#today she said the worst people are repressed gay people that aren't out
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#it's so weird spending time with my mom#like she's my mom. I love her. I appreciate her. for the most part I enjoy spending time with her.#sometimes she says things that make me so upset and defeated that it's hard to be around her#today she said the worst people are repressed gay people that aren't out#she said all gay people need to be 'flamboyant and happy' or there's no point#how do I come out to her when she says things like this??? how am I ever supposed to feel safe and supported enough to come out#I panicked and blocked a really nice+pretty girl that genuinely wanted to go on a date with me bc I couldn't think of a way to tell my mom#it's pathetic and I feel awful#I can't drag someone else into this though#my mom also denied that I'm mentally ill. she said my anxiety and OCD don't count and blamed my anxiety on caffeine#she denied it when I said I'm anxious everyday but don't consume caffeine on a daily basis#it genuinely doesn't make my anxiety worse and she's never denied my anxiety in the past so idk what started it now#she also started arguing about some old superstitions my grandma has#these things are so odd/outdated that my dad asked how my grandma is even from the 20th century bc she acts like she was born way before#it made no sense for my mom to suddenly repeat and defend this stuff#idk I'm tired. mentally and physically. didn't sleep too well last night so I'm sure that's contributing to my overthinking#I'm actually feeling fine rn all things considered. it's just exhausting trying to think about the future and how to navigate things#ashley rambles#mom tag
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