#so there's like a mental fortitude to withstand a temporary pain which necessitates an even worse delayed recovery
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why has working two days in a row started to do that to me again? i got out of work almost four hours ago but i cant move
#idk maybe my immune system is still weak after recovering from that nearly-two-week-cold#the first couple weeks of the school year were going well#i dont have anything scheduled tomorrow which is good bc it seems like i didnt have a choice#bc i could not go in tomorrow even if i wanted to#tales from diana#i wanted to eat after i got home but once i started lying down i just couldnt do it#i found myself doing that thing today where as i was rushing around the school i ws like 'idk how im doin this everything hurts im so tired#i suppose there's just a perseverance despite all the signals and the knowledge that i cant RLY do that#so there's like a mental fortitude to withstand a temporary pain which necessitates an even worse delayed recovery#this isn't just me working two days in a row but working two days for the first time in two weeks#since i didnt work while i was sick#'sick' as in i had that cold (and i tested three times & all were covid negative dw)#i thought i was starting to get better from the health problems i was experiencing in the spring but pls dont tell me god its still as bad#i feel like im either gonna die or become debilitated for the rest of my life bc medical professionals refuse to take me seriously#ok you know what. im gonna stop now so i dont cry byyyye
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