#pls the text in tiny font is making me CRY 😭 SWEETHEART PLS YOU CAN 'BOTHER' ME ALL YOU WANT IM ALWAYS WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE 😭😭😭😭

[taeyungie]

do you know what is the most amazing thing :( ❤ i could say that to all members, but i'll focus on yoongi. he's at his best phase, specially psychologically, as he's been saying in interviews and we can really see it, even in his pictures. he seems to feel at peace, happy and safe :') and it's the best thing ever to watch someone grow like this... and i think that's also why he has been a heartbreaker since then (again, this goes to all members)

yoongi has always been so beautiful, his big hair looks so so good on him, he has never been so attractive as he is right now, and i think that's because of all the changes in his inner feelings, as i've mantioned before. it's inspiring, everyone always says how happy people are more beautiful and i think it's true after all :( they have always been incredibly beautiful but happier bangtan are the most beautiful men ever

i'm always "i'll not disturb her! i'll try to ask something after 1 month or 2! or in a few weeks, just keep it together" and then here i am-but how couldn't i when you're my favorite person to talk about everything ;-; sorry sorry i'm so sorry.. promess that i'll try harder ❤

i truly understand you, because even though i don't speak it out loud yoongi really takes most of the space in my thoughts haha i think about exact same things, seeing him grow and change, and develop and expand his horizons, in career but also as a person :( hearing him talk, seeing him existing and doing what he does... i just can't explain how much i adore him and how i never ever knew anyone else like him, and growing up with him next to me as a person i looked up to the most is just... it means so much, so much that i cannot even talk about it.

they're all so special in their own ways which makes it so much more overwhelming? but you're right, we've been saying ever since PTD that they're in their happy era and i think it really is! Especially now when we're all getting back to living our lives the way it was before, they do too, and it makes me incredibly happy.

Besides appreciating the vibe Yoongi's look gave off yesterday on the airport, the first thing i noticed when i saw him was something like "he looks so healthy and energized, i bet he had a full cup of coffee before going out" but not because he was feeling exhausted, but because i know he just loves and needs coffee :( all these little things that I've learned about him thorough my journey with them are sometimes so visible and the fact that we can recognize when they're not doing well or the opposite just proves that. they all make this feeling so similar, also ever since they created their ig accounts it started to feel even more... private and real? it wasn't like this before even when they spent most of the time on weverse, because now we can actually see them in their real form, do you know what i mean? it's uncontrolled, it's a free space for them, to post whatever they like and whatever they want, to share things they like and dislike. ANYWAY lol i'm ranting, but yeah, i definitely noticed it too and it's good to finally talk about it after collecting all those tiny moments and realizations for this whole time 🥺 and i can't describe how happy it makes me to see them like this, just to know that with each day they are becoming even more free and.. happy, i hope. ❤️