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#shouldn't have should've just dropped it then id have never gotten into g3nshin id have quit my job much earlier
nerice
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5 months
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good evening i am. angry but also don't have the wrist stamina to get into it
#elia txts
#it just sucks!!!!!! that my job is Doing Nothing and waiting for my body to Heal
#FOR ANOTHER 3 MONTHS AT LEAST
#i must under no circumstances overdo it even when i start feeling better even in march
#i should not write all night or draw a lot it will be so much Easing Back Into It and Not Fuck It All Up Again
#but im sick and tired!!!!!!!! two full years pissed into the void
#and i won't even be able to throw myself back into passions with my whole heart
#like i cannot get over losing two actual years of my life i am so extremely antisocial abt it too
#bc before this irl fri*ndshit was taking up so much of my time & i agonized over it and i just like
#shouldn't have should've just dropped it then id have never gotten into g3nshin id have quit my job much earlier
#i would have actually been able to enjoy japan. it fucking HAUNTS ME
#ventpost lol dl but like
#i fell behind. everything got away from me. & now i have to wait more and be gentle and patient w myself i wanna bite my own head off
#GOD. release me from this hell
#i want to draw so badly i don't wanna get 10 pathetic minutes a day at best
#i wanna get an art spark and not put it in a box i want to be consumed again & pour hours into it fuelled by energy drink unafraid
#reading books is all i can do at the moment but even that is miserable bc i don't have the typing ability for my vocab lists
#i can't write notes and summaries even when things are interesting. i cannot look at japanese without crying bc i miss kanji
#& believe in recovery now!! (on good days anyway) but this aching void of loss and grief and time wasted will it ever go away :(
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