#this blog is like a dissection of waterparks and i'm eating his intestines when you're not looking basically

[waterparksdrama]

ok i’m sry but y’all just seem to fully seriously hate parx fully… what why ru even running this blog at this point if u genuinely don’t like the music or members anymore. i mean i would get it if it was openly a hate blog(what it is at this point tbh) but y’all rly frame it as. not that.

am i just missing/misinterpreting sm ?? like yes obvi everyone makes fun of awsten online all the time but that’s just like. lighthearted. yall seem to fully hate him and i’m so confused.

hate him if u want i’m not defending him or whoever’s opinions in this i’m just. what is going on.

it's just like. awsten is very capable of being self aware and writing good music but also at the same time he displays the complete opposite of that despite even saying how self aware he is.

especially as fans for so long it's sort of morbidly interesting to see where awsten keeps landing himself especially as he keeps interpreting himself as some sort of revolutionary underdog defending the sake of artistry when he is like very far from that (maybe that's madden influence maybe that's living in la for too long or maybe that's just a result of him getting older and making albums in succession without a good quality filter)

but he's so goddamn capable of making good music and lyrics it's just that he's way too aware of his place in the world now being overly perceived and knows the things he has to do to keep his image up that he comes off like a weird frankenstein of a person sometimes in his songs where he can't be overly sincere but he also can't be too "uncool".

listen we like the band but also we're not kids and it's easy to see through this weird facade of "lore" when we get asks about awsten the real life person doing things offstage. most people who get into parx get too attached to the concept of something being attached to awsten that they can't help but go all in even when it's not him (in a lore and literal sense) but we've seen awsten over the years and he's capable of doing much better just maybe not within panopticon of his main fanbase anymore - iz