So very excited to share this! It’s a playlist for my upcoming Free! fic, This Heart of Mine, the rewritten sequel to Eyes Wide Open All the Time.
You can listen to the playlist on YouTube; this list simply helps define who or what a song represents to me. This list also includes some lyrics that you may want to pay special attention to. I recommend reading the lyrics by themselves before listening to the playlist.
Mind you - some of these lyrics only act as symbolism. Some mean more. Some songs have connections. Some don’t. ;) *go girl give us nothing*
List below!
THIS HEART OF MINE: PLAYLIST GUIDE
Theme: Bring Me The Horizon feat. Halsey - In The Dark (MTLT / amo version)
Oh so tall, it broke the fourth wall
Guess our fairytale had a few plot holes
Don’t you know you’ve lost control
↳ Honorable Mentions:
✧ grandson - Bury Me Facedown
When I go into the ground
I won’t go quietly
I’m bringing my crown
I won’t get tired
Set the town on fire
Thinking that they’ve won
It’s only just begun
✧ Lorde - Everybody Wants to Rule the World
✧ Ry X - YaYaYa
✧ Rihanna - Goodnight Gotham
CHARACTERS
✦ Haruka
✧ WDL - Monster vs Angel
Got my own monster
Nobody but me
Got my own angel
I would never call him enemy
He’s the good god I need
But both of the sides
Fight for me
✧ Mumford and Sons - Broken Crown
I’ll never be your chosen one
In this twilight
How dare you speak of grace
But in this twilight
Our choices seal our fate
I’ll crawl on my belly till the sun goes down
I’ll never wear your broken crown
✧ Lia Marie Johnson - DNA
Dark as midnight
6 Pack Coors Light
You don’t look the same
Past my bedtime
Blue and red lights come take you away
I won’t be like you
Fighting back, I’m fighting back the truth
Eyes like yours
Can’t look away
But you can’t stop DNA
✧ Cat Power - Sea of Love
Come with me, my love
To the sea, the sea of love
✧ Al Green - Love and Happiness (side note: this if my favorite song of all time)
Love and happiness
Something that can make you do wrong
And make you do right
✦ Makoto
✧ The Oh Hellos - Soldier, Poet, King
There will come a soldier
Who carries a mighty sword
He will tear your city down
Oh ley, oh lei, oh lord
✧ Labrynth - Still Don’t Know My Name
I took your heart
I did things to you only lovers would only do in the dark
I made you a god
Priests, popes and preachers would tell me I did wrong
✧ The Civil Wars - Devil’s Backbone
Don’t care if he’s guilty
Don’t care if he’s not
He’s good and he’s bad and he’s all that I got
Oh lord, I’m begging you, please
Don’t take that sinner from me
✧ Sleeping At Last - Make You Feel My Love (Cover)
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
✦ Sousuke
✧ Angel Haze - Detox
You dance in a cage with some rats in it
I’m about chemistry, you just react to me
God might turn us to ash, baby
I might just taste your last stars tonight
We were gods in a world that did nothing but doubt us
But fuck it, I got us, from the dirt with the flowers
Put in work in the shower
✧ Kaleo - No Good
You better start runnin’
When you hear the man coming
It won’t do you no good
Kiss your baby goodbye
Come on love, it’s all right
Heaven knows they wanna break you apart
✧ The Oh Hellos - The Lament of Eustice Scrubb
Brother, forgive me
We both know I’m the one to blame
When I touched the water
They told me I could be set free
✦ Rin
✧ Halsey - Young God (Lullaby / Music Box Intro, Live from Webster Hall)
Running, running, running
And we’ll be running, running, running again
✧ SZA - Good Days
Tell me I’m not my fears, my limitations
I’ll disappear
I gotta keep from losing the rest of me
Chasing a fountain of youth that’s in the present
I’ll await my armored fate with a smile
Still wanna try, I still believe in good days
✧ Lola Blanc - Angry Too
Does it get your blood boiling? Does it make you see red?
Cause it gets my blood boiling
It would eat you like poison if you knew what I knew
I don’t wanna drink the venom they made me
I don’t wanna be controlled by the past
But boy, if you were me
Could you really blame me?
✧ Kendrick Lamar - u
And if this bottle could talk:
I cry myself to sleep, everything is your fault
Because you shook as you knew confinement was needed
I know your secrets
Don’t let me tell them to world
About the shit you thinking
And the time that you -
I’m ‘bout to hurl
I’m fucked up
But I ain’t as fucked up as you
✧ Halsey - More
Wooden floors, little feet
Flower bud, concrete
A little screen, a photograph
Mine to take
I still believe it won’t be like before
I’ve loved you for all of my life
✦ Nao
✧ Johnny Hollow - Worse Things
Anger grew like ecstasy
And Leda threw the swan on me
There are worse things, perverse things
You should answer when the phone rings
There are worse things I could do
✧ Young Heretics - Bones of a Rabbit
You play with wolves
But you sleep with the bones of the rabbit
You have conquered cities
And torched the mighty sea
You may keep yourself afloat
But you cannot outswim me
✧ Phantogram - Black Out Days (Future Islands Remix)
Hide the sun
I will keep your face out of my mind
I’m hearing voices all the time
And they’re not mine
Haunting my mind
✦ Natsuya
✧ Gang of Youths - Achilles, Come Down
Remember your virtue
Redemption lies plainly in the truth
Where you go, I’m going
When you jump, I’m jumping
There is no me without you
Today of all days
See how the most dangerous thing is love
✧ Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love
The stars, the moon
They have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
✦ Ikuya
✧ Penelope Scott - Cigarette Ahegao
So like, I guess I call it the sophomore slump
Always crying and always drunk
A few dead, more gone, the rest well on their way
Thanks! I hate it
Everyone that I love is stuck
Because this, that, the other, and the state fucked up
We covered it in a class that I’m about to fail
✧ 100 gecs, Laura Les, Dylan Brady - Money Machine
Tell me what's the deal, I've been trying to go to bed
I've been up for days, I've been trying to get ahead
Said it all before, and I'll say it once again
I'm better off alone
✧ Halsey - Clementine
Through a breakdown or a blackout
Would you make out with me
Cause I don’t need anyone
I just need everyone and then some
✦ Hiyori
✧ Florence + The Machine - Seven Devils
Holy water cannot help you now
A thousand armies couldn’t keep me out
I don’t want your money
I don’t want your crown
See I’ve come to burn your kingdom down
✧ Michael Buble - Feeling Good (Cover)
It’s a new life for me
This old world is a new world
And a bold world for me
Freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
I’m feeling good
✦ Asahi
✧ Sam Henshaw - Broke
If I wasn’t broke
Would you spend more time with me
Like you said you’d do
Tell me what I’m supposed to do
Cause the only thing I need
Is to be loved by you
✧ Mikky Ekko - Smile
Smile, the worst is yet to come
We’ll be lucky if we ever see the sun
✦ Aki
✧ Aly & AJ - Church
I did bad things, can’t you see it on my face?
I get caught in every lie
I need redemption for sins I can’t mention
For all the things I can’t reverse
For all the places where it hurts
✧ ZZ Ward - Ghost
Here the devil call out my name
I’ve broken promises, burning flame
God knows, darling
God knows I gave
Now the truth cuts like a knife
✦ Nii
✧ Of Mice and Men - My Understandings
Keep in mind that I’m a sore eye
With blurry vision
✧ Neoni - Outlaw
They say that I’m wanted
Hear the whispers in the street
You better start running
Cause nothing scares me
Faster, faster
You’re the one I’m after
You built a fortress
But I’ll never kiss the ring
I’m my own king
✦ Gou
✧ Melanie Martinez - Lunchbox Friends
We can be friends if you wanna be
But only till the clock hits three
I don’t want no lunchbox friends, no
I want someone that binds the ends, no
Come to my house, let’s die together
Friendship that will last forever
✧ Maroon 5 - Come to the Water
Come away little light
Come away to the darkness
Away from the life that you always knew
Come away little lamb
Come away to the water
To the arms that are waiting only for you
✦ Isuzu
✧ Jessie Reyez - NO ONE’S IN THE ROOM
Spent my whole life being graded, being told I’m not enough
Being told go find the one and sit and wait for death to come
I don’t want to
I need to talk to God
There’s things I just don’t understand
Like who am I when no one’s in the room
EMI - Bad Friends
Yeah, I got some bad friends
No you cannot have them
If you wanna talk to them
You talk to me, yeah
We don’t fuck around with just anybody, yeah
✦ Takuya
✧ Imagine Dragons - Ready, Aim, Fire
Off in the distance, there is resistance
Bubbling up and festering
Here in the casing
Shaking and pacing
This is the tunnel’s light
Blood in the writing, stuck in the fighting
Look through the rifle’s sight
✧ Billie Eilish - you should see me in a crown (acapella)
Bite my tongue
Bide my time
Wait till the world is mine, ocean eyes
Count my cards
Watch them fall
Blood on a marble wall
You should see me in a crown
I’m gonna run this nothing town
Watch me make ‘em bow
One by one
✦ Kinjou
✧ Urban Country - Knife and Stone
Tell me, have you ever seen a mirror
Mirror in the middle of the forest
Just waiting for the rain or the crown
I’ve been up for thirty days
Someone point to lost and found
Ain’t no blood in the temple
Just a knife and stone
✦ Mikhail
✧ Elsie Lovelock - Friends on the Other Side (Cover)
The cards, the cards
The cards will tell
The past, the present, and the future as well
I got voodoo, I got hoodoo
I got things I ain’t even tried
And I got friends on the other side
I hope you’re satisfied, but if you ain’t
Don’t blame me
You can blame my friends on the other side
✦ Ryuuji
✧ elbow - Grounds for Divorce
I’ve been working on a cocktail
Called Grounds for Divorce
Down comes him on sticks but then he kicks like a horse
There's a hole in my neighborhood
Down which of late I cannot help but fall
✧ Mumford and Sons - The Enemy
I am not the enemy
It isn’t me, the enemy
I came and I was nothing
So why did you choose to lean on
A man you knew was falling?
✦ Nadia
✧ Halsey - Castle (Orchestral Version)
They wanna make me their queen
There’s an old man
Sitting on the throne
Saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut
I’m headed straight for the castle
THEMES: GROUPS
✦ FREEBIRD
✧ Kaleo - Way Down We Go
Oh father, tell me
Do we get what we deserve
They will run you down
Down till you fall
They will run you down
Down till you crawl
Till you can’t crawl no more
And way down we go
✦ ROUGH RABBIT
✧ Imagine Dragons - Who We Are
Up on the mountain
Down in the king's den
It's who we are
Doesn't matter if we've gone too far
Doesn't matter if it's not okay
Doesn't matter if it's not our day
✦ DIAMONDBACK
✧ Florence + The Machine - Bedroom Hymns
This is good a place to fall as any
We’ll build our alter here
In the wine, the women, the bedroom hymns
Such selfish prayers, I can’t get enough
I’m not here looking for absolution
Because I’ve found myself an old solution
✦��HONEYBLADE
✧ Megan Thee Stallion and Normani - Diamonds
I love me this much
My pear-shape all dripped up
He want me to be a little more lady-like?
Come through with my girls and beat your ass on ladies night
✦ BLOODHOUNDS
✧ Angel Haze - The Wolves
Nothing left out there for me
I left my fucking heart out at the sea
This shit sounds like the danger zone
I’m the big bad wolf
Gonna take the throne
THEMES: PAIRINGS
✦ Makoto + Haruka
✧ Phoebe Bridgers - Smoke Signals
One of your eyes is always half shut
Something happened when you were a kid
I didn’t know you then and I’ll never understand why
It feels like I did
✧ Radical Face - Welcome Home
Peel the scars from off my back
I don’t need them anymore
I’ve come home
✧ The Track Team - Heart Chakra
✧ Blackmill - Redemption
✦ Sousuke + Rin
✧ Kaleo - Bang Bang (Cover)
Seasons came and changed the times
I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say:
“Remember how we used to play?
Bang, bang.”
✧ Zayn - Good Guy
I’m not a good guy
But I know you’re mine (bang)
I know you’re mine (bang, bang)
✧ L'Orchestra Cinématique - Crazy In Love (Instrumental Cover)
✦ Natsuya + Nao
✧ Cosmo Sheldrake - The Moss
But have you heard the story
Of the rabbit in the moon?
Halsey - Colors
Your little brother never tells you
But he loves you so
I hope you make it to the day you’re 28 years old
✦ Hiyori + Ikuya
✧ Elvis Drew - Where Are You
I been trying to figure out where you from
Is it the moon? Is it earth?
Is it this place, where nothing is worse?
Nothing can compare to the life we had
My dear just grab my hand and let me take you
To my wonderland
✧ Swae Lee - Sunflower
Some things you just can’t refuse
I’m not tryna lose
✦ Isuzu + Gou
✧ Snow Patrol - The Golden Floor
I’m a peasant in your princess arms
Penniless with only charm
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