#with ai it's like. THEY GAVE THE AI PROGRAM BPD . /lh
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i could write a whole autism-filled essay about Ai LAS being extensively BPD-coded but also i fear i'd get rocks thrown at me .
EDIT: ALSO TO BE CLEAR I HAVE BPD I HAVE BPD THIS IS WRITTEN BY A BPD HAVER I FORGOT TO FUCKING ADD THAT LMFAO
#blaire.txt#i do worry people would take it as ''oh you're saying the manipulative toxic character has BPD because she's manipulative and toxic''#which is ABSOLUTELY not true. i do not think she has bpd because she was manipulative and toxic to Yuuna#tbc im not denying she was because i mean what the fuck else do you call lying to someone by saying people were laughing at her and judging#her behind her back when you knew they Were Not Fucking Doing That .#but i hate to say it. i can understand exactly why she behaved the way she did in that scene. i still think that it was Wrong to do#but i know the EXACT string of logic that Ai went through all too well.#and it's NOT just that scene. the entire digital apathy ending is like... very clear about it to me#i could honestly ramble about this for hours i absolutely love this game and Ai so much but. alas.#yuuna also has bpd but i think thats more of a given#with ai it's like. THEY GAVE THE AI PROGRAM BPD . /lh#also another unrelated but still fucking painful (/lh) tangent is the digital apathy ending#and how Ai tackles her experiences of love and nonhumanity. how she's incapable of loving in a ''normal'' ''human'' way#because she isnt and can never be human. at best she's an imitation of a character.#made by a human. but never quite being human. knowing despite Yuuna's clear love for Ai Herself as a Person that its also#directly influenced by her being a facsimile of a character she loves. that she'll never be the same as yuuna because she was never#meant to be like her. feel like her. be human like her. and yet... these emotions. these feelings. that which have been claimed to be human#theyre right in front of her. almost within reach... but she cant love like a human right? she cant have that which she wants.#shes a program. something robotic. idkidk im rambling and maybe im being annoying and fake deep but#im ill forever about her. sorry#because thats just so fucking. augh. it hits so close to home for me for so many reasons. i really adore this motif#of characters whose love is defined by their nonhumanity. it just fucks me up so hard LMFAO#anyways ramble over i just . i have so much to say always LMFAO#... not going to maintag this but it definitely deals with spoilers SO#love angel syndrome spoilers
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