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#sorry you like getting trashed and doing drugs with strangers on the daily but normal people aren't like that LOL fuck you
alastors-wife · 4 years
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#this is a really silly and unimportant thing to be pissed off over so don't feel the need to take this seriously lmao#even I'm like ''?????'' its fine#anyway why is my cousin so hellbent on telling me that I'm the opposite of everything i say i am???#won't get into the details of all the other shit (its just a lot of ableism & transphobia)#(alongside weird identity-related shit that's a really touchy subject for me after what happened to me lol)#but anyway#as for this dumbfuckery#like i call myself an ''extrovert'' because it's the most simple and sane-sounding way to describe my experiences#and if i..yknow...didnt have a disturbingly traumatic life since literal infancy I'd probably fit that description in a more typical way....#like its not that serious. i know. who the fuck cares#for me though like i am serious and yeah it'd be harmless if not for the fact im using this... overrated stupid shit to describe something-#-that very deeply and HEAVILY relates to severe early childhood neglect + isolation + abuse related trauma#like yeah!! its fucking stupid!!! but its better than saying ''if im not right next to or at least talking to someone 24 hours a day I'll-#-have a psychotic episode and/or kill myself :)'' like that's not normal!!!!!#besides do you really think my autistic ass wants to be somewhere LOUD and overstimulating and around ppl who could give a fuck less abt me-#-or my safety... like why.#sorry you like getting trashed and doing drugs with strangers on the daily but normal people aren't like that LOL fuck you#drugs tw#abuse tw#sui /#god how do i even tag this it's too late for this shit
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