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hell0mega · 2 years

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my partner is most likely an egg as he has been saying things like "i wish i was a lesbian" "i wish i had been born a girl" "i hate having a dick" "all my built characters in rpgs are women" "feminine clothing is so much more interesting than masculine clothing" "if i was a girl would you love me more" "I'm sorry I'm not a girl" like babe I'm starting to think you are. it's been 7 years of this.

#SEVEN YEARS #CONSISTENTLY #it's really sad though cuz i don't know if he'll ever realize or want to commit #we've talked about it a little especially recently #he doesn't get dysphoric except for his weight but honestly we've never tried to like... make him look feminine #i think he'd make a beautiful woman especially after we both lose weight (me moreso tbh)#cuz he only has a beard to hide his double chin (his words)#but also his mom is extremely conservative and religious and all that #the rest of his family especially her mom and brother (his grandma and uncle) are very much not #and i don't think she'd like abandon him but she would never accept him if her were to transition and it would be incredibly contentious #especially with her husband. they're like a couple steps away from q shit #and i think he will always feel like he is not queer enough (at this point he is cishet) to be trans. he really thinks he's just some guy #how to i tell him that most trans women used to just be some guy lol #i think the social transitioning would never he worth it to him #therefore i dont know if he'll ever even consider doing it closetly or think he ever could #idk if anyone has any advice on how to bring this stuff up then fuck let me know because damn

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