#we're in the same cohort blab lbal blah
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really only have abt ... five little edits left to finish the dabi fic, but i don't wanna rush the process so it might be another day or so!
#i would actually try to finish but i have to see someone i dont want to see tomorrow#so i'd rather not be any more grumpy than i already am about it#by not going to bed on time-ish#men are so annoying lmao#this is the guy who confessed to me and i rejected#and like. i really did want to stay friends but i just feel very unsatisfied by the friendship#like last time we hung out i didnt feel good and kept trying to go home and he didnt catch the hint at all#and then admitted he's been letting me OVER pay him back for food he's bought when he hasnt even cared if i did#and like. i noticed that and just thought it was unconscious#but he admitted to keeping more money than he needed to? even tho he didn't even want it?#like it was just weird#cuz he was like 'oh u know it's more money for me and u offer.. so...'#but like... when he was ... 'courting' me ig ... he never actually like ... offered to pay for any food or do anything really chivalrous#hence why im not in love with him or thought he liked me. not that i expect that treatment but it helps to .. show signs#oh and another thing he did last time i saw him.. spent the whole time essentially berating me for being stressed abt school#and told me i was thinking abt the whole thing wrong. without actually like. listening or responding to the problems i was having?#we're in the same cohort blab lbal blah#idk it's just been kind of a downer for me and i have to drive an hour to get to where we're meeting and see a movie i dont want to see#and possibly get a dinner i don't want to spend money on#just for him to not let me go home when i want to#AND THEN DRIVE ANOTHER HOUR HOME IN THE DARK#i feel sick lowkey but like#im hoping i'll have fun when im there you know?#dabi where are u when i need u#anyway wish me luck lol#caitie blabs#rant tw
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