#this sucks I'mgonns throw up :(

[kysandfucknasty]

ok but fr we actually kind of need money bad. everything is so expensive. i know ive been asking for money sm but like. bruh. i had 2 spend my last dollars on getting laundry detergent and kitty litter. it's sad. i have $0.02 in my bank account rn.

like, i posted a commission advertisement or whatever, because i cannot keep draining my friends bank accounts :( but i got no offers. i had to ask around if any1 wanted commissions.

i also got told today that if I'm late 1 more time (btw i walk to work most of the time, its abt a 35 min walk plus my job is extremely laborious, i work at a very busy taco bell) then I'm going to be fired. my hours have been drastically cut. my new bike got stolen before i even had a chance to ride it.

I'm just trying my best to fucking get by. I'm getting like $300-$400 a paycheck, I'm on emergency rental assistance again, but that doesn't help bills and internet etc. and for groceries, we go to the soup kitchen every chance we get, so we don't have to go hungry. angel has been doing her best to do surveys online for money, but y'all know how that is.

I'm also trying to sell explicit images lol but thats just emotionally draining, I'm not built for that. especially when the last time i did it, pics got leaked to some horrific ass people.

idk how to genuinely ask for help again, but like. this is sad. I'm not even hopeless, I'm just frustrated. plus, eventually, i have to find funds to afford angel's permit. she's gonna do it sometime this week, so I've got some time but ugh.

on the plus side, i have a job interview tomorrow so hopefully I'll never have to ask this again.