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monster-noises · 9 months

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A memorable meal this year? 🎃

ooo mm.. the fact I can't pull one up right away goes to show how many like.. Cool Meals I attend..

OH FUCK WAIT my birthday dinner at my aunts on TCAF weekend that I almost cried at with the biggest most delicious steak, the most succulent mushrooms and a lemon curd desert that I Still think about because fucking Christ it was so good.. ;<;

also hello pumpkin!!!! it's been a bit!

#monster noises #truly!! it was an emotional experience!!!!#they sang me happy birthday which hasn't happened in Y E A R S and I got kinda teary #especially from a part of my family I've been relatively distant from for a long time do to strained family relations (my mom)#I wish I could... explain why that was so impactful without accidentally implying the other people in my life Don't Do Enough #cause it's not like my birthday gets... Ignored #and i like my more solitary traditions (crab legs and labyrinth is an unbeatable combo)#and my friends always message me and we always at least try to have a games night or something fun #so I'm Forgotten about #but it just!!!! ack!!! idk this is the kind of thing I should talk about Not out loud on the public forum of the internet #under a Cheerfully Toned Ask wondering how my Year Was #dfgsgdfafa #anyway that fucking lemon curd....#I'd kill for that lemon curd holy shit

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