#points at delilah. someone is really really really really sad and fucked up bc she couldn't have a normal family

[gorgynei]

my new fringe delilah take is that delilah genuinely does love laudna. obviously delilahs form of love isnt healthy, so it's not really a positive relationship for laudna, but delilah does care about her, in her way. over the course of the campaign (and maybe because she's been watching laudna go down a dangerous path willingly and her relationship w imogen evolve), delilah has cared more for her over time. she doesn't see laudna as just a phylactery or nuisance anymore. laudna is her daughter

[ikoarts]

October 2022 Art (OC-tober)

All my drawings for OC-tober 2022! I did miss out Day 9 + Day 22, I think coz the prompts weren't specific to any of my OCs, but I was happy to get a unique OC drawn for 29 whole days! I'll list the prompts below too

vvv dates + info under the cut vvv

1, 2, 3 - 01-02-03/10/2022 : (The Care Taker ; The Crazy One ; The Guide)

Raven, Calypso, and Sean - Raven being something of a caretaker, caring for her little brothers, and even taking on her infant half siblings, she's very busy all of the time... Calypso, yeah hes just crazie. Sean I figured is a maths teacher, he probably teaches Noah, and is a mentor to him

4, 5, 6 - 04-05-06/10/2022 : (The Grump ; The Beauty ; The Evil One)

Ruben, Antonia, and Russula - Ruben is definitely grumpy, I think the only thing that could make him smile is if you present him with some nice cheeses, or do something really stupid :p Toni, ofc is beautiful, she takes a lot of pride in her appearance, oh the style!! i wanna be her!! Russula.. isnt "evil", not really, but shes a demon lady so thats as close as you'll get x

7, 8, 9 - 07-08-10/10/2022 : (The Pet Owner ; The Mechanic ; The Quiet One)

Wren, Delilah, and Jay - I like thinking Wren would, at some point, have a guide dog, though it's not really canon unfortunately. Delilah is one of my Ace Attorney OCs! The daughter of Ron & Desiree, she definitely has a knack for mechanics, even at such a young age. Jay is like the "fly on the wall" of the Maedas, so is Robin tbf, I think both of them sit in a corner and stare, but yeah totally quiet, unless he feels like being snarky, he just sits and is judgemental

10, 11, 12 - 11-12-13/10/2022 : (The Handsome One ; The Thief ; The Best Friends)

Copper, Angel, Blaire + Ginger - Copper is handsome!!! thats all really. Angel is another of my AA OCs, Delilah's grandma, actually, like Ron she's a thief, though it's more serious stuff, Angel might not even be her real name, who knows! Blaire and Ginger are beloved to me, best friends who found each other thru drag!

13, 14 - 14-15/10/2022 : (The Gun Lover ; The Cutie pie)

Richie and Robin - Richie isn't a "gun lover" exactly, only that he has a gun for an arm, sometimes, which he loves, but yea he might be a bit "and then i started blastin"... and Robin is a cutie pie! I've updated his design since this, but he's still cute <3

15, 16, 17 - 16-17-18/10/2022 : (Someone Else's OC (Mitzi from @creaturedrawz) ; The Helper ; The Nature Lover)

Mitzi, Susie, and Buttercup - i hadn't drawn Mitzi yet and i rly wanted to bc i love her... i need to draw for others more x ,, Susie, ofc is very helpful, super friendly and outgoing, and Buttercup is a farm boy, despite living in the city he still ofc has a huge love of nature

18, 19, 20 - 19-20-21/10/2022 : (The Father ; The Siblings ; The Girl Next Door)

Felix, Una + Zin, and Penny - Felix... ugh.. da dad evar... i love his swag ass gay boy style... Una n Zin, some of my IZ OCs, they're siblings, but, it's complicated, they consider each other siblings anyway thats all that matters, Una worries abt him a lot. PENNY, ms americas sweetheart that penny. she is battling demons in hell, with her boobs (gay)... she used to be human, but since fucking. dying. shes having a gradual transformation x

21, 22, 23 - 23-24-25/10/2022 : (The Gang Leader ; The Sad One ; The Gamer)

Caspian, Rushada, and Pumpkin - Caspian isn't a gang leader, but he would get wrapped up in gangs, but dont worry he turns it around <3 Rushada my beloved sadgirl.. again its funny to see her before i gave her a slight redesign, i liked her hands in this one tho. Pumpkin is a gamer, in his gamer zelda shirt and gamer cargo shorts, thats about it

24, 25, 26 - 26-27-28/10/2022 : (The Mother ; The Power Within ; The Lovers)

Alice, Lafayette, Gizmo + Jasmine - Alice <3 my scouse ma.. she kinda just is The mother of my ocs ig ,, Lafayette, i still haven't figured out anything too concrete about his lore, but the hidden power thing is something i feel fits him. Jasmine n Gizmo have been my standout married couple ocs for years now, i just never draw Gizmo LOL, so this is still the most recent thing of him... oops

27, 28, 29 - 29-30-31/10/2022 : (The Scientist ; The Marked One ; The Goddess)

Daffy, Luna, and Rosaline - Last stretch..... im getting tired of typing....... Daffy likes to picture himself as a mad scientist but hes just a dorky autistic dude accidentally making nuclear bombs in his bedroom lmfao. Luna i thought was obvious for the prompt, she's a zombie catgirl so shes just, parts. bits n pieces. Rosaline, again like Lafayette, i dont have much concrete about her, but being my 1 goddess oc it was pretty obvious she'd be the one i drew for the last day lol

[nochiquinn]

campaign 3 episode 6: what the FUCK is up with that (delayed broadcast edition)

next merch: critical role [latex wound coverings]

(I'm late bc I was discussing my fma 03 fandom trauma with my partner)

Fantasy Never Have I Ever

imogen temult neurodivergent queen

the episode of wandavision where vision swallowed the gum

"I'd love to see your insides"

THIS IS THE KING'S GAME AND EVERYONE HAS TO PLAY

"NO >:["

dorian's a rockefeller

"why do you use the word cock for that" "why wouldn't you"

"I'm 12" and what is this

"they WILL say fuck"

taliesin too real dial it back

I've been stewing about this exact thing re: the word "love" lately, get out of my head critical role

liam ur face

fearne looking at dad for confirmation

"I love her so much" SAME

"1: refused 2: lied" "true fey spirit"

dorian sounding kinda xenophobic

they

laura: [gay panic]

baby psychic imogen

laura too real dial it back

this is a fucking smorgasbord for fantasy therapist fresh cut grass

DOTY

samuel

oh no...our robot...it's broken...

he's a BABY

(he's pearl stevenuniverse)

"are you a zombie? you have to tell me if you're a zombie or it's entrapment"

YES

oh she was a BABY

"I wanna live. I wanna experience the universe and I wanna eat pie." friendship with undead de rolo sibling theory ended, briarwood warlock theory is my new best friend

I would absolutely watch that show tho

wait what if this is how the vecna hand comes back

has anyone heard from joe manganiello

[tears down old conspiracy wall, starts building new conspiracy wall]

samuel

imogen

give him a minute he'll get there

imogen knows his social security number now

INTRAPARTY WHISPERS

oh no it was either sad or cute or both

I started playing FF12 a couple weeks ago so now it's just my whole mental image for marquet

oh laudna

my upcycle pinterest witch

"I didn't even know the feywild was a real place"

mr grass

fearne

"I wanna look in there so bad"

hear me out: fcg piggy bank

they just keep coming back to the SHITS

"you're like the cool side of a pillow"

IT SHE

SHEEEEEEE

I just. love delilah so much.

awwww

"don't think, ever" one step ahead of you

what if she just gets really used to their thoughts and it forms like a white noise, like "you don't count as people" for people with anxiety

forever dragging liam for the tinfoil hat

"thank you for roleplaying with me"

FEARNE'S POUCH

"hi mom, hi dad" "glad you're fuckin watching"

pl...please don't pick "the troubles"...

"short guy, low blows"

PROLONGED EYE CONTACT

someone do something with fcg being full of coffee and the incest commercial

WE GOT NOTHIN

[at this point the author became ill and missed a full hour of programming, electing to wait until the next day to finish the episode via VOD rather than try to catch up]

oh cool the vod starts at where I turned the episode off. which is unfortunately not where I actually started missing content, but it's still cool

also I can pause and take notes!!

troubelles

taliesin miming matt's narration

"with more fucks"

gdi I left RIGHT before break AGAIN

I just realized I didn't get a bingo card for this week :(

fearne/annie enemies to lovers 50k

A Rich

one unit of rich

anni that's rude

fcg don't volunteer dorian for shit

I love how robbie plays dorian and his complete lack of confidence in his music

the second-hand embarrassment is real and it's extremely infectious

"pulls out a fiddle" is there a hickory stump

HA yes my reference is validated

every time liam druidcrafts a flower my lingering vaxleth damage flares up and I have to stare at the ceiling for a minute

he CAN pass performance checks!!

natural 20 in defense of his outfit

TWO TWENNY

liam's eldritch influence

"WITCH"

robbie doesn't know how to roleplay a passing check

"anni are you okay?" l a u r a

"hopefully it's not a death threat"

"it was the stagework" it was orym's gay flower

every time he mentions the krook house I picture something between the physical kids' cottage from the magicians and like a co-ed fraternity house

"loot drooooop"

"oh god he's an anglerfish" stares in tma

oh what is THIS voice

"cracked one" that feels rude

fearne just absolutely falling for the creepy owl man

"a bird who's a friend of mine and I named him dr nesbitt"

I hope taliesin remembers the bits he redacted (I would not)

lmao orym trying to stand on his toes so he can read

"you usually don't bring people to private time?" "...god, you made that sound weird, I'm impressed"

"please don't sue us - koozies"

The Eclcetic Company

fcg no

everbody jumping on orym for backstories

imagine all these tall folk just leaning over poor nancy and shouting questions

their reaction to asking how they became friends is my reaction to being asked how I met my partner

(it is a long and ridiculous story)

yes, I am very sweet

"sweet bells" sounds like a my little pony

"she's like a stick"

zhudanna being absolutely enamored with fcg is the fandom's response to fcg

laura pantomiming stew

oh wow I spelled her name ALL wrong

"it's just cayenne" JUST cayenne he says, as I cringe away from my screen

in a tiny bedroom in a grandma house

tbf at least orym doesn't take up much space

"deep into the anus of the city"

marisha's little smile when liam mentions keyleth

orym: I just work here man

"if only you could go back in time and change things" samuel

imagine thinking you could kill keyleth. imagine thinking you could SCRATCH keyleth.

"does she have any gambling debt" keyleth fell on hard times after vm split up

imogen needs a new glasses rx

"[ashton's skincare regimen] is a dremel with a polishing wheel"

oh I WAS reading the subtitles right, it was MATT that fucked me up

fcg is she DYING???

liam: "if you volunteer as an usher you can see it for free" everyone else: [ptsd flashbacks]

dorian

dorian what have you been hoarding

DORIAN

imogen your laura is showing

matt just nudges the sun into the right position

"I'd pay to see otters fly" "would you pay TEN PLATINUM?" "for flying otters? wouldn't you??"

sam's face as he just directly questions the theatre owner about his patrons getting snatched

"sir ur robot is being nosy"

(fr tho how tired do you think fcg would get of that. or like would he? being fcg?)

fearne

"I don't need to sit, I don't got legs"

so many whispers

"whitestone joggers.....exist."

I love when they start making industry-specific jokes at each other and just crack themselves up

(I also love when liam just collapses against laura from laughing)

wh

fearne: excuse u, who bought these seats

"I'm in the mood to punch something" ashton control yourself

dorian don't split the party

dorian REMEMBER BERTRAND

he is IN YOUR POCKET

NO TOUCHY

WHOMST

FAMILY?

SIBLING

"we'll talk after" death flag death flag

MATT

PUT THAT NARRATIVE POINT BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM OR SO HELP ME

liam that's gay

(genuinely can't decide if I prefer "would literally die for his friends" orym or "gay polyamorous orym/dariax/dorian")

WAIT SHIT DOES DELILAH KNOW SYLAS GOT DUSTED

[starts scribbling on conspiracy wall in crayon]

[insporaelynn]

📲 raelynn && roman

WHEN: january 24-26th 

DESCRIPTION: just best friends talking and being obsessed with each other. rae confides in him about her ex drama.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: drug mention, probably sex mention.

@romanbeckett​

Roman

Hi love of my life. I miss your face. How’s it going??

raelynn

my baby

god, i miss you too. i'm doing okay, how're you tonight?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

it’s been an off day, not even gonna lie lol super sore and tired. I just wanna be back to normal already

raelynn

oh no

how's your scar healing up? the boys are taking care of you right??

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

it’s okay I guess bleh lol and not tonight. I’m all alone

raelynn

Where's Q? Is Aaron working?

Well I guess I should know that since I'm literally at work. Lmao.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

Q is working on music. Aaron has des tonight

raelynn

ugh. i wanna lay with you and kiss ur face.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

are you busyyy? I can burn us some cookies

raelynn

i'm working but I'd love to see you after if you're still up.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

of yeah you just said you’re at work lmao fucking weed

yes please come by when you’re done

raelynn

LMAO I KNOW THE FEELING

absolutely, i'm yours.

u know niamh was trying to figure out who rue's date was and she was like "is it you" bc i mentioned that I have a dick appt with him tomorrow night.

and i was like. dude, no, for like, a thousand reasons. like, why would that ever be me???

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚n.

oh god, I’m so out of the loop with gossip lately, it’s sad. I didn’t even know he had a date lol

raelynn

it's apparently some big secret but he's having people help him dress up and asking about flowers and candy and niamh is like "bitch is it you" and i'm like. LMAO.

like is there anything about me that says flowers and candy

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

Hahahahahhahahahahaha HAHAHA

that really made me laugh too hard.

raelynn

like, i'm not the flowers girl, i'm the sneak out in the night girl, the middle of the afternoon girl, all those things, but flowers girl???? sdkfdskksd

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I’m 100p a flowers girl

raelynn

YOU ARE AND YOU'RE WORTH IT MY BABY

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

my parents are coming in to town this week. Gotta tell them I have two boyfriends haaaa. Pray for me

raelynn.

I feel like that should be the least shocking thing about you??? In a good way.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yeah, I definitely keep them on their toes

raelynn

tell ur boyfriend that if he wants me to continue wearing body glitter he's going to have to pay me extra

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

omg but I love body glitter fyi

raelynn

I did an onlyfans video with Lilah earlier and I'm like 80% sure that I left glitter on her sheets. Like I'm a fucking unicorn.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

that makes me so happy I can’t even lie

I too wanna leave glitter everywhere

man I need to do only fans

raelynn

i would a thousand percent subscribe

both bc i'm a perv and also bc i'm a very supportive best friend.

we could get naked and do a body glitter photoshoot

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

and I love this about you

that sounds like a dream?? Wow

raelynn

would love nothing more than to apply body glitter to ur glorious tiddies.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

my tillies would appreciate it

Hahahaa it hurts to laughhhh

raelynn

SORRY SORRY I'M GOING TO BE VERY SERIOUS NOW

clears throat Um. The National Debt.

it is my understanding that there is. National Debt.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

hahahah I love you

raelynn

Blah blah, topics. Blah blah, smart people jargon, blah blah

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

god it’s so boring isn’t it

would so much rather talk about titties

raelynn

God same.

Like how yours are somehow bigger than mine.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I know, I need some sort of support at this point I think

raelynn

we could get you fitted for bras somewhere maybe that'd be fun

it'd look actually so hot

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

well I already wear lingerie in the bedroom. Might as well.

raelynn

you will be the absolute death of me, you're simply too gorgeous and too sweet to exist.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

stahhpppp you’re making me blushhhh. Right back atcha my babe

raelynn

is there anything you want me to bring you when i'm done here?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

just yourself. I’ve got good ass weed

raelynn

and for the millionth time, i realized, you are my soul mate.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

you’re mine, lovie.

raelynn

i wish i could've had appendix surgery instead of you

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

noooo don’t be silly lol I’m okay darling.

raelynn.

no i hate that you were in pain even for like a second i hate it so much!!

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

stop it, I love you. You cutie. Oh god okay I’m gonna make us cookies.

raelynn

Dont burn the house down my beautiful twin flame

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I always get cookie dough thinking I’ll do better next time. I still have that unearned confidence

raelynn.

Thats bc im always building you up and rightfully so

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

yes you do and I live for it. I also really love fresh cookies right out of the oven, I just want to make that happen

raelynn

I believe in you my little tropical starfish

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

raelynn

literally you

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

hehehehe ⭐️

raelynn

i don't think anybody's ever gonna love me more than you

and i think. i think maybe that's okay?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

that’s not true. You’re gonna find someone who is gonna blow you away

raelynn

yeah but even if i did, would I even be able to love them without being scared of them?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

yeah, I think so. I’ve had to overcome a lot of walls and fears myself that I never thought I could. The right person makes it easier.

raelynn

idk there are a lot of people i could've loved if i hadn't been so....this lmao

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I think it’ll just take some time!

raelynn

you have so much faith in me.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

of course I do. I think you can do anything.

raelynn

i'm not really sure.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

you don’t have to be cause I ammmmm

raelynn

and you're the smartest person in the world

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

in the whole world?? Damn. I’m not near as rich as I should be then.

raelynn

how about I stay over with you tonight and we get some breakfast in the morning? I did really good on tips tonight.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

okay!! I’d love that

raelynn

good 'cause i don't get to spend nearly as much time with you as i wanna

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I knowwww. We haven’t had a sleepover in so long

raelynn

you can cuddle up to me and i'll feed you cookies and kiss your hair

revolutionary. better than therapy.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

Yes!!!!

raelynn

loml

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I finished the cookies baby and I didn’t burn them to a crisp

raelynn

you fucking legend

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I’m pretty damn proud of myself not gonna lieeeee

[...]

raelynn

extremely sad that i couldn't stay at breakfast with you all day

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

same

now I’m bored

raelynn

i swear after i left you my day went down the tubes.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

oh no I’m sorry

who do I need to fight

raelynn

well carson is back.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

oh god, tell me more

raelynn

idk why he's back but wes gave him my number bc i guess when i told him to lose it he took it to heart which like good i wanted him to

but anyway i screamed at him in the chat

everyone called me a hypocrite bc i told ivy to stop being a bitch in the chat awhile back. which tbh i didn't remember even doing, i just be saying shit.

like alex opened his fuckin mouth and i'm like what dog do you have in this fight

oh and DELILAH is moving in with carson bc he's "like her brother!!!" never mind the fact that he cheated on me bc i guess friendship doesn't mean much anymore

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

wow that’s...messy. Wtf lilah though seriously

raelynn.

So then Carson texts me bc wes gave him my number and that felt like being??? Pushed back in time against my will

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

that’s not cool

raelynn

So yeah a lot of crying today

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

*chick with knife emoji*

me rn

raelynn

Cute but lethal

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

*img attachment* 

and not at all high...

raelynn.

you're so hot jesus christ.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you.

raelynn.

love u more than life itself

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

*img attachment of a keychain that says PUSSY WAGON* 

this was recommended to me on Instagram and now I want it.

raelynn

LET'S GET THEM MATCHING.

EVEN THOUGH I DON'T HAVE A CAR

AND THEREFORE NO KEYS FOR SAID CAR

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

it would be perfect for my Volkswagen

raelynn.

omg and with me in it...it really WOULD be a pussy wagon......

big brain

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahahahah

raelynn

we should road trip soon

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I would love that so much honestly

raelynn

where should we go?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

Disney world!!

raelynn

will u propose to me there

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

wouldn’t that be romantic as heck

raelynn.

THE most romantic and also we'd maybe get free dessert

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I never turn down anything free.

raelynn

me neither. not the taylor family way

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahaha I love you.

raelynn.

we'll start planning a summer trip, just us.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yay yay yay yay!

raelynn.

i'm gonna wear a tiara the whole time.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.BOT01/25/2021

with Mickey ears?

raelynn.BOT01/25/2021

of course, i'm not a monster.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahahaa

[...]

raelynn

I hate dudes.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

they’re a mess aren’t they lol

raelynn

Had a temporary lapse in sanity and agreed to meet Carson for coffee lol and he canceled like 15 mins before we were supposed to meet for a probably fake meeting lmao its so typical but I fell for it

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

babe I’m so sorry

raelynn

Like im just so tired

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

how can I make it better

raelynn.

I don't know honestly and I wish I did.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you.

raelynn

I love you.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

you’re my baby

raelynn

you're MY baby

[stevensgrnts]

I was tagged by the wonderful, @wereallie and @kisaageckos to answer a few questions about my ocs so thank you for that bbs<3 I’m not sure who’s been tagged so feel free to disregard if you’ve already done this but I tag: @feralcherry, @papermoon262. @god-dammit-barb, @angelsanarchy, @bellamysgirl

WHICH OC MOST REFLECTS YOU? I would say it’s a toss up between Delilah or Nina. 

WHICH OC HAS A STORYLINE SO DARK IT MAKES YOU FEEL GUILTY? ohh boy. it’s not a secret I like to make my ocs super sad but I think Sage wins that contest.

HOW DO YOU NAME YOUR OC’S? It depends. I have a mental list of names like I like and will try to use if I can but a lot of the time I’ll look for names that align with the characters ethnicity.  

WHICH OC DO YOU WRITE MOST FOR? It’s hard for me to stick to one project for very long. I like to hop between them when inspiration strikes. Its also why I don’t have any completed projects.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE MAKING MOST: POSTERS, AESTHETICS, GIFS, PLAYLISTS, MANIPS, ETC? I know making things for your fics is the best way to advertise your work but man I absolutely hate making things. so all of you that crank out edits, yer a wizard

DO YOU HAVE AN OC THAT’S FOR A SUPER OBSCURE FANDOM? I guess ACOTAR? OCs aren’t common in the fandom so I guess that’s an obscure fandom to want to write for. She doesn’t have a name or anything but it’s an idea I’ve been toying with it for a while.

WHAT ARE SOME FUN FACTS ABOUT YOUR OC’S? I’m convinced 95% of the people that express interest in Adrian do so only bc of Matthew Daddario (listen i get it lmao) but I can’t even take credit for his fc. @tinkerrbrii gave me the idea to use him when I asked who looked like they could be related to Allison. So thanks boo.

I DARE YOU TO SPOIL A HUGE PLOT POINT IN YOUR CURRENT STORY (ONLY IF YOU WANT, I’M SERIOUS ONLY IF YOU WANT) I want to give a spoiler but nah that’s a slippery slope my dude.

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE FANDOM TO WRITE OC’S FOR? The only OC I have anything published for is Kingsman

DID SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE INSPIRE A CERTAIN OC? The dynamic between me and my sisters really influenced Nina and her sister Rosa.

HOW DO YOU CHOOSE A FACECLAIMS FOR YOUR OC’S? honestly if you just look through my ‘wanted fc’ tag its people i just have a lil crush on lmao.

IS THERE A SPECIFIC SONG THAT FITS ONE OF YOUR OC’S SO WELL IT’S INSANE? That’s Amore by Dean Martin is my top song for Ivy and Eggsy and it makes me fucking emo.

WHERE DO YOU MAINLY POST YOUR FICS? fanfiction.net

DO ANY OF YOUR STORIES HAVE POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIPS? no :/

DO YOU HAVE ANY QUEER OC’S? Yeah! Ben is gay, Ivy, Adrian, and Rowan are bi, Delilah is ace.

DO YOU HAVE AN POC OC’S? I need to do better at including more tbh and I’m changing fcs for a lot of characters 

IS THERE A COMMON TRAIT ALL YOUR OC’S SHARE? They all sad af lmao

IS THERE AN OC YOU’VE NEVER POSTED ANYTHING FOR? I have a lot of plot bunnies i wanna share but ALL OF YOU ARE BAD INFLUENCES THAT CONVINCE ME TO WRITE IT.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM WHERE ONE OF YOUR OC’S WAS IN IT? OMFG YES. my favorite one included Adrian. It was a class trip and we went ice skating. If you know anything about me skates gives me hella anxiety so i had no idea how to skate so Adrian was helping me out and being the sweet bean that he is kept me from falling on my ass. I was a major bitch to him and was being sassy. I also kept calling him Matt instead of Adrian lmao.

WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU’VE BEEN DYING TO TELL SOMEONE ABOUT CONCERNING A FIC OR AN OC? Nina Santiago is an OC for a Spiderman fic but I’m debating on keeping it a spiderman/avengers crosserover with Andrew’s spidey like I’d planned or make it a sm:h fic bc it’s half of my idea just...peter is way younger lol. so if you have an Opinion I'm willing to hear it 

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ok i finished kona so as promised my lil* post on walking simulators i’ve played. (*it’s not lil.)

first things first: a lot of these give off a creepy vibe because it involves you investigating a deserted place piecing together What Happened. i don’t personally consider them scary, as such, but i guess some people might? with minimal spoilers, i can say that unless noted there are no jump scares or battles and you can’t get a game over at any point. none of these except flower and maybe gone home are exactly the cheeriest of games, they’re not total downers and you can take away a lot from each of them, but there’s almost always death involved. also these are all short games, many can easily be completed in a few hours, some you might want to spread out over a couple days.

i’m a little hesitant to put gone home on here bc i haven’t actually played it myself, but i did watch a full LP. i don’t think it’s a spoiler at this point to say that there was a bit of a bait-and-switch with advertising and it’s not a horror game. it is actually a very sweet, heartfelt coming-of-age story about a teenage girl who left behind notes for her visiting sister. while this might be a bit of a spoiler, i saw a review that called it “a lesbian scavenger hunt,” which i think is pm all anybody needs to know to decide to play it.

the vanishing of ethan carter is the first one i played and probably still my favorite. i played through it possibly half a dozen times that first week, and it’s not necessarily that sort of game. at the risk of overselling here, i can’t tell you how much this had an effect on me. you play a detective who’s come to a small seemingly deserted town at the behest of a young boy (ethan). what follows are a series of visions, stories, and light puzzle-solving to get to the bottom of what happened to ethan carter. as the story unfolds things get pretty disturbing and there is some blood (stain variety, not gushing). there’s nothing that would, i think, rate more than a PG-13 though. i could go in-depth but just play it okay.

dear esther is credited with being the first walking simulator. you can hear about its humble beginnings as a mod for some other game i forget by listening to the audio commentary, which you have to do for one of the trophies. dear esther is, the most out of these, not what it appears. it’s almost more of a poem than a story, and there is a lot left abstract and open-ended; death of the author is encouraged. it’s probably got the slowest start, but i like the peacefulness of it. it has a sequence that is the most beautiful and transformative thing which then leads up to the climax, and by then you are definitely in a different game than you started. no puzzle-solving, you don’t pick up or interact with any items, no keys or secret passages to suss out. you just walk and look and listen. definitely melancholy, but then, the whole thing is what you make of it. also apparently there are loads are little background details that can change randomly each time you play it, if you’re into that.

firewatch is another one that seems creepy, but (i’m sorry to spoil, i just want people to be okay when they play!!) i promise you, if you can handle some sadness and bittersweetness, you’ll be fine. this game is a little treasure. i saw someone complain about the graphics and i like??? couldn’t disagree more? i mean first of all what do you expect but second all it’s got more of a painted feel to it than a hundred laboriously-created computer models. there are some views and areas that are just beyond lovely. anyway you play as henry, who’s come to sit alone in a tower in the middle of the wilderness for summer 1989? to watch for fires. henry’s a bit snarky and sad and would probably be played by paul giamatti. the other man character is his boss, delilah. the rapport the two develop is probably the high point of the game tbh. their banter is topnotch. while firewatch seems a little overwhelming in scope but it’s actually not. there’s not much gained by extraneously exploring but you’re welcome to it if you want. it’s mostly just a lot of walking with very easily navigable roads and rappelling and such while around you all this weird shit starts happening. henry and delilah discuss what it all means and what to do about it. all questions are answered by the end, except for the ones any good story leaves open for you to decide.

beyond eyes... i don’t quite want to say that i wished i never paid for or touched this game, because my reasons for my violent rejection of it are very personal. so, here it is neutrally. it seems like a colorful, peaceful game about a blind girl, rae, looking for her lost cat, nani. the catch is that rae is blind, and so you have to sort of “fill out” the world by walking around (laboriously slowly, bring patience). it really is lovely, kind of painterly-feeling with so many vibrant colors, and i was very pleased with it for a long while. and again, i don’t want to spoil it, but the ending caught me so off-guard, threw me for such a loop, and triggered me so unexpectedly that i immediately turned it off and deleted it from my system. suffice it to say the tone is a bit different from the rest of the game. so, i won’t tell anyone not to check it out. it is pretty and simple and it seems like the kind of game people might want to support financially. just... not me. it made me disproportionately angry and upset and ruined my day. if someone has played or does end up doing so, my reaction might seem a little extreme, but it was one of those things that struck hard without any warning and it was just not what i needed at the time.

i tried to wait for what remains of edith finch to go on sale and i failed. while i’m not convinced it has $20 worth of content (it’s possibly even shorter than dear esther but i’d have to check), it’s also gorgeous, so i guess we all make sacrifices. anyway i’m still sort of processing my feelings for this game. most of it is completely genius. it’s about a girl, edith, who’s returning to her family home for the first time in years. she’s the last finch left alive; they have a habit of dying young, most not even making it to adulthood. you find out the story of each finch and each is interactive in a different way, one you’re different animals, another it’s in the format of a comic book, it’s all really neat how it’s done. anyway, obviously this game talks about death a lot but never shows it; in fact, some of the sequences are so abstract you have to interpret them yourselves to decide what even happened. my main continuing reservation is... i don’t know what it’s trying to say. i don’t know what it’s all supposed to mean. i mean maybe it’s some crap about the value of life no matter how short or idk, but for the most part at the end i was kinda like, “ok.” i keep thinking i must be missing something, but i’ve no idea what. it’s kind of just a collection of interesting stories whose only discernible thread is they all happened to the same unfortunate family for some reason. it’s the kind of “open to interpretation” that makes me feel like something is lacking.  anyway i still loved it and do recommend.

kona. oh kona. let me start off by saying you can die in this one. they’re not that ubiquitous but there are creatures that can and will kill you, and sometimes they might startle you as well, and of course there’s the cold, which can also kill you. i kept getting pissed off at that fucking inventory because it was JUST BARELY too small and you never knew when you were going to need something. now that i actually do know it’ll probably be waaay less infuriating. there’s also a final boss, but the “fight” is basically you going “jesus christ it’s a lion get in the car.” it’s very intense, but i wouldn’t really call it scary. you don’t even have to do anything offensive at all to win, just run like hell. a couple more words about the gameplay: i mentioned the better coat. you actually can find the components you need for that early on and possibly go straight and get it? like i’m not sure if the game lets you but if it does, it makes exploration SO much easier. you still have to be careful but like. type b careful rather than type a. anyway it’s pretty much a must. um, you probably want to take your car for the sake of convenience, and also you can get a snowmobile later! there are a number of little achievements to earn, some of which make this game a lot more involved than any other on this list. like, it’s a very big area with poor visibility and you’re looking for very very small things WITH A CHEAP-ASS SWEATER CARL. anyway, as for what it’s actually about: you’re a detective again, come to québec in 1970 to find some seriously fucked up shit. this game isn’t really horror, it’s mostly just what the hell is going on this is so fucking bizarre. there narrative has a lot of stuff about colonialism and racism and a lot of Cree culture and lore driving it. it was funded by kickstarter btw. so yeah, a little too game-y, most intense and involved of the bunch, unsettled even me at times, but not meant to invoke terror or keep you up at night, only make you think about the circumstances that created this event.

flower is your friend. i’ve only played a little bit of it but honestly that’s all you need. you can just go back and do that bit as many times as you want cause this is a game that’s all about being a petal on the wind. it’s cute, it’s playful, both the score and visuals are charming and lovely. this is the game you play after running for your life in kona. recommended to have in your library if for no other reason than to know it’s always there when you need something simple and beautiful and andy dwyer is unavailable.