#whereas from what ive heard had that not been the case theres a good chance i wouldve gotten the good old 'eh | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

gibbearish · 5 months

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its interesting to think abt how honestly im probably lucky / better off specifically because my case is more on the technically severe side. like even way before i had a name to do research on, my shit was like a brick wall so i knew /something/ had to be off basically as soon as i learned about how its supposed to work. and then in having penetration never be on the table at all meant i got to avoid forcing myself through painful sex because i didnt know any better and has made it easier to take my time in the therapy cause im like "eh ive been fine without it this long its no biggie". its funny how that works out

#like most disorders a more severe case = a worse time but this one might be an exception?#idk maybe im grasping at straws here #either way i have mad respect for ppl with mild cases idve been put off of this shit forever if i hadnt known ahead of time #for all of this stuff #like my attempted pap smear i was able to tell them it probably wouldnt work even with their smallest speculum beforehand so they #didnt try to get me to just push through it at all‚ she tried twice and barely got anywhere so was like 'ok do you want a referral we can #technically wait a couple years on this test'#whereas from what ive heard had that not been the case theres a good chance i wouldve gotten the good old 'eh #it hurts for everyone' thing and felt the same about this as i did my wisdom teeth removal i was awake for

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