#yapping about traumatized robots that I've grown attached to and hyper fixate about

[mythicalmoonfrog]

I haven't seen anyone discuss this but it's a small detail I've always noticed when watching Murder Drones.

This has only happened twice in the show but N and V both do it on separate occasions. They both swap to there disassembly drone claw hand and look at it with this look on their face, like there questioning and pondering what they are or what they have become

N does it in episode 2: right after he's woken up and fallen after he's had that dream flashback of the manor and Cyn

It happens with V in episode 4: when she's on the bus after everything that happened at the camp with Uzi and her solver stuff going on.

It's even worse knowing that N was out of the dark and had his memories all messed up so he was in the dark questioning what he is but then representing it like two seconds later of existential thoughts, trauma, and confusion. And that was only the beginning of it (staring in the show before anything else happened and before the memories got recovered)

And then V DID know what was going on because she had her memories of the past and now forced to be a thing she never even asked to be in the first place. But the absolute solver didn't care about that or who it negatively effected or hurt in the process of whatever it wanted to do, now didn't it?

But anyways, they both look so... Sad in these moments and they go by so quickly in the show but they feel so important.. everytime I see theses moments I just pause, think and analyze, then just feel so sad for them and what they were going through, all there different struggles and issues that they had as the show was going on. I'm really disappointed that no one has really noticed these two identical acts of body language in these moments from these two and analyze it like I have or in their own way but hey that's why I'm here saying this so more people can see and think about it :3