#that's not a verbatim excerpt from my reflection but explaining the ex boyfriend and catboy amv thing is real

[proteuus]

I journal obsessively but actually one of the best ways to assess my mental state is to read my school assignments. the reflection journals I wrote for my spanish class last year are so funny. my manic episode started halfway through the semester and it was like

reflection 1: I find the subjunctive tense challenging at times, however, I find its artistic implications very compelling.

reflection 2: I used to use the class period to write in my diary about my ex boyfriend, but then I stopped doing that and I found I learned a lot more. I also started watching catboy amvs while I do my assignments and I think it adds a certain je ne sais quoi to my work

like. girl what