#this is such an eepy ramble kjsndkjfn i've been on the verge of passing out for a While so. sorry if i'm not super coherent.

[good-boy-ren]

putting this on this blog bc the og vn was an eroge, but F.ATE/STAY NI.GHT IS GETTING AN OFFICIAL ENG RELEASE ON THE SWITCH OURGHHGHHG!!!!! IN 2024!!!!! BASED ON THE RE.ALTA NU.A PORT!!!! i fucking called it as soon as they announced tsu.kihime remake and eng release, but oh my god i'm....!!

[a little ramble and talking about wanting to read it w ren, it was just too long to NOT put under a readmore]

jan 30th was the 20th anniversary for the og vn. i got into it shortly after its release (though i couldn't play it until years later, when a fan patch was released), and i would get home from school and sit on forum threads where people were sharing official art and summaries and videos. i suddenly feel so old. but. the fact that i'm getting my beloved back cancels that out and makes me feel 20yrs younger.

s.aber and t.aiga and r.in were my bi awakenings as a teen, s.aber especially. and then s.aber also became a trans awakening for me much, much later KJNDKJN.

i want to reread f.sn with rennnnnn!!! i want to see him squirm during the bad ends!!!!! >:3 i want to find out who his favs are! i want to hear his takes on the story and characters and relationships! i want him to tell me which noble phantasm is the most interesting to him! i want to show him my fate figure collection and watch him get excited over them! it'd be fun to pull out my old sketchbooks and show him the art i drew of the characters + my characters dressed as them!!!!!!! waaaaaah!!!! ;__;