the amount of times he visits you, making sure it’s only every so often or when you really need it. When he is around, even though you can’t see him you swear you can feel it in your heart and soul, the feeling that you used to get when you’d see him as a human. He can’t say it won’t break him inside when you do eventually move on and find someone else, but he won’t hold you back or stop it from happening. He wouldn’t be able to forgive himself if he did. As long as they protect you and make you happy – because if they ever break your heart, he will find them and rip out their insides and suck their soul right out of their mouth, literally. Sometimes he thinks that it’s better you two parted ways, after all he does have to kill people to be able to exist and survive; being indebted to the devil forever and all, but he will never truly be able to let you go. While it does scare him, it comforts him. But he vowed to himself that even if he is a demon, he will be your guardian angel until the day you die.

I’m so afraid

[dont-hate-relate-pls]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Day6 (Band) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kim Wonpil/Park Jaehyung | Jae Characters: Park Jaehyung | Jae, Kim Wonpil, Kang Younghyun | Young K, Park Sungjin, Yoon Dowoon Additional Tags: Yay angst, Unrequited Love, Pining, Mutual Pining, it's not that sad don't worry, jaepil nation RISE Summary:

After a vulnerable moment during a star-gazing session, Jae notices that Wonpil has been distant, and struggles to figure out the cause of this shift in behaviour. Don't worry, he figures everything out in the end.

[v-hope]

Breathe

Pairings: Artist!Kim Taehyung x Heiress!Reader

Genre: Fluff, smut, slight angst, arranged marriage AU, runaway bride AU, make up, established relationship

Word Count: 10.7k

Summary: Running away from your arranged wedding and into the arms of the man you loved seemed like nothing but a beautiful dream. Until you did it.

Warnings: Marking, slight fingering, slight handjob, Taehyung turns out to be really into white stockings, teasing, bickering, penetrative sex, unprotected sex (be safe you guys!), creampie, lotssss and lots of kissing

A/N: She’s here! This is part 47 of my Belong Social Media AU, but it can be read as a stand alone one shot. It took me so long to write and then it just kept longer and longer, to the point i tried my best to edit it but if you find a typo or something no you did not<3. Anyway, this is the last written part for the series, so I hope you guys enjoy!

I’m bolding the first and last sentence of the smut scene so you guys can skip it if you don’t want to read it.

“We’re here” Jimin said softly, looking at you through his car’s mirror after realising you did not seem to be running towards Taehyung’s doorstep.

You nervously fidgeted with the white fabric of your dress. “I know…”

“So…” he turned around to look at your anxious figure on the backseat. “Why aren’t you moving?”

“I just… am nervous, I guess”.

Taking a deep, shaky breath in, you focused once more in the house on the countryside you had only visited once before, when everything was perfect between you and Taehyung. Back then, you didn’t think you would find yourself being in this situation — coming back to him, after having escaped your parents’ mansion before your arranged wedding with Sungjin could take place.

Oddly enough, physically getting out of there had been easier than the whole odyssey your mind had been through just so you could make that decision.

With your parents conveniently being at the venue where the wedding would take place, Jimin and Jin had escorted you to the garage, where your friend’s Ferrari was parked. Although you had ran into one of your parents’ assistants in the hallway, you had managed to convince them that you were just in desperate need of getting some air.

And then, once on the backseat of Jimin’s car, waiting for your brother to get in the passenger seat, the three of you were caught off guard by his phone ringing — your parents letting him know they were on their way back to the mansion, to make sure everything was ready before you headed out to the venue and went through with the marriage they were forcing you into.

That’s why Seokjin decided to stay behind and face them with Miyoung and Sungjin, keeping your phone with him just in case your parents tried to track it down once they found out you were gone, and giving you a tight hug before you lied down on the backseat —not to be seen by the paps waiting outside the mansion— and Jimin drove off, taking you to the address he had managed to get from Taehyung before he left that morning.

So, here you were now, nearly an hour later — praying that your brother, sister in law and ex fiancé were not getting murdered by your parents as they gave them the news, and a hundred scenarios running through your mind over what Taehyung’s reaction would possibly be the moment he saw you.

Eyes softening at the sight of you and how small you looked right then, Jimin caught your attention by getting out of his car, going around it and opening the door for you. Without another word and giving you a reassuring smile, he held your trembling hands in his and helped you out of it as well — making sure you wouldn’t step on the dress that made you feel like the princess you never wanted to be, and then not letting go of your hand as he walked you over to the front door.

Once in front of it, your hold on his hand tightened, letting him know just how nervous you truly were.

“Do you think he’ll be happy to see me?” you whispered, unconsciously taking a step back — not really second guessing your actions, but being too anxious over his possible reaction.

Catching up on that, Jimin pulled you back towards him, now placing a comforting hand on your upper arm to both keep you in place and help you feel at ease.

“He literally called you last night asking you not to go through with the wedding,” he amusedly pointed out. “Trust me, he’ll be the happiest”.

You nodded your head, once more taking a deep breath as you tried to compose yourself.

And then, after Jimin knocked on the door, it was only a matter of waiting.

Only that said waiting took way longer than you had expected, and with that your anxiety could only grow stronger.

Letting out a sigh, Jimin knocked a few times more, harder, so that there was no way Taehyung would not hear.

“Yah, Kim Taehyung!” he called out. “I know you’re in there”.

“Don’t feel like getting up” your ex boyfriend’s voice was heard from afar.

It sounded deeper than usual, hoarse, and you couldn’t tell if it was because he had been sleeping or crying. You truly hoped it wasn’t the latter.

Jimin let out a tired sigh. He really had to go and befriend the two most dramatic people on Earth, and, on top of that, conveniently get them to date each other.

“I brought you something” he tried to persuade him, receiving an offended nudge from you over being called ‘something’ instead of ‘someone’. But hey, it was supposed to be a surprise after all — at least so he had decided.

“If you didn’t bring Y/N with you, then I truly could not care less”.

Jimin smiled, eyes excitedly going to your face — bliss written all over it, as you had just confirmed that Taehyung did indeed want you there. Unbelievable that you even doubted it.

That was all you needed to earn up enough confidence to finally speak up.

“What are you waiting for to open the door then?”

Jimin was the one to nudge you this time, for you had just ruined the surprise. But you couldn’t care any less — not when the whole place went silent for two or three seconds before a loud thump was heard, being followed by heavy, quick steps coming towards the door.

And then, after over a month, the two of you were face to face.

He looked the same, yet not quite. His hair was longer, and its messiness matched his slightly wrinkled grey t-shirt and black sweatpants, after having been lying down on the couch for so long. His nose was slightly red, matching his puffy eyes, yet they still somehow held that same warmth in them that you loved so much. And his lips… his plump, pink lips, were trembling, letting you know the mess that was going inside his head right then.

“You…” he let out a shaky breath. “You’re really here?”

“Why don’t you give her a hug so you can confirm whether I brought you a hologram or not?”

Jimin’s words earned a breathy laugh from both of you, yet they were the little push Taehyung needed to pull you into his embrace — arms gently going around your body, tightening around you when he felt your arms on his back as well, and hiding his face in the crook of your neck as you did the same on his.

“You’re here…” his voice broke.

You sniffled, voice hardly coming out in a whisper. “I’m here…”

Nothing else needed to be said. You were there. With him.

So, staying there in each other’s arms, the two of you said nothing, and allowed yourselves to finally break down instead.

“Yah, princess,” he sniffled, pulling away and cupping your face in his warm hands so he could wipe the tears that kept rolling down your cheeks. “Don’t cry”.

“You’re crying, too” you laughed lightly, gently wiping his tears as well.

“I know, I just, I can’t believe you’re—fuck, I love you” he breathed out, pulling you into his arms again. “I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you”.

“I love you, too” you managed to choke out as he kept on whispering those three words over and over. “And I missed you so much”.

A blissful laugh escaped his mouth. “I missed you more”.

On the other side, Jimin cleared his throat, in a poor attempt of catching your attention. “Well, my job here is done and you guys clearly have a lot to catch up on, so I’m leaving now”.

Still not letting go of Taehyung, you looked at Jimin, smiling thankfully at him before you held your arm out to him — with that single act of yours, letting him know you wanted him to join the hug.

He didn’t even give it a second thought, joining the both of you and letting you wrap your arm around him. Taehyung chuckled once he realised what was going on, letting go of you with the arm that had ended up stuck between your body and Jimin’s, and using it to fully include your mutual best friend in the hug.

“Thank you” you mumbled.

“Yah, don’t make me cry now” Jimin recriminated, pulling away from the two of you. “Just make me the best man at your wedding and I’m alright”.

“What about Jin-ie?” you teased him, earning a quiet laugh from Taehyung.

“I drove you all the way here” he fought back.

“But he helped me get out of there, too”.

“In that case Sungjin would have to be included, too”.

“Sungjin?” Taehyung asked with furrowed eyebrows.

You nodded. “He helped as well, I’ll explain everything later”.

“Anyway,” Jimin caught your attention. “Jin hyung will probably be the one to walk you down the aisle, don’t make me fight you”.

“You’ll be the best man, don’t worry” Taehyung reassured him, mindlessly tightening his hold on you and resting his chin on the top of your head.

“I knew I could count on you” your friend pretended to wipe a fake tear, causing you to roll your eyes. “I can leave now”.

Taehyung nodded, somehow managing to pull you closer to him. At that, you could only hold him tighter, burying your face in his chest, as you did not seem to get enough of that scent of his you had missed so much.

“I am clearly third wheeling here”.

“You signed up for it the moment you drove me over here” you stuck your tongue out at him.

“Yeah, yeah” he lamented, turning around so he could make his way back to Seoul for once and for all. “I’ll let you know how things go with your parents”.

“Don’t forget that I don’t have my phone with me” you reminded him as he started to make his way back to his car.

“I’m texting Taehyung!” he let you know from afar.

“Don’t expect an instant reply!” Taehyung amusedly warned him, receiving a thumbs up from Jimin as he finally reached his car and got inside.

Watching your friend drive away giving you a last wave of hands, Tae pressed a kiss to the crown of your head, securely holding you in his arms for another minute before he could find enough will to pull slightly away from you.

“Shall we go inside?”

You quietly nodded, accepting the hand he was offering you before the two of you could make your way inside.

Everything looked the same as it did when you had first and last visited — the only difference being the messiness. The bag lying on the hallway let you know he had not made it to his room yet, and the ramyeon packs next to an unattended pot filled with cold water made a good point at showing how he had given up on making lunch for himself hours ago.

Then, your eyes focused on the broken lamp lying on the floor next to the sofa.

Taehyung cleared his throat, knowing all too well what you would say next. “I heard your voice and I just ran, can’t blame me”.

So that was what the loud thump had been.

“Excited much?” you teased him.

Taehyung rolled his eyes, taking a dangerous step towards you and pulling you closer by your waist. “I thought you were getting married to someone else, you have no idea how fucking ecstatic and stunned altogether I was when I heard your voice” a light laugh abandoned his lips. “This is gonna sound so cheesy, but I thought I was dreaming”.

Feeling your cheeks heat up, you made sure to look into his eyes as you spoke. “I told you I didn’t want to go through with it when you called me last night”.

“Doesn’t mean you weren’t still considering it. You are wearing a wedding dress after all” he shook his head, hurt being clear in his voice.

You nervously bit your bottom lip. “I didn’t know how to get out of there…”

“I can imagine,” he understood. “What was that about Sungjin helping, by the way?”

“Oh, yes” you remembered. “He was okay with me leaving, said that he only wanted to marry me because we were supposedly in the same situation, you know, with no one else in our lives back then… but now that I have you, everything changed”.

“So he even helped you get out of there?”

You nodded. “Well, to be fair, Jimin and Jin-ie helped me get out of there. Sungjin and Miyoung-ie helped me by staying there and giving my parents the news. They must be experiencing their rage by now”.

Taehyung nodded, and you couldn’t tell whether he was okay with what you had just told him or not. “I guess I’ll have to thank him, then?”

“If you want to” you chuckled, burying your face in his chest. “Although I’m not sure if we’ll ever see him again, now that I’m no longer a part of the elite”.

That had seemed to snap something inside him. It was only now that he realised the cost you were paying for being there with him right then.

Yes, he knew that you would be disowned if you decided to stay with him, you had told him a long time ago. Nevertheless, having you actually there with him, knowing what would happen next… he didn’t know if he should be happy, or concerned for you.

Regardless of everything your parents had put you through and how much they hurt you, you loved them — that, and the fact that you were scared of them, had been what kept you from cutting ties with them before. Up until then, you had tried your best to please everyone, so you wouldn’t have to completely lose them and never hear from them again.

Seemed like you had given up on that for once and for all. For him.

“Are you okay?” he asked, tenderly cupping your face.

“Mhm…” you nodded with a small smile. “I am”.

“If you want to talk about it or…”

“It’s okay, really” you reassured. “It might hit me hard at night or something, and even then, I don’t regret my decision. I’m happy to be here with you”.

He let out a relieved sigh, pressing his lips to your forehead in a loving kiss. “I’m here to hold you if you want to cry at some point” his words comforted you. “I’m just happy that you are here with me now”.

“Even if I’m in a wedding dress?” you teased.

“Even then” he nodded, resting his forehead on yours. “Can we take it off, though?”

Tilting your head back in surprise, you raised an eyebrow at his bold words.

“No ulterior motives intended, I promise” he was quick to clarify. “You look beautiful as hell, but I don’t want to be reminded of the fact that you were marrying another guy”.

That sounded fair enough.

“I didn’t bring any clothes with me, though” you only then seemed to notice. “I didn’t think this through”.

Taehyung chuckled, giving your hips a little pinch. “Don’t act like you’ve never stolen my clothes before”.

“Borrowed them” you corrected.

He rolled his eyes, not being able to hold back a boxy smile as he grabbed your hand and guided you over to his room. Fuck, did he miss your constant bickering.

Sitting on the edge of his bed once inside his bedroom, you stayed still as he gently wiped the make up from off your face — later watching him throw the used wipes in the small bin by the entrance, before he rummaged through the few clothes he kept on the wardrobe.

You didn’t know if you were amused or sad when, placing a grey t-shirt and black shorts of his on the bed for you to change into, he hesitated. Up until a month ago, he would’ve not missed a second to get rid of the clothes on your body and change you into new ones. However, things had changed now, for you could not overlook the fact that you had broken up for a while.

You were together again, no words were needed for the two of you to know that — you running away from your wedding and going back to him said it all. But were you taking things off where you left them? Were you starting all over again?

Did you have to go slow? Or could you just act like nothing happened and be as comfortable around each other as you used to be?

“You can just… go outside if you want” you let him know, and although almost invisible, you caught on the way his shoulders had seemed to sink down. “Or you can help me change”.

That second proposition of yours, had managed to cheer him up all over again. It was reassuring, how things did not really need to change from the way they were before.

“I can?” he tried to confirm with a smile.

You nodded, and he laughed under his breath. Turning around, you let him comb your hair and place it over your chest, giving him the perfect view of the back of your long dress and the zip he would have to pull down on to take it off — goosebumps showing on your skin when a soft, lingering kiss was placed to the back of your shoulder, right before he started to unzip the white piece of clothing.

Letting it fall down to the floor, you found yourself having to actually take a step out and away from it, kicking off your high heels along the way and finding support in the hand Taehyung was offering you.

“Hopefully, the next time I do that will be at our wedding night”.

Your eyes went up to meet his, both of you laughing blissfully as your foreheads rested together. Feeling him so close to you, hot air hitting your face with every breath he took, you felt safe. You were home. And you wished you could stay like this forever.

Eyelids closing and smile still curved up the corners of your lips, you felt his nose gently bump yours, contentedly taking in his familiar scent before his cloudlike lips were pressing on yours.

It didn’t last long, roughly three seconds — just a taste of your lips being all it took for his mouth to resemble the smile that was plastered on yours.

Placing his hands on your naked waist, he pressed another kiss to your lips. “I love you”.

You let out a shaky breath, being now you the one to plant a small peck to his mouth. “I love you, too”.

Chuckling, feeling like everything in his life made sense again, he kissed you again. And again. Longing lips peppering delicate kisses all the way down to the crook of your neck.

You tilted your head to the side, breathing turning heavier at the way his lips on your skin made you feel. Before you could get too caught up, though, his mouth was back on yours — long fingers entangling in the hair at the back of your head, keeping you steady as he intensified the way his lips danced with yours and his tongue massaged your receptive one.

“I missed you so much” your voice sounded like sweet honey to him.

Pulling away just enough, lips still faintly brushing yours, he lovingly bumped your noses together. “I missed you, too. So, so much”.

The wholehearted giggle that had just abandoned your mouth, had him locking his starving lips with yours once more. When that didn’t seem like enough, he moved his mouth down to your bare shoulder. Although his intention had been to pull the strap of your bra down as his kisses trailed back to your neck, he ended up stopping right after pulling the white strap down your shoulder.

Eyes no longer closed, but staring down at what you had been wearing under your dress all along. That being a white set made out of lace, with a pair of matching stockings that covered all the way from your feet to your thighs.

Even though a lustful smile had curved up his lips at the sight of you, it was soon erased at the realisation of the circumstances you had been wearing those specific clothes under. You were wearing that under a wedding dress — for a wedding that was taking place with a man that wasn’t him.

“What’s wrong?” you wondered at the clear change in his mood.

Taehyung bit his tongue for a moment, considering whether he should ask you what he was dying to or not.

“Can I ask you something?” his voice came out uncertain.

“What is it?” you tilted your head.

“And please don’t be mad,” his request had you cocking an eyebrow. “It’s just… I know it probably doesn’t matter, but it’s been killing me ever since you left and—”

“Taehyung…”

He took a deep breath. “Did you… and Sungjin… you know…”

Your eyebrows knitted together. “Did we… what?”

“Don’t make me say it…” he pleaded.

“I need to know what you mean, though”.

He sighed, running a hand down his face as he tried to compose himself. “Did you and him… sleep together? Like, have sex?”

“No” you shook your head immediately.

As soon as you had answered, he seemed to be able to breathe, mindlessly fidgeting with the strap he had pulled down your shoulder a minute ago.

“Did you kiss him?” his voice was almost inaudible, not being sure he even wanted to know the answer to that.

You bit your bottom lip, and that was all he needed to know you had done one of the things he feared the most.

He most definitely did not want to know the answer to that.

“How many times?”

But he needed to know.

“Two…” you quietly gave him the answer he was seeking.

His head was lowered, not being able to hide the sharp pain he was feeling in his chest. “When?”

“Taehyung…”

“I’m not mad… I know we were not together anymore” he bitterly pointed out.

“It’s clearly hurting you, though…” you reached for his hand, softly rubbing your thumb on it.

“Please, I just,” he sighed. “I need to know”.

You nodded, taking a shaky breath before you went on. “The first time was on the day I saw you in my parents’ office. It was nothing special, we had a photoshoot for the wedding and the photographer told us to kiss”.

He nodded, bracing himself for what was to come. “And the second one?”

You hesitated, lowering your head after he nodded for you to tell him. “Yesterday”.

That hurt. It hurt a lot.

Still, he couldn’t find it in him to stop asking questions.

“When he posted that picture of you straddling his lap in bed?”

You were not able to meet his eyes. The way he had described that picture… It let you know how it had been burned in the back of his head. You had hoped he hadn’t seen it.

Nevertheless, you nodded. “It meant nothing, I promise, and it was obviously before you called me” your words managed to give him some peace of mind. “As far as I knew, we were never getting back together and I was marrying him today, so…” you shrugged. “I needed to get used to it. You know, to move on”.

Moving on. He had heard you say that more than once now, especially last night when he had called you, in hopes of stopping you from getting married to Sungjin.

He knew you would have to move on eventually if things didn’t work out between the two of you. Regardless, he hated it. Call him selfish, but he could not imagine you with anyone who wasn’t him — just like he could not imagine himself with anyone who wasn’t you.

He was thankful you had not actually moved past what the two of you had.

He was thankful you were there with him instead.

“No need to move on,” he smiled, pulling you towards him by your waist.

With your chest colliding with his, he leaned in enough for your lips to brush together, allowing you to feel his hot breath becoming heavier by the tension.

“You’re mine,” he groaned, trapping your bottom lip in his mouth and pulling at it with a seductive bite. “So you better have worn this for me today”.

You smiled, pulling slightly away from the hungry kiss he had just started. “I put it on thinking of you”.

“He could’ve seen it” Taehyung pointed out, not pleased at all.

“But he didn’t,” you argued back, closing the space between your mouths in a lingering kiss. “I came back to you, and you’re the one who got to see it”.

That got a smirk from him, not wasting another second before his lips were back on yours, hungrily savoring every bit of your mouth.

Goosebumps showed up on your skin as his fingers traced their way down on your naked back, teasingly stopping at the top of your panties, before his hands were firmly placed on your ass, feeling you gasp against his lips when he lifted you up — just enough for you to straddle his lap when he sat down on the edge of the bed.

“I thought I heard you say you had no ulterior motives?” you teased him.

“There is no way I see you in lace and stockings and not fuck you like I used to”.

His words had you squeezing your inner thighs. “How did you use to fuck me?” you purred on his lips.

“Do I have to remind you, princess?” he stole another kiss from you. “How loud and needy you used to be for my cock?” his lips grazed their way down to your neck, where they placed a wet kiss as his hands pulled your hips down against his already hardening member. “How you would moan my name over and over when I took you on every corner of our place?”

“Yes…” you managed to breathe out, tilting your body faintly back as his mouth reached the valley of your breasts.

“Yes, what?” he teased, pulling the right cup of your lace bra down, and smirking at the sound of the moan that abandoned your mouth when his own wrapped around your perked up nipple.

“Taehyung…” you pleaded.

“I’m waiting, baby”.

“I want you to remind me,” you begged, breathing hitching when his left hand pulled the remaining cup of your bra down as well and pinched your until then unattended bud. “Please, I want you to fuck me”.

“Is that so?” he smirked, going back up to your mouth.

You nodded, breathlessly reaching down to his sweatpants — internally thanking the fact that you did not have to deal with a zipper right then, as your shaky, desperate hand pulled his hardened member out of them.

“Fuck,” Taehyung breathed out, letting his forehead fall to your shoulder at the familiar feel of your hand tightly wrapped around his cock. “So no love making today?” he chuckled breathily.

You chuckled as well, feeling the heat reach your face when you shook your head no.

You needed him. And you needed him now.

You would have a lifetime together to have slow, loving sex. But, right then, you needed to feel him inside you. Rough, loud, messy, like he would fuck you whenever your bickering went too far and the tension between the two of you was unbearable — feeling every single inch of him inside you, managing to touch and reach all the right places he already knew like the back of his hand.

“I need you,” you confessed the obvious.

Taehyung smiled, panting as he tried to divert his attention from the way your hand moved up and down on his cock. “You have no idea how fucking much I need you”.

A gasp escaped your lips when he palmed your core over your wet panties, having to bite down on your bottom lip to hold back a moan the moment he made them to the side, so he could run a finger through your dripping folds and then push it into your warm walls.

“Don’t,” he warned you, freeing your lip from your teeth with his free hand. “I want to hear your pretty moans. Been deprived of them long enough”.

You shyly looked down, only to have the same hand that had just kept you from biting your lip, now going to your nape and pulling you into an intoxicating kiss. Heavy breathings mixing together and muffled moans filling the room, as two of his fingers were now curling inside your walls, and your hand moving up and down his cock made him as hard as you needed him to.

Tightly wrapping your arms around his neck when his fingers pulled out of you and your hand on his member was replaced with his, you let him align it with your entrance, gripping onto your hip as he looked into your eyes for you to go down whenever you wanted.

Resting your forehead on his, you sunk down on his cock — moans coming out of your mouths as you took him all in. He had always let you take him at your own pace given his size, and you would usually take a good couple of seconds. That was not the case today.

Bottoming out, finding the sudden stretch to feel so damn delicious, you didn’t even need time to adjust before you rolled your hips, stealing a loud moan from him, now both his hands roughly grabbing on your hips.

“Fuck,” you breathed out when he pulled them towards him.

Taehyung smiled. Fuck, he loved it when you cursed. And he loved even more that he was the only one who got to hear it, for the only times you did it were the ones like this, when it was only the two of you and he was making you feel this good.

“Fuck, you feel so good” he whined, swollen lips sucking on your neck as he kept guiding the pace on your hips — just like you had wanted, roughly. “Missed your little pussy taking my cock so well”.

“Mm…” you moaned, tilting your head to the side as you let him mark you. “Missed you… missed you stretching me out so good”.

A smug smile curved up the corners of his mouth, pressing one last kiss to your neck before his lips were back on yours.

Thrusting his hips up to reach deeper into you, he managed to get a whimper out of your mouth — one that was soothed by a sloppy, wet kiss, before his lips travelled down to your breasts, burying his face in them and letting out a frustrated groan when the lace of your bra came in between him and properly cupping them in his needy hands.

“Let’s take this off” his voice came out muffled, hands looking for the hook and easily undoing it before the white piece of lace was aimlessly thrown anywhere in the room.

“I thought you had liked the white lace?” you teased.

“I did,” he replied in a heartbeat, tongue swirling around your bud. “But I enjoy way more the bare sight and touch of my gorgeous girlfriend”.

If it wasn’t for the way he thrusted his cock deeper into you, reaching that sensitive spot where you needed him the most, you were sure you would’ve teared up.

Never would you ever have thought that being called his ‘girlfriend’ would mean this much to you. You found peace over how everything seemed to be in its place again.

“The stockings are staying on, though”.

“Only the stockings?” you grinned.

Taehyung nodded. Letting go of your nipple, he turned you around — your back hitting the mattress as he slipped out of you.

“Taehyung” you whined, hating the sudden emptiness you were left with.

You heard him chuckle, planting a soft kiss to your pouty lips before he pulled his t-shirt over his head, throwing it to the floor as well as the rest of his clothes. And then, when you thought he would slide back into you, he pulled your panties down your legs.

Just like he had claimed, the only piece of clothing left on your body, being the white stockings that were driving him crazy.

“I should wear these more often” you chuckled, letting out a shaky breath when he entered you again in one go.

“I will look like a horny teenager following you around whenever you do” he hovered over you.

You smiled amusedly, reaching up to remove a long strand of hair that had gotten stuck to his sweaty forehead as he thrusted into you. “Just like you did now?”

Taehyung let out a scoff, burying his face in the crook of your neck and pulling one of your thighs down on your chest. “Fuck off”.

You writhed underneath him at this new angle, which allowed him to fuck you deeper with each thrust of his.

“Oh, f-fuck, right there” your back arched.

“Mm?” he hummed. “You like it there?” his cock hit once more that one spot.

“Y-yes”.

“Do you deserve it after being a brat?”

“I wasn’t” you choked out when he pulled out once more, desperately trying to push your hips against his throbbing member.

Taehyung chuckled, pressing a hand down on your ribcage, painfully close to the curve of your breast, so he could lean down to temptingly bite your earlobe. “You just called me a horny teenager”.

“Taehyung, please” you begged him.

He bit his bottom lip, enjoying the sight of your trembling body aching for release. He had missed this, having you at his mercy.

Running his tongue on the spot behind your ear, he slowly ran the head of his cock up and down your folds. “Say you’re sorry”.

“I’m sorry” you choked out embarrassingly fast.

He slapped his hardened length against your core. “Say you’re mine”.

“Taehyung, pl—”

Again.

“Say it”.

“I’m yours” you cried.

He smiled, hot mouth pressing on the dark marks that were already showing on your neck. “All mine?”

“All yours” you rasped.

“Only mine?”

“Only yours. I’m yours, only yours”.

“Good girl” his low voice sent shivers down your spine.

“Fuck,” you rolled your eyes out of pleasure when his cock was fully inside you, like you so badly needed it to. “I’m cumming”.

Taehyung smiled, burying his face in your neck once more. “You won’t wait for me?”

“I c-can’t…” you whimpered.

You felt him chuckle against your skin, where he one second later placed a kiss to. “Let go, baby”.

You didn’t need to hear it twice, being all too far gone to even try and hold back anymore. With his name coming out as a moan one last time, you gave in to your high.

“Fu-uck,” a raspy moan escaped his mouth when your walls tightened around him and small whimpers escaped your mouth. “You’re so hot”.

Smiling at his praising, you let your eyes close, enjoying the waves of pleasure running through your body, which were only intensified as Taehyung thrusted into you over and over, using you to get off as well.

Still not feeling like opening your eyes, you ran your hands down his damp back — fingertips causing goosebumps to appear on his skin as they traced, if not scratched, all their way down his spine, until your hands were cupping his ass, pushing him closer to your core.

“Are you sleeping right now?” he rasped.

You chuckled, opening your eyes for once and for all to meet his dark ones. “I wouldn’t be touching you like this if I was”.

“Wouldn’t put it past you”.

Letting your jaw fall in both offense and playfulness, you shoved him to the side, not giving him time to question what you were doing before you were back to straddling his lap and taking his cock inside you.

“Fuck,” his head was thrown back in sheer pleasure. “You can’t just do that”.

His hands on your hips, fingers digging on their hot flesh while they helped you ride him harder, however, let you know he was enjoying it one hell of a lot.

“I think I just did” your teasing tone drove him wild.

Pulling you down into a kiss, you felt your walls squeeze his cock when he let out a raspy moan against your mouth. “Have you got any idea of how you make me feel?”

“I’m guessing quite good?” you purred on his mouth, not being able to hold back a moan of your own when he thrusted his cock into you.

“So fucking good” he growled, swiftly managing to comb your hair in his hand.

“Fuck” you gasped once he pulled at your hair, forcing you to go back to your previous position sitting up on top of him.

Being unable to move given the hold he had on you, you found yourself letting him lead the pace — small whimpers escaping your mouth and raspy moans leaving his, as his other hand held down on your hip and helped you ride him while he enjoyed the view.

“Oh, f—I’m cumming” he rasped.

“Me too” you breathed out.

Feeling him let go of your hair, you were soon slumping back down on the mattress with him grinding on top of you, taking his entire length a couple more times before he stopped.

“Do you want me to…”

You shook your head no before he could finish his sentence, wrapping your legs around his waist for him not to pull out. “You said you’d fuck me like you used to,” your breathy words got a smirk from him. “Cum in me”.

Pushing a few strands of hair from off your face, he leaned down to look for your mouth as he kept thrusting into you. “If that’s what my princess wants”.

All you could do by then was nod, trapping his bottom lip in yours when you felt your second orgasm about to hit. “Cum for me” you begged, intentionally squeezing your walls around his cock to drive him over the edge. “Taehyung…”

“Fuck, Y/N” he gasped, burying his face in your neck. “I’m gon…”

His words vanished in the air, turning into a whiny moan as he finally reached his climax — thrusts becoming sloppy, making sure his warm release filled you up, he managed to make you come undone a second time.

Trying to catch your breath, you wrapped your arms around him when he let his body fall on yours, both of you closing your eyes and enjoying the silence that was now only disturbed by your heavy breathings as you came down from your highs.

A tired smile curved up your lips when Taehyung pressed a few small kisses to your skin.

“You’re amazing,” he mumbled, with a swift movement pulling out of you and hugging you tight, turning you around so now half your body was resting on top of his. “Thank you for coming back to me”.

That, along with the overwhelming ecstasy you were still experiencing, had seemed to move you, for, next thing you new, you were burying your face in his chest as your tears fell on his hot skin and a sniffle reached his ears.

“Are you crying?” he worriedly pushed your chin up with his long fingers, making you look at him.

You sniffled, watching the corners of his mouth begin to curve up. “Don’t laugh”.

“I’m not,” he denied, not finding it in him to stop smiling as he tenderly wiped your tears. “Was I that bad, though?”

“Yah!” you smacked his chest, earning a loud laugh from him, grabbing your hand on his bare skin so you wouldn’t be able to hit him again. “You’re an idiot”.

“So I’ve been told” Taehyung chuckled, pulling you up on the mattress so he could face you — chocolate eyes lovingly staring at you as he caressed your wet cheek. “What is it, then?”

You shrugged, eyes focusing on his naked chest before you could answer. “I just missed this,” you murmured. “I missed you, and I thought I would never be like this with you again, so… I guess I’m a bit emotional, sorry”.

Hearing Taehyung’s giggle as a response was something you were surely not expecting. Nevertheless, the utter sound of it was enough to make you happier than you already were — if that was even possible.

His arms wrapped tightly around you, pulling you towards his body and burying his face in your naked chest. “Are you truly apologizing for crying?” the sound of a chuckle of his resonated through your chest. “Fuck, if I hadn’t cried my eyes out already I would be crying too”.

A light laugh escaped your lips, mindlessly playing with his hair as he looked up to you, puckering his lips for you to close the space between his mouth and yours. When you did, he let out a contented hum, cupping your cheek with one hand so he could press a second kiss to your mouth.

“I missed you so, so much” he kissed you once more. “You have no idea how over the moon I am right now”.

“I’m so happy” you hummed, lips tenderly pressing to his forehead. “I don’t want today to end anymore…”

“Even when it ends, we’ll have a lifetime to go together” he smiled. “It doesn’t matter if time goes by anymore”.

He was right, and you couldn’t help but find it a bit strange… how suddenly you did not have to worry about time passing by anymore.

You had spent the past one year feeling anxious, worrying about time slipping through your fingers and not being able to achieve everything you wanted to achieve, everything you needed to achieve.

You had spent the past one year fearing that you would end up having to go back to your parents’, and that fear did only grow stronger once you got together with Taehyung, for you feared the possibility of the last day of the year arriving and having to leave him.

And then, when you found yourself indeed going back to your parents’ and no longer having Taehyung with you, you feared the day of the wedding. Although you had come to terms with it, it was still something that you were counting and dreading the days for, because the moment you pronounced the words ‘I do’, you would be deprived of all freedom.

Most importantly, you would be deprived of the man you loved, for the rest of your life.

But, right now, none of it mattered anymore.

For once, in what felt like your whole life, you could breathe.

You could breathe, because you had finally found your place, right next to him — no longer having to prove your worth, and no longer having to do what others wanted you to.

You could just be yourself.

You could be happy with him.

Letting out a contented sigh, and kissing your lips one last time, he got off the bed, receiving a whine from you as soon as you missed his touch.

“Where are you going?” you pouted, quietly watching him as he put his sweatpants back on.

“Nowhere” he simply said, throwing his t-shirt on as well and leaning down to pick up the clothes he had chosen for you and placed on the bed earlier, which were now lying on the floor after the mess you made. “I just think we should have a proper talk and I’m still craving you so bad right now that if you don’t cover up I will end up getting distracted all over again”.

You couldn’t help the laugh that came out of your mouth, feeling your face heat up at his bold words.

Following his every move, you smiled when he crawled back next to you — the bed dipping down where his knees were lying, as he fixed in his hands the t-shirt he had chosen for you to wear.

“I want the one you’re wearing” you said before he could pull the hole in the middle of the cotton fabric down your head.

“It’s pretty much the same” Taehyung pointed out, hinting at both tops being a slightly different shade of grey.

“This one doesn’t smell like you” your lower lip stuck out in a pout.

Taehyung rolled his eyes, a small smirk curving up his lips as he leaned down enough for his lips to trap your bottom one in them. “Such a brat”.

You laughed, pulling him to your mouth once more before you let go of him, contentedly watching him give in to your wishes and taking off the t-shirt he was currently wearing. Without putting the new one on just yet, he decided to cover your naked body first.

With the fabric of his thin piece of clothing covering only a little under your thighs after you sat up, he looked around for your panties — the floor not really being the best place for them to be lying on, yet that being the place he had thrown them to in his urge to get rid of them earlier that day. Letting out a sigh, he picked them up, going back to you and sliding them up your legs.

“Okay,” he cleared his throat, thumbs gently rubbing your hips under his top. “We can talk now”.

“After you put on your t-shirt as well” you reminded him, picking up said piece of clothing and helping him put it on. “I can easily get distracted by you, too”.

Taehyung chuckled, fixing the fabric down his torso before he leaned in to steal a lingering kiss from you. Being a distraction to you sounded quite good, if he was honest.

“What did you want to talk about?” you mumbled against his mouth when he was about to press it on yours once more.

“About where we’re going from here”.

Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “What do you mean?”

“You know…” he breathed in, softly playing with your fingers as his back rested against the headboard. “So your parents don’t find us, or even if they do, so they don’t separate us. Not like I’m letting them take you away from me, but…”

“I know…” you smiled weakly, interlocking your fingers with his. “Maybe we could… go abroad for a while?” your words sounded uncertain, remembering what he had proposed last night in a desperate attempt to make you go back to him. “I mean, if it’s still a possibility”.

“Of course,” he was quick to nod his head. “The last position I got offered abroad was at an art gallery in Rome. They said to give them a call if I ever changed my mind, so I’ll do just that and if everything goes well then we can move”.

Rome.

That sounded so surreal.

Taehyung was quick to catch up on your expression — knowing you all too well to realise you were indeed excited, but a part of you was still hesitant.

“Hey…” he softly called you, sitting up next to you and giving you a small smile when your eyes were on him. “Don’t feel pressured to go away, we can always just stay here and figure something else out”.

“No, it’s okay, I just…” you sighed. “We would come back at some point, right? I would really like us to settle down here…”

“Of course we’d come back” he reassured you. “Our kids would be the happiest growing up here”.

Your heart fluttered. “That’s what I believe, too”.

Taehyung smiled wholeheartedly, taking your hands in his and bringing them up to press his lips on them. He could neither get used to nor grow tired of being reminded that you, too, pictured your future with him.

“So… we’re leaving?”

“Mhm…” you nodded. “I think it’s the best choice, that way we’d make sure my parents left us alone and you wouldn’t have to… you know…”

“I wouldn’t have to… what?” his eyebrows knitted together in confusion.

“Don’t make me say it” you weakly pleaded.

“I have no clue what you’re hinting at, though…”

“You won’t have to marry me anymore” you explained, not meeting his eyes. “Not in a rush, at least”.

“I won’t have to marry you?” he slowly repeated.

Your answer was a small nod, and he was not having it. Pulling you to him, you placed your palms on his chest so as not to fall flat on it, still not bringing yourself to meet his eyes and missing the way they looked at you like you held all the stars in the sky.

“Hey, princess. Look at me” he cupped your face so you had no choice but to do as told. “What did I say over the phone last night?”

You avoided his eyes.

“Y/N, what did I tell you?” he pushed it.

“That you were asking me because you love me…”

“Exactly. I love you” Taehyung reassured. “I fucking love you so much and I want to marry you. We can get married tomorrow for all I care and I will be the happiest man on Earth” he confessed with a shaky, breathy laugh. “I know you don’t have the best of experiences with marriages, but trust me when I say that neither am I being forced into this nor do I feel pressured to do this. I love you and that’s it”.

“You promise?”

“I pinky promise” he stuck out his pinky, earning a laugh from you at how he had picked up on your antics.

“Pinky promise, then” you interlocked your pinky with his.

“Unless you don’t want to marry me, of course” he raised one of his eyebrows.

“Oh, I’m just waiting for the ring” you joked.

“I already have the ring,” his lighthearted words had you jolting up. “It’s the proposal what’s missing”.

After the first sentence, though, you had seemed to stop listening altogether — not at all caring about a proper proposal anymore.

“You… have the ring?” you carefully asked, almost afraid you had misheard it.

“Mhm…” he nodded.

“Is it here? I want to see it”.

“Showing it to you just like that would take all the romance away, though”.

“I don’t care,” you shook your head, gently reaching for his hand. “Taehyung, show it to me”.

Staring at you for a couple of seconds to make sure this was 100% what you wanted, he ended up giving in — your eyes following his every move as he walked over to his wardrobe, watching him push a few clothes aside before he seemed to find what he was looking for.

Next thing you knew, he was walking back to you with a ring in between his fingers. There was no box, only a ring. Yet you could feel just as nervous as if you were getting proposed to right there and then.

Stopping in his tracks right as he reached your side by the bed, he nervously fidgeted with it, not letting you properly see it.

“Okay, so, um…” he cleared his throat. “This is more of a family antique. It last belonged to my grandmother and she passed it down to me, so if it’s not your style or you just don’t like it, please let me know and I—”

“Handsome,” you soothed him, gently holding his free hand. “Show me”.

Biting down on his lip, he took a seat beside you, trying his best to stop his hand from shaking when he finally let you take a look at the ring — a beautiful Victorian one, made out of white gold, with a diamond in its base.

Eyes going up to him, you didn’t even have to speak to let him know how much you loved it, even at first sight. That had seemed to calm his trembling hand a tiny bit.

“Can I try it on?” you hopefully asked.

Taehyung jolted up, as if you had just snapped him out of his running thoughts.

“Uh, y-yeah” he stuttered, struggling to hold your hand and managing to align the ring in front of your index finger, yet stopping before he could slide it on. “I think it’s your size, but I’m not sure, so if you feel it a bit loose or—”

“Yah,” you called him out with a giggle, letting your forehead fall to his shoulder as you tightly wrapped your arms around him. “Why are you so nervous?”

“How are you not?” he bit back.

“I am, trust me” you confessed. “But I guess I’m just way too happy to let it take over”.

“I’m happy, too” he pouted, resting his head on yours. “You’re just not the one proposing”.

“I just asked to try it on, though” your lips pressed lightly to his chest. “Not for you to propose”.

“Still feels the same”.

Because, either way, he wanted it to be perfect. After all you had been through to be with him, he believed you deserved that much.

Before you could keep on bickering, though, and before he could allow his nervousness take over completely, he grabbed your hand, holding it right in front of where your heads rested together, and slid the ring on your index finger like he had tried to do one minute ago — catching his breath the moment he realised it fit perfectly.

You smiled brightly, blissfully.

Sitting up straight, you crossed your legs as you admired the way the ring looked on your hand. You had never thought you would love the way an engagement ring looked on it so much.

For an entire year, you had refused to wear the one Sungjin had given you. You hated the way it looked on you. You hated wearing it, for whenever your eyes laid on it, you were reminded of the fate that you were possibly facing in a matter of months. Wearing it felt like a burden. Therefore, you did not.

Taehyung’s, on the other hand, felt like hope. It felt like pure happiness, and looking at it right then, you could only think of the future that awaited for the two of you. Together.

You felt like never ever taking it off.

“I love it” you confidently confessed, eyes still fixed on the diamond shining in front of you, missing the way Taehyung’s boxy smile had parted his lips. “I love it. It’s so gorgeous, it’s… perfect”.

“You think so?” he whispered.

You nodded, finally meeting his hopeful eyes. “You’re kidding? I feel so honored you chose me to give it to”.

“Who else would I have given it to?” he amusedly tilted his head. “You’re the only person I’ve ever had a relationship with”.

“Still could’ve chosen someone else”.

“Not a chance” he mumbled against your lips, not missing a second to taste them for what could easily be the hundredth time that day. “I only want you”.

“I’ll have you know I am never taking it off” you proudly looked at it on your finger once more, this time noticing the way he smiled at you. “What?”

“I really fucking love you” he breathed out, lightly pecking your lips when he noticed the heat reach your cheeks. “But I’m afraid you will have to take it off now and wait until the actual proposal”.

“I don’t care about a proposal” you let him know with a pout, pulling your hand away from his when he tried to reach for it.

“Y/N, I didn’t even get a box for it”.

“I don’t care”.

“I promised I’d go down on one knee and give one of those cheesy speeches that leaves you crying”.

“I don’t want to cry anymore,” you stated. “I’m the happiest right now. This is all I want”.

“You deserve better than being proposed to in bed right after fucking”.

“Sounds pretty intimate to me” you shrugged, holding back the urge to laugh when he threw you a glare for an answer. “Unless you don’t want to propose to me, of course”.

“Yah,” he tackled you down on the mattress, joining in your laughter as he hovered you. “You don’t get to say that whilst wearing the engagement ring I just gave you”.

You cupped his cheek with one hand, gently caressing his soft skin with your thumb as your confident eyes locked with his. “Ask me then”.

With you lying underneath him, looking at him with those eyes he loved so much and wearing his ring on your finger, there was only so much he could take.

So, leaning in until his lips were faintly touching yours, he gave in.

“Kim Y/N,” he began, eyes travelling from your mouth to your expectant eyes. “Marry me”.

“What?” you played dumb. “I don’t think I could hear you”.

“Marry me,” he repeated, gently pulling the fabric of your t-shirt over your hips for his long fingers to caress your skin. “Let’s get married and never again be away from each other. Let’s go to Europe and forget about everything that hurt us over here. Let’s come back in a few years and settle down in this house. Let’s have a bunch of kids and happily raise them here. Let’s grow old together and bicker until the end of our days” his thumb caught a tear that had just rolled down your eye, even after you had claimed you didn’t want to cry anymore. “Let’s be happy”.

You were at loss of words — teary, elated eyes, along with the way you had just begun to effusively nod your head up and down, being the only form of answer you could give him.

“I’m gonna need actual words here, princess” he softly teased, wiping another tear from your face. “Will you marry me?”

“Of course I will marry you, you idiot” you sniffled, pressing your smiling lips to his matching ones and then pulling him down to your chest. “I was literally begging you to ask me like one minute ago”.

Feeling his chest tremble on top of yours as he hugged you tightly and buried his face in the crook of your neck, you couldn’t tell whether he was crying or laughing. The sniffle that has just been followed by a chuckle of his, however, let you know he was indeed doing both.

“I thought you had no tears left to cry?” you teased him, tangling your fingers in his hair.

“Shut up” he blurted out, nuzzling your neck. “I can’t believe you just called me an idiot after my sweet, oh so sweet proposal”.

You rolled your eyes at his dramatic words. “It was with love, you know that”.

Shaking his head, he let go of his comfortable place on your chest, going back to your eye level. “Say that you’ll marry me again. But this time do it sweetly”.

“Now why would I do that?” you taunted.

“There is no way we’re telling our kids you called me an idiot when I proposed,” he pointed out. “We need to set a good example”.

At that, you couldn’t help but throw your head back — a loud, throaty laugh escaping your mouth. “And what kind of good example would it be telling them that you asked me to marry you in bed right after we f—”

“Don’t” he warned you.

“Am I wrong, though?” you laughed, then letting down a dreamy sigh as you made yourself more comfortable in bed. “God, I never thought I would be proposed to in bed right after having sex, with my neck full of hickeys, hair all messy and wearing only a t-shirt and panties”.

“Yah! You said it was okay” Taehyung called you out, sounding way whinier than he had intended to.

“And it was!” you reassured him with a giggle, resting an arm over his chest and a leg over his bottom body after he had slumped down on his back next to you. “But it’s still not the best of sights”.

“It’s my favourite look on you so far” Taehyung argued, fixing a strand of your hair away from your face. “Hot as hell”.

“Definitely not a story to tell our kids, though” you amusedly shook your head. “Or our friends”.

Laughing along, he leaned in until his lips were temptingly brushing yours. “We can always sugarcoat it”.

“We’ll make up a story for them” you agreed with a chuckle, merrily kissing him back when he closed the painful gap between your mouths.

“That we can” he agreed, hovering your body as he pulled you back down on the mattress. “On the topic of kids, though, we could start practicing for when we try for a baby in the future”

“Eager much?” you teased, allowing him to use his knee to pull your legs apart.

“I’m just thinking about the sake of our family”.

Family. How could that one word go back to meaning the world to you after having it be nothing but a burden for so many years.

“We’ll cross that bridge when we have to” you pecked his lips.

Taehyung pouted. “But practicing a little bit doesn’t hurt”.

“Just say you want to fuck me and go”.

A chuckle abandoned his lips at that, teeth lightly grazing the marks on your neck. “You’re saying I don’t need an excuse?”

“As if you’ve ever needed one” your words got a prideful smile from him, planting a small kiss to the same spot he had been teasing all day. “Stop it with the hickeys”.

“Nope” he simply replied. You weren’t leaving the house anytime soon anyway.

Nevertheless, his mouth pressed one last time to your neck before he pulled away.

“Wait,” you blurted out when he went back to your mouth. “So I have the ring and the hickeys you gave me on me right now…”

He smiled. “So?”

“So… You’ve marked me as yours twice” you pointed out, receiving a rather smug expression from him. “It’s only fair I get to leave a bunch of hickeys on you as well”.

“Come anywhere near my neck and be ready for a round two and maybe even a round three” he threatened you.

You smiled teasingly, pushing him down on the mattress and straddling his lap — hand pressing down on his chest as you nuzzled his neck.

“Y/N, I’m warning you”.

“You’re acting as if I don’t enjoy having you fuck me stupid,” you went back to his eye level, the tone in your voice and determination in your eyes, being enough to turn him on all over again. “Plus, didn’t you want to practice for when we try for a baby in the future?” 

“Fuck, you’re the love of my life” he pulled you to his lips. “Will you marry me?”

“Of course I will marry you, my love” you sweetly answered against his mouth, then letting a smirk take over your face. “Was that the oh so sweet answer you wanted?”

He smiled, satisfied. “Definitely”.

“Good,” you chuckled, lips travelling down to his neck. “Now stay still so I can make sure everyone knows you’re mine, too”.

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singing in the rain

description; after an argument, Brian finds Jae singing in the rain.

word count; 677 it hadn’t been the best day for Brian, neither for Jae. that day was supposed to be one of the best days they expected in their lives, but it seems something or someone, was against it. the day had been anything but good!

let’s start with brian, since the moment he woke up, he knew his day wouldn’t be the best one, but he didn’t think it would be that bad. he woke up with the other side of the bed empty, yes you read right, it was empty and that was already a reason to know that the day wouldn’t be the best one. but to be even worse his boyfriend had already left the house which made everything worse and brian had mixed feelings about, he didn’t know if it was better to feel sad or angry, so he chose neither and just went to work knowing he could see Jae there.

but not everything is a sea of roses, Jae was so busy that day, that he couldn’t even take a small break to drink a coffee or just to see his boyfriend. he had left home at around 6 am, because someone at the company decided they needed his help, even though it was a small job at start, by now had turned into something that should be done by at least 3 people, but those 3 people needed, were probably doing the same job as him or taking a small break and leaving him there working their part.

but they believed everything would get better when they got home. well, they were absolutely wrong, everything became worse.

Brian had lost it, he started accusing Jae that he was the reason their relationship was falling when in reality it has never been better and Jae just couldn’t believe, after a really tough day at work when he finally thought he would just lay on his sofa and relax, Brian started accusing him of 101 things of “why their relationship wasn’t working”. all of the words that had come out of Brian’s mouth, hurt him. he couldn’t believe, after everything he had done to keep that relationship, Brian justkept saying that it is his fault.

so he picked his guitar and just went out, it was raining pretty heavily but he couldn’t care less, he didn’t care about the rain, about the yelling he could hear from Brian telling him to come back because he would get sick, he didn’t care.jae ran as far as he wanted, he just wanted to be far away from home, not that much of distance just some meters actually because he wanted Brian to find him, that way he would know that maybe Brian didn’t mean all of that, that he still loved him like he had done for the last 4 years.

so he took his guitar and started singing and as cliché as it sounds, he was singing in the rain.

and he sang for as long as he can remember, his phone had died and he couldn’t do anything, but in his mind, he could only think “what if Brian has been trying to call me?” which he had done like 17 times.

after that he couldn’t do anything, he was just thinking about Brian, he didn’t know if something had happened to him, like what if Brian was looking for him and for lost? or what if he did something stupid and is in jail right now? or what if aliens came and he was abducted? he couldn’t lose the love of his life.

but he was so into his thoughts, that he didn’t hear his name being called by the man he loves. jae was only brought back to earth when Brian’s arms enveloped him in a tight hug and “I’m sorry, don’t ever so something like this” was said in a small voice.

and if you thought that singing in the rain was cliché, then you are going to think that what they did next it’s even worse, they were kissing in the rain.

[blu-joons]

DAD Day6 A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Park Sungjin

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Sungjin gets more affectionate with you as your bump grows, enjoying the feeling of being around it. It’s nice for you to have Sungjin by your side more with your bump, as affection previously tended to be something he wasn’t huge on.

B ⇴ BUMP

He always makes sure to keep a practical eye with your bump, keeping a look out as often as he can. Sungjin is always rearranging furniture or buying new things so that life around the house is easier for you, your stacked up with pillows and blankets so that you’re always as comfortable as possible when you’re at home.

C ⇴ CRAVINGS

Whenever you need anything, Sungjin is there to get it for you no matter what it is or how far he was to go for it too. His practicality resonates for your cravings as well, he always makes sure that the cupboards are filled with snacks so that when you need something, and he’s not there, it’s easily accessible for you to get.

D ⇴ DUE DATE

Taking things day by day is the approach for the two of you, neither of you want to look too far ahead too soon. There are so many little things that happen with each day there’s always something more for you to look forward to sooner than your due date. Your due date is a little frightening for Sungjin, so small steps are much easier for him to deal with, making sure that his heart stays nice and calm too.

E ⇴ EMOTIONS

Your pregnancy is an incredibly emotional time for Sungjin, with plenty of highs, and a few lows too. Most of all, he’s excited about completing his family and being able to call himself a dad and falling in love with you more than ever before. You often end up spotting him tearing up during various moments in your pregnancy, but as soon as Sungjin spots you smiling across at him, he quickly reassures you that he’s fine.

F ⇴ FAMILY

Both of your families are incredibly protective of the two of you, they know how close the two of you are and how excited you are to have your baby. Whenever you need them at whatever time, they are always there for you both, and as excited as the two of you are, your families definitely are a close second when it comes to counting down the days until they can welcome a new addition into their families.

G ⇴ GENDER

With plenty of excitement, Sungjin was keen to wait until your baby arrived to find out whether they were a boy or a girl. Throughout your pregnancy, Sungjin would often have bursts where he’d try and figure out what your baby was, but it was the constant guessing and intrigue that he absolutely adored all the time.

H ⇴ HEARTBEAT

It was instinct in Sungjin to go in search of a rhythm whenever he heard the beat of your baby’s heart, often matching it with the beat of his own heart. The tiny little thuds would capture his attention in an instant, with his head nodding along to every single one that came through the stethoscope.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Sungjin prefers to show you that he loves you through gifts rather than words of physical affection. He often comes home with your favourite food or a bunch of flowers in the hope that it would put a smile on your face and make sure that you know that Sungjin loves you, even if he doesn’t necessarily always say it.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

Starting his family gives Sungjin a new smile and a huge boost to his confidence so that very little can get under his skin. If anything, others are jealous of the two of you, especially him, seeing the buzz he has and the spring in the step he passes by with, knowing that he’s about to become a dad. Everyone knew how excited Sungjin was, they only wished that they could smile as wide as he could with his incredible news.

K ⇴ KICKS

Every time he feels a kick, Sungjin’s eyes always look towards you as if he’s in search of reassurance. When he sees your head nod to let him know that it was a kick that he felt, his smile always grows in relief. Kicks are Sungjin’s favourite things, so whenever he feels one, he can’t help but get excited all over again as if it’s the first.

L ⇴ LABOUR

As ever, Sungjin is very supportive during your labour, refusing to leave your side even when you weren’t going through a contraction. He didn’t want to give you any space, just in case anything happened, if he was by your side then he knew that he would always be able to take a hold of your hand as soon as you needed him and talk you through the contraction in a hope that it would distract you from the pain.

M ⇴ MORNING SICKNESS

Your sickness doesn’t bother Sungjin, the only thing he worries about is being there for you. Whilst you often feel a little embarrassed about the situations that Sungjin walks in on, he always makes sure to reassure you and help you out whenever you need whether it’s holding your hair or simply massaging against your back.

N ⇴ NURSERY

Decorating your nursery is an opportunity with Sungjin, mainly to spend time with you. It’s something that neither of you have done before with each other, but neither of you can’t wait to give it a go too.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

He was obsessed with your eyes and the excitement that you always looked at him with. Sungjin loved that you were both looking forward to welcoming your baby, he thought that he was excited, but even you exceeded him.

P ⇴ POST BIRTH

The first few days after you gave birth were very tentative, as with the baby in your arms, Sungjin was determined to take baby steps with you too in order to help you recover. He didn’t want you to rush into anything, especially when your baby needed you, happy to take on as much responsibility as he needed to around the house.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

With every decision that came your way, the two of you always made sure that you agreed on things. Sungjin would always ask for your opinion, as you would with him, in order to make sure that you both felt the same.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Your pregnancy is the perfect chance for Sungjin to get plenty of work done in the studio and create beautiful songs for the group to release. He can’t help but feel inspired by you and your bump, quite often he runs to his desk in order to write down the line that pops into his head so that he can’t forget about it.

S ⇴ SCANS

Every single one of your scans is treasured by Sungjin, he always holds onto them tighter than any of his other possessions. Whenever you get a new scan photo, he adds it to his collection, creating a timeline across his desk so that he can study the changes that take place each time with a proud smile on his face.

T ⇴ TEST

For a little while, Sungjin had sensed that something wasn’t quite right with you, and so eventually he decided it was best to suggest that you took a pregnancy test, just to see whether his suspicions were right or wrong.

U ⇴ ULTRASOUND

He always made sure to attend all of your appointments, there was no way Sungjin would miss out on the chance to get to see your baby.

V ⇴ VISITS

Taking things slow was Sungjin’s top priority, and so when it came to welcoming people round to meet your baby, Sungjin was very restrictive on how many people came, and for how long to make sure you weren’t overwhelmed.

W ⇴ WAITING

Sungjin was very patient, thanks to his day-by-day strategy, it was a slow process and one that he never let himself run away with too much.

X ⇴ XXXX

Whenever he hugs around your bump, Sungjin will kiss the spot just above it too so that you’re able to receive affection from him as well. He loves making sure that you receive affection from him as well as your baby bump.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were Sungjin’s strength, he took a great deal of strength watching how amazing you were.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Most nights Sungjin tried to fall asleep only when you did so that you had him by your side whilst you were struggling. He’d do as much as he could to help you settle and encourage your baby to rest so that you could rest too.

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Masterlist

[flurrys-creativity]

Appricity

Appricity (n.) - (latin) The warmth of the sun in winter

Pairing: Park Sungjin (Day6) x Reader; Genre: Fantasy AU, Fluff, Romance; Rating: sfw, Pg-13; Warnings: none except of the indication that they are vampires; Wordcount: 673; Event: Winter Hearts from kdiarynet; Prompt: Number 15 - “Watching it snow at twilight”

Summary: Sungjin and you had all of eternity together and sometimes this could feel dull or boring. There was one thing though both of you loved, watching snow fall for the first time of the year. This moment was something special, magical even, every time you witnessed it.

A/N: The fact I realise just now that I wrote about vampires with this prompt... “twilight” brain-washed me... 😅 

You stood in front of the huge window pane and stared absentmindedly out into the field. The sky turned slowly pink and orange and even though you couldn’t see it, you knew the sun was setting somewhere behind you. A few thick, dark clouds covered the sky and you hoped they would bring the first snow.

You observed the weather for days now - or to be more precise - for nights. It wasn’t granted to you to be out in the daylight. Instead you were damned into the night. That’s why you loved the winter season since the nights were longer and you had the opportunity to go out for a longer time span.

“The sun hasn’t gone down yet. You should be more careful.” The voice of Sungjin appeared behind you, right after he wrapped his arms around your middle and pulled you against his front.

“These windows are pointing to the East”, you stated and leaned into his embrace, “I was safe.”

Sungjin hummed and placed his chin on your shoulder, swaying you a little from side to side. “You’re still up early.”

You nodded and placed your hands on his right on top of your stomach. “I think it’s going to snow. I’ve been waiting for it for days now.”

You felt him move his head a little, probably gazing at the clouds as well. “I think you’re right.” Sungjin gently placed his thumb and index finger on your chin and moved your head into a specific angle. “Do you see it?”

For a moment your eyes jumped from one side of your view to the other, searching desperately for this so-called ‘it’ that Sungjin mentioned. It took you a few more seconds until your eyes finally found a single snowflake falling down from the clouds.

You gasped in delight and leaped forward, pressing yourself against the window front.

Sungjin chuckled but swiftly moved with you, still holding you close against himself. “It’s an advantage to have an enhanced eyesight.”

You just nodded, eyes trained on that single snowflake. Even though it was still high up in the sky, being pushed and pulled from the winds, you saw every detail. The unique pattern, every twist and turn of the little crystals and every colour being reflected from the sun rays.

“It’s beautiful”, you whispered in awe, “I love watching the first snow falling with the last rays of sunshine.”

“It’s cute how you get excited after so many decades.”

You scoffed lightly and swatted at his hands playfully. “It is exciting because every snowflake is different! There is not one that looks like another! Each snowflake is unique and so beautiful.”

“As beautiful and unique as you.” Sungjin whispered into your ear, nudging his nose against your neck. 

“I see you haven’t lost your cheesiness over the years. You’re just as cheesy as three hundred years ago.” You laughed and turned around in his arms, wrapping your own around his neck.

Sungjin smirked mischievously, his fangs peeking out through his lips. “Just for you, my love.” He leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss against your forehead. “There are more snowflakes falling”, Sungjin noted and gently turned you back towards the window.

You smiled gleefully, watching the increasing fall of snowflakes. They danced with each other and showcased incredible choreography until they disappeared between trees, bushes or melted on the ground.

A small pout formed on your lips. “It’s not cold enough”, you whispered, placing a hand against the glass of the window. Since your own body was cold as ice you couldn’t really tell if the temperature was cold enough for the snow to stay or not.

“Give it a few more days.”

You sighed and nodded, looking back up into the clouds again. The colourful sky turned darker and darker with every passing minute.

“A few more minutes and we could go outside to catch a few snowflakes if you want to.” Sungjin nuzzled his cheek once more against your neck. 

You hummed and smiled brightly. “That sounds wonderful.”

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[restlessmaknae]

masterlist ✦ day6

angst [🌪]  fluff [☀]  action [♦]  comforting [♥]

OT5

✒ Sandglass of Time 🌪

gods of the seasons!OT5

Park Sungjin always liked autumn the best. He couldn’t quite put a finger on the reason why, he just felt most comfortable during autumn.

✒ Heartbreak Hotel → Jae // Young K // Wonpil // Dowoon // Sungjin 🌪

Take an aspiring song writer, a rebellious high schooler, a sassy English teacher, a passionate painter and an adventurous tour guide. What’s the same in all of them? They’ve all just had their heart broken.

Heartbreak Hotel is a DAY6 angst one-shot collection with 5 members & 5 songs & 5 stories.

DOWOON

✒ Failed ☀

boyfriend!Dowoon x female!reader/you

„Don’t mind me, I’ll just be in the corner having another existential crisis.” prompt

✒ Back-up plan ☀

fake boyfriend!Dowoon x female!reader/you

„Are you SURE I can’t punch him in the face?”

“Yes”

“What if I break his nose a little?”

prompt-based

✒ Best friends with a demi-god ☀ ♦

best friend!Dowoon x female!reader/you

„How do we keep getting into these situations?”

“Eleven years of friendship and I still don’t know”

prompt-based

SUNGJIN

✒ that summer when love comes ☀

team leader!Sungjin x team leader!OC

Sungjin is assigned to be the team leader of the most mischievous kids (the so-called Stray Kids) at the annual summer camp, but he soon founds out that this year will be different from the others for a different reason.

✒ No pain, no game ☀

Sungjin x OC

„You know, no one bothered me this much when I was dead.” prompt-based

✒ Nunchi ☀

mirror man!Sungjin x female!reader/you

„Nope. I can’t go to hell. Satan still has a restraining order against me.” prompt-based

WONPIL

✒ Kairos ☀

Wonpil x OC

„We both have friends who party too hard and we keep running into each other in the bathroom while we hold their hair back.” prompt-based

YOUNG K/YOUNGHYUN

✒ One call away 🌪 ♥

Younghyun x OC

✒ Scintilla 🌪

bad boy!Younghyun x OC

“What are you afraid of.”

“You.”

prompt-based

✒ Raison d’être 🌪

boyfriend!Younghyun x OC

“I’m cold. Come closer.”

prompt-based

✒ Never again ☀

underground street racer!Young K x EMT!reader

“will you stop flirting with me you just got seriously injured and i’m the EMT trying to tend to your wounds in the ambulance, i don’t give a fuck that i look cute when i’m concerned, you’re lucky you’re not dead you dipshit” prompt-based

✒ Je vous aime ☀

best friend!Youngkyun x OC

wedding AU, best friends to lovers AU

[fuckedurbias]

A-z wonpil from day6

A/N; THIS WAS SO HARD I CAN NEVER SEE HIM IN THIS WAY AAA

a = aftercare

you already know pil baby here would be the softest boy :( after you both shower/bathe together he’d snuggle and cuddle and nuzzle his face into you and never let you go for the rest of the day/night.

b = body part

wonpil’s favourite body part on his partner would also be something soft and pretty, their lips. he’d love to just stare at them while they talk and would be OBSESSED with kissing them, sucking them, licking them and just everything to do with them. especially when they’re wrapped around his cock…. oopsies!!

on himself i think he’d love his jaw and entire mouth area in general. the way he can use it for everything and anything, especially when it comes to pleasing his partner. the way his jaw moves when he kisses them anywhere, the way his teeth, lips and tongue can create such beautiful love bites against his partners skin and give them; as his partners have said ‘the best head they’ve ever had’.

c = cum

wonpil is definitely a neat cummer, preferring to come into either a condom or his partner’s mouth/vagina/ass. saves time cleaning up and gets him off even more, orgasming even harder knowing that he’s feeling his partner up (if it’s unprotected or oral). he also LOVES when his partner comes in him/on him as well, it makes him orgasm instantly feeling/tasting his partner and it feels so intimate to him.

d = dirty secret

he loves to bottom/sub and i won’t be taking criticism on this!! and he’s so whiny and needy when he is doing so, wanting to be babied & coddled by his partner in every way.

e = experience

hmmm i’d say pil isn’t that experienced, maybe having only done it one or two times before and even then it was just the basic stuff. he’d prefer a more experienced partner to help him with things and show him the ropes & all the new things.

f = favourite position

he’d love his partner being on top in anyway, or doing it in front of a mirror where he can watch him (or his partner) pumping in & out of his partner (or him). it’d make him cry and would make him cum so hard multiple times.

g = goofy

it’s wonpil we’re talking about, he’d never take it too seriously but also wouldn’t goof around a lot either. he’d be a perfect balance of both, having some serious moments and also some funny moments, he’d just love to be in the moment and go with the flow.

h = hair

i feel like he’d shave only if he wanted to or if it was a first time with a person. he also probably would dye his pubes to match his current hair as a little funny prank on his partner… unless it meant needing to bleach it…. maybe…

i = intimacy

he’d love to be passionate during the moment and really show his feelings through his actions, especially during sex. he wouldn’t just have one-night stands, hookups or anything like that because he’d see sex as something special, for someone he actually is attracted to and has feelings for. he’d love to make it more romantic on special occasions or sometimes just because he wants to remind his partner he loves them.

j = jack off

remember how i said he wouldn’t be into one-night stands or hookups? soooo… if he wasn’t seeing someone and he had urges or needs, he would probably whack one out hehe. he’d definitely have a dirty video or picture to look at when he was doing it, he would struggle to jack off without something to get him off; he’d struggle to use his own mind for it.

k= kink

like i said before, he loves to bottom/sub so most of his kinks would revolve around that… if his partner is a woman i can definitely see him having a mummy kink (and that thought drives me FUCKING INSANE). he would also love to be praised, whether he is domming or subbing - being encouraged to cum, told how good of a job he’s doing and how good he feels.

l = location

i know it’s boring but pil is definitely a more private lover, would only feel completely comfortable doing it the privacy of his or his partner’s home. however, he wouldn’t mind where in the house it’s being done… if he was feeling more risqué, he wouldn’t be against bending his partner over the table or couch or sink… or his partner doing it to him. and as i said before…. IN FRONT OF A MIRROR!!! HE’D BEG YOU TO DO IT FRONT OF ONE ALMOST EVERYTIME!!

m = motivation

wonpil’s a simple man, nothing in particular would get him going and sometimes (most times) he’d just be horny out of nowhere. most times his partner would have to initiate and get him going, 99% of the time just by giving him a certain look that wonpil knows like the back of his hand. next all they would need to do is straddle him or bring him into their lap and start kissing his neck… in just that short time he’d be as hard as concrete.

n = NO

there’s quite a lot of things wonpil wouldn’t want to do or try; a lot of ‘niche’ things or anything too bdsm like… in fact probably even a little bit bdsm like would make him panic and feel uncomfortable. which isn’t bad or boring!! he’d still be a great and passionate lover.

o = oral

100% a perfect 50/50 split between giving and receiving, especially as someone who prefers subbing - his dom would want to give to him more than they receive, but then he’d also love to show his partner how much he loves them and would want to give to them and make them cum multiple times in all the different ways he can.

p = pace

SLOW AND SENSUAL!!!! SLOW AND SENSUAL ALL THE WAY!!! IT WOULD BE BEAUTIFUL AND PLEASURABLE BEYOND MEASURE!!!

q = quickie

he wouldn’t really be into quickies, if him or his partner wanted anything in the form of a quickie it would only be oral or fingering/handjob and nothing more than that. if he was going to go all the way he’d want to be able to spend his precious time doing it when he can put his all into it.

r = risk

i feel like he’d prefer to stick in his comfort zone when it comes to sex, like i said up there he wouldn’t really be into anything even slightly bdsm like. he would experiment with different people and genders though (not sex though, just making out or third base at most hehe).

s = stamina

he can go for a lot of rounds whew, he recharges very quickly especially when he’s feeling really horny and passionate. he doesn’t last too long in a single round though, it doesn’t take much for him to cum but he can make himself maintain his orgasm for a little longer though. he is very easy to make cum and it would be so fun to see him lose himself so quick.

t = toy

he wouldn’t own any toys but when he’s comfortable with a partner he’d definitely be into it and would be down for it if the conversation of buying some came up. i imagine that if his partner used a cockring or something similar on him he’d never want to have sex without after that. he’d love using toys that involve buttplay too (anal beads, buttplugs); as in, his partner using those toys on him.

u = unfair

wonpil would try to tease but wouldn’t get very far, he’d give up very quickly and would become needy almost as soon as he started. he’d melt and become needy even faster when his partner tries to tease him, he’d whine and beg you to stop and just f*ck him.

v = volume

this thought is making me breathless…. he’d make the most beautiful, cute noises… so whiny with little whimpers & mewls and gasps & pants…. he’d whine words like “please”, “i love you”, “you feel so good”, “more” and curses too, it would be so heavenly AAAAAAAAA IM WEAK.

w = wild card

being pegged, he’d LOVE IT. whether it’s with a real penis or not, he’d lose it and would be coming in seconds and it would be a lot of it, too.

x = x-ray

he’d be average, thicker than he is longer BUT NOT A CHODE DON’T WORRY. it would be the ‘perfect boyfriend dick’ as i’ve heard my friends say before.

y = yearning

i feel like once he’s in a proper committed relationship his sex drive would suddenly become pretty high, wanting to love and be all over his partner 24/7. it would go from being pretty non-existent to being so high and almost rabbit-like.

z = zzz

he’d be pretty sleepy and drained afterwards, needing a nap if during the daytime or just falling asleep very quickly after if during nighttime. he’d become so soft & snuggly afterwards :( he’d be so cute i love my wittle baby.

[softiesungjinnie]

Meeting Sungjin

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Barista ☼ Sungjin

Works at a locally owned coffee shop near a college campus

Tends to work mornings to afternoons

Cuts people off gently after two espresso shots or equivalent thereof (or at least tries to)

Really good at latte art

Recommendations are always the vanilla latte and honey pound cake

The most serious, at least during work. Catch him after work though and he’s pretty relaxed

Florist ✿ Sungjinnie

Owns a small flower shop on a street filled with other artisans

Currently works alone but is starting to get a bit overwhelmed by mass orders like for weddings

Likes to talk to the plants!

Favorite flowers are heliotropes, sunflowers, and morning glories

Prefers making small bouquets to large ones cause they’re cuter

Super bubbly and cheerful! Loves talking and chatting about nothing at all

Musician ♪ Jin

Plays guitar, bass, and piano

Composer though sometimes he gets stuck and gets frustrated

Performs locally in small bars or on streets

Always humming quietly and listening to music with headphones

Majoring in music composition and theory at university, extra stressed during exam periods

Tired but easy going, a bit deadpan

Romanticist ☆ Sung/Sungie (only for people close to him)

Basically the most boyfriend material ever

Kind of flighty though, the definition of wanderlust in a person

Is always daydreaming and is a bit of a clutz, but always good intentions and makes up for his mistakes

Best dates ever ever ever

Never forgets little things you tell him

Teeny bit of a flirt but honest and genuine. Prefers not to lie

General information and guidelines

Open to everyone however each Sungjin will only accept 2 y/n’s. This post will be updated when necessary.

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[lunnanunna]

Bad Parenting

DAY6 Extra Member AU

Summary: Parker gets left behind at the airport.

Warnings: swearing

Taglist: @hyunmijung​ @galacticstxrdust​ @kimonmars​ @soobinssmile​

A/N: Thanks for waiting! I’m back to my regular updates! Hope you enjoy!

Requests are open! Please let me know what you think.

Parker stepped out of the bathroom stall, and walked over to the sink. She washed her hands then moved over to grab some paper towels to dry them. While doing all this she hummed to the song that was playing on the speakers in the bathroom.

Taking a look in the mirror, Parker ran her fingers through her hair– it had gotten messy while she slept on the plane– then readjusted her face mask. Once pleased with how she looked, the girl adjusted the straps of her backpack and walked out of the bathroom.

Day6 had just landed in Japan for some promotions, and were about to head to the hotel to relax for a few hours before they had to do a fan meet. To say Parker was excited was an understatement. She’d only ever been to Japan a handful of times, but she fell in love with the country more and more each time she visited.

Parker kept her head slightly bowed as she maneuvered through the crowds looking for the seating area where she had left the boys. As she neared though, she couldn’t find any of them. She looked around, eyes scanning each person that walked by, but no luck. They were gone.

A groan passed her lips as she shoved her hand into the pocket of her hoodie. Finding her phone she dialed Sungjin’s number. She huffed as it started to ring. This wasn’t the first time that they had forgotten her, but it was the first time it happened in an airport and overseas for that matter.

When the automated voice greeted her, Parker cursed. “Of-fucking-course,” she grumbled, scrolling through her contacts for Younghyun’s number. She ended up calling all five members plus their manager, Jaewon, and yet no answer.

Parker shot a quick text into their group chat, angrily typing “I hate you all! You idiots left me here! This is child abandonment! I’m reporting you all!!!” She added an angry face emoji then the swearing one, then shoved her phone back in her pocket.

Looking up, Parker searched for a sign that would lead her to an information desk. She could wait there until one of her bonehead members came for her. But after glancing at each sign, she realized that she was in Japan, and everything was in Japanese.

“Shit,” Parker whispered to herself as she looked around for anyone who looked like they worked here. Her eyes widened as she saw someone who looked like a cleaning staff. Hopefully she could make it through with her English. (It was the universal language, right?)

Parker walked over to the man who looked to be in his forties. She quickly racked her brain for the Japanese word for ‘excuse me’. (Thank God for anime.)

“S-sumimasen?” Parker began, calling the man’s attention. Said man stopped what he was doing and looked up at Parker. 

“Information desk?” She kept it simple, hoping that just those two words would be enough. The man squinted his eyes at her as if trying to understand what she was saying. 

Parker pulled her face mask down, resting it on her chin, then repeated herself. The man’s eyes widened in understanding, then pointed down the hallway towards a desk with a big sign that read “Information Desk.” Parker grunted. (Of course.)

Looking back at the man, she bowed. “Arigato Gozaimasu,” Parker said, smiling at the man. He smiled back and went back to doing his task.

Parker pulled her face mask back in place then walked over to the desk. She checked her phone again to see if anyone had called her, but her notifications were empty. (She’d kill them. All of them. Day6 would become a solo act.)

She got in line behind two other people, and waited for her turn. While she waited, Parker began to think through what she’d tell the woman at the desk exactly. Could they even help her? She could just wait nearby so it’d be easier for the boys to find her, that is, if they even realize she’s missing.

Her phone vibrated in her pocket, and Parker quickly reached for it. “Hallelujah,” she whispered in relief, as she saw Dowoon’s name flash on the screen. Parker pressed accept, and waited to hear his voice.

“Hello? Parker?” came his voice. He sounded worried, and rightfully so.

“Yah! You all left me, didn’t you?!” Parker shouted into the phone, then smiled sheepishly to the people around her. She bowed her head and apologized as she left the line and found a secluded area to properly yell.

��It was an accident, I swear!” Parker heard Sungjin say. Dowoon must have the phone on speaker. (Perfect, she could rip them all a new one.)

“How far did you get?” she asked, placing a hand on her hip, tapping her foot angrily.

“About ten minutes from the airport?” Younghyun said nervously, almost sounding like a question.

“Traffic?” Parker asked.

“No,” Wonpil had answered dejectedly. Parker smirked. (Good. they should feel ashamed.)

“Are you on your way back?”

“Obviously,” Jae answered this time, though he sounded slightly annoyed. Parker raised a brow at that.

“Soo, we’re really sorry. I swear we thought you were with us. We’re all so tired from this past week's schedule, that we honestly hadn’t noticed,” Sungjin said. 

Parker could hear the shame in his voice. She knew that the leader was beating himself up, and as much as she wanted to be annoyed with them for leaving her behind again, she hated hearing Sungjin like this.

“It’s fine. No worries,” she said, walking over to an empty seat. She sat her bag on the ground then pressed her knees to her chest.

“No it’s not. We left a member, our youngest member, alone in a foreign country,” Sungjin said in exasperation.  He was getting worked up.

“Seriously, Oppa. I’m good. I’m not even that mad. Just hungry,” Parker said, hoping to lighten the mood. She heard a chuckle that sounded like Dowoon.

“I’ll get you whatever you want,” Sungjin quickly said.

Parker laughed. “Sounds good,” she said looking out the window. From where she sat she could look out onto the street. “You almost here?” she asked.

“Pulling up right now.” That was Jaewon.

“I’m at the info desk on the first floor. I think it’s by the west entrance,” Parker supplied. She stood up, and slung her bag onto her shoulders.

“Perfect. Thank you,” Jaewon said. Parker imagined him pulling right up to the entrance.

“We’re coming in now,” Sungin stated.

Parker’s eyes widened. “Who’s ‘we’?” she asked. She’d be so embarrassed to have all of them swarm her and have everyone watch.

“Chill. Only Sungjin and Dowoon are going in,” Jae said. Parker could hear him smirking.

Parker nodded her head, then remembered that they could see her. “Okay,” she said. Then she moved to get a better view of the west entrance.

“Okay, we’re coming in now, Soo,” Sungjin said, just as Parker caught a glimpse of them walking through the revolving doors.

“I see you,” she said, then waved her hand in the air as the pair looked her way. Dowoon spotted her first, then grabbed Sungjin’s arm and pulled him towards her.

Parker hung up then put her phone in her pocket. She walked over to the two, shaking her head with a pout. “Bad parenting,” she said, but laughed as Sungjin crashed into her, arms wrapping around her.

“I’m so sorry, Soojin,” the older said, as he held her. Parker smiled into his chest and hugged him back.

“It’s okay, Oppa. Really.” Parker pulled out of the embrace and peeked up at him. She grinned and Sungjin couldn’t help grinning back.

“Okay, now that we know that you’re okay. Let’s get going. I’m pretty sure that Hyung is double parked,” Dowoon, chuckled as he waved towards the door.

“Were you not worried?” Parker quizzed the drummer as the three began to walk towards the exit.

“At first yeah, but let’s be honest. You’d have been able to find a way to the hotel on your own. Plus I was lowkey scared that if you did, you’d kill us,” Dowoon said, laughing.

“Yah!” Sungjin made to wack Dowoon on the arm, but the younger dodged. “But he’s right. To both,” Sungjin said to Parker, smiling.

“This is very true. I was actually on my way to kill you all when Oppa called,” Parker chuckled. She smiled smugly when she saw both of them falter in their step.

“Why did it take you guys so long to realize I was gone? Did you not notice how quiet the car ride was?” Parker joked as the three made their way to the van that they had rented.

“Actually, that’s what tipped us off. The car was way too quiet,” Dowoon said. Parker’s jaw dropped.

“Next time I’ll make sure to do a head count, instead of wondering why the constant chatter has stopped,”  Sungjin said, looking forward. Parker waited for him to chuckle or smile, but then she realized that he was being serious.

Parker shrugged her shoulders as she entered the van. “A head count would be more efficient, but I still can’t believe that my noise level is how you determine if I’m here or not,” Parker shook her head. She climbed in and sat next to Wonpil in the back row.

“We wouldn’t have to do that if you actually had a mute button,” Jae said from his place in the passenger seat. His seat was slightly reclined and his eyes were closed.

“Well if that were the case, then y’all would have very boring lives,” Parker said as the van began to move.

“The word you’re looking for is quiet. We’d have very quiet lives,” Jae corrected.

“Oppa! Jae’s picking on me again,” Parker whined. Her pout turned to a smirk when she saw Sungjin grimace. She was sure that he was regretting coming back for her.

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