#the only thing that's missing is craving alcohol. i'm not - i'm actually a bit queasy rn so the thought isn't even appealing | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

forgotten-daydreamer · 2 months

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me when i realise that i've been thinking for, like, a good hour about how great i am and that i am actually the only one who's ever right about everything, which can only mean ✨️manic episode✨️

#im checking my lil list. yes. it all checks out #my question is: why #i wasnt feeling that great earlier #which yeah may have been a sign #well. i was just being a jerk to everyone (only in my head) by being full of myself and self righteous (again - in my head)#the only thing that's missing is craving alcohol. i'm not - i'm actually a bit queasy rn so the thought isn't even appealing #and i'm being surprisingly rational about all this #it can only mean that i will either pull an allnighter (past 1am and i'm still fully awake) or sleep n wake up fully berserk #okay i kept on checking the list and i've been thinking about dangerous sex (for me. never for others). that falls under careless behaviour #fuck.

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