#whatever i could go on it doesnt rly matter she's always been mean and selfish
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kay im gonna try to have a good and productive day today so help me god
#but i did wake up feeling rly sad bc yesterday i thought about my rs with my twin sister for more than 1 minute#and started crying about it to my mom yesterday bc my sister has literally by far been the most unsupportive person in my life#like throughout my entire life no exception#she's told me im bad at singing and will never get better when i was like 14 which is just. stupid#anyone can get better at basically anything with practice. and i obviously have gotten so much better since then esp bc i took some classes#but also i woke up today and randomly just started remembering on how many separate occasions over the years#she's been so mean to me for seemingly no reason and made me cry like#when we would visit our cousin and i wanted us all to play together or whatever she'd always turn it into a 2 v 1#even more recently with him she'd always end up making fun of me and id have to just hang out alone#instead of with my cousin who i only see maybe once a year at most bc she was always mean to me#once in hs when our parents were out of time for a few days she took my laptop and phone away?#i cant even remember why but i think bc it was late at night? and i wanted to talk to my bf at the time?#i cant for the life of me imagine wtf compelled her to do... like what was the fucking point besides making me upset?#one time even before we were going to a wedding with the family she was just being so mean and rude#and youll never believe it. made me cry.#ive just always been a sensitive and emotional person like yes that's true.#but she's also only ever been mean and unsupportive to me ever. like... i wish i was exaggerating but im just not#the only time she's ever supportive is if you do the exact thing she also does.#her only advice for me ever has been to do yoga and eat better#whatever i could go on it doesnt rly matter she's always been mean and selfish#it's never made any difference how nice ige been or tried to help her or how many favors ive done she's just never cared to be nice to me#so... whatever. hashtag sorry for being so depressing this early on main#i mean whatever rly what else is there even to say#if u didn't know i have a twin bc i rarely ever mention her well that's why#anyway gonna go try to have a normal day now and not think about it#p#ok i am actually done but also i sometimes remember how she made me parents buy her a ticket to see the 1989 tour with me#when id been wanting to see taylor since speak now and that was my first chance and i was obviously over the moon with excitement#just for her to spend the entire concert making fun of taylor and making mean jokes. literally what is the fucking point#like even then. she couldn't be nice for two fucking hours like... jesus. anyway whatever. just stupid shit ig
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