#they'll look at me n ignore everything i say just to tell me its cus im fat and thats it n kick me out
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ton of shit i need to do and i'm just
#Cade.vnt#why bother trying to go to the doctor to get anything checked out when I already know what'll happen.#they'll look at me n ignore everything i say just to tell me its cus im fat and thats it n kick me out#like i wasted their time.#I need to go find a therapist n look into getting professionally diagnosed w autism but god do i just#not want to bother jumping through all their hoops to try n get them to listen to me and hear what i have to say#its already impossible to even find a therapist who will take my insurance. its impossible to even get any of them#to fucking call me back. i am trying so hard to fucking find help for anything from anyone n none of these people give a single shit about#me#family keep telling me to just keep trying! its what i have to do i just have to keep trying and keep going but i am so fucking tired of#everything anymore. trying to get disability n i hate having to try n get these people to listen to me or understand#feel like my body is falling apart more n more lately and jst feels wrong but i dont eant to bother with the doctors anymore#and on top of it all i feel fucking disgustred with myself that i m like this and that i am complaining and crying over this shit#when theres people who have it so much fucking worse#im pathetic and stupid and useless.
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