#ur telling me….my bed is warm and cozy and perfectly heated….

[t4tstarvingdog]

okay let’s begin. first of all, i had to get cozy in bed with warm blankets bc i KNEW ur words would put me in soft landscapes ripe for dozing. second of all, ohhhhhhh my god. i actually think reading cas’ pov first and then dean’s did double damage to me. LIKE.

he KNOWS. he knows him. knows his frustrations and signs of being overwhelmed and everything being Too Much.

HE WANTS TO MAKE IT BETTER. TEHYVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH LET THEM FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LET THEM BE GENTLE 🗣️🗣️they’re allowed to learn HOW WOUGHHHHHHHHH

LINES THAT HAVE ME LETTING IUT A WHEEZED BREATH LIKE IVE BEEN PUNCHED RIGHT IN THE DIAPHRAGM. THIS IS IT EVERYONE. THIS IS THE FEELING IVE MISSED. IF YOU DONT WANT IT TO BE A STRANGER………. WHISPERED. WHISPERED I TELL YOU!!!!!! SO HESITANT AND SHY AND YEARNING.

this right here.. this is what it’s all about. love that he’s a sweet tea guy i LOVE sweet tea. also i would KILL for a summer dinner blt and sweet tea oh my GOD i’ll take the humidity and heat just where is the summer dinner!!!!!! AND THE SUN TIRING THEM OUT OF IT ALL I KNOWWWWWWWWE THAT DINNER SLAPPED!!! you captured it all so perfectly, the hot humid summer afternoon, feeling like the sun could burn you right up, going inside and taking a cool shower and putting on comfy cool clothes and eating a delicious dinner and rehydrating and really starting to feel that sleepiness from the sun!!!!! effervescent.

WHAT HUN OF CREATION. you do SUCH a good job of making me think of cas as an angel like oh sure he was an angel but no he knew EVERYTHING he could hear EVERYTHING!!! and now he is a man and his tshirt tag is rubbing his neck and the birds are nice until they won’t stop and it’s too loud and it’s too much WOUGHHHHHHHHHHG. i am so excited to go back through and re-read (or read for the first time good god) ur fics again it’s gonna be so good for me >:)

literally how i feel right now. oh my god. oh my god.