#think is not as bad. but i dont know. i guess since i haven't beem crying and physically anxious.then is not tje same
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#decluttering#another decluttering entry? in this economy. so thing is ive been feeling extra tired and a little bit sad and unmotivated.#my mind is blank and idk . thats rhe thing iDK. i just realized ive been oike this for almost ten days#like wut. the other day i was thinking about death again and about the . wouldn't it be nice to rest. and its scary#its si scary to habe those thoughts again and more so after all the effort and work and medication. i dint want things to be like this#to go back and forth amd back and forth. i hate this being a cycle. is not as bad as it used to be. while i dont remember much id like to#think is not as bad. but i dont know. i guess since i haven't beem crying and physically anxious.then is not tje same#but it feels like it comes from thw same place and its scary. how do i deal with this. i am worried.#also i got diagnosed witj adhd not so long ago lol. thats so stupid. and yet#i want to cry. just a little bit. just out of frustration. i want to rest. i wamt to stop thinking.#i want to live. and i want to feel owner of my thoughts and brain and feelings and present.#some times i think about death again. akd its scary.
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