#yeah i didnt hate this but i womt see it again

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Goten and Trunks fake dating au but instead of it ending as an actual dating au it ends with Trunks being like "Okay Goten I hate to say this but I'm getting legitrmaktely uncomfortable over this. I know you poke fun at me bc that's what you do but also generally you seem to know me well enough to know when it's not permissible so that I dont have to bear the further discomfort of expressing myself . But I guess I have to say it this time . Maintaining a ruse in front of my new guy friends is one thing but sometimes you just get WAY too close and I domt know. I domt know. I domt know. I think weve proved our point. I think we can break up now. I'm breaking up w you"

And Goten is like "k no yeah for sure totally I get that .. you know me I'm a bit of a wild man but if you gotta step out I understand I guess .. will never understand when these arbitrary boundaries became a part of our broship but thats just me it's whatever .. see you later" but hes clearly sort of stiff and nervous and hes rubbing his arm with his other hand and sort of avoiding eye contact

Later he locks himself in his room at home and womt come out and when chichi and goku finally get him to open the door and ask him what's wrong hes like "trunks broke up w me. So sad abt this. I didnt even get to spit in his mouth. I'm going to kill myself." and chichi is just sort of like "oh good lord you two cycle through these tumultuous times occasionally, just give it some time and you'll be best friends again like nothing happened" and goku doesnt say anything hung up on the spit thing thinking in his head "man friendships have really changed since Krillin and I were young...!"

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October☠

Song: This is Halloween-Citizens of Halloween Town

October 1st, its 12:04 and Apex season 3 comes out today. I'm super excited for it. Besides Juilan, I dont know any of my other friends that play Apex. Adam, Allon, and Eugene hate it but that's fine. I dont really care. I enjoy it and that's all that matters. Aiden has declared himself as my knew bestfriend and that makes me happy. Kaylie and I dont talk anymore so it's kind of a good change. Not saying I'm replacing Kaylie, I just wanna talk to Aiden more often. Allon and I are doing good. I miss him. He wasn't at school yesterday and womt be here today. Sucks but cant do anything about. I'll be able to see him tomorrow so its whatever.

Started off October as a semi-good day. I was sad about Allon not being here but hes coming back to school tomorrow and I'm excited. Jordan Hyman called me a hoe so that was kinda not fun but it's fine I guess. I slept from 7-9 and idk why. I was just really tired but not tired enough to sleep the whole night. Around 8 Allon texted me hes going to bed so I'm gonna talk to him tomorrow.

October 2nd, today's been a pretty good day. I got to see Allon and I was real happy about that. Gage and I are back to being close with eachother again. He makes me so mad but god damn I love him so much. I got my braces done again. They are dark blue to match my homecoming dress.

October 3rd, happy mean girls day and national boyfriend day. Not much happened today. I got breakfast. I took 2 tests and I'm pretty sure I passed both. They were both pretty easy. I've basically texted Gage all day. That's it lol

October 7th, I got my nails done and my homecoming mum yesterday for homecoming. I'm really excited idk why. Today was an okay day, nun bad or good.

October 8th, today was a pretty good day. I got a 97 on my chemistry quiz, not sure about my algebra one but whatever. At lunch Allon surprised me with a black teddy fresh hoodie and omfg I was so happy. I've been wanting one for ages and hes actually so amazing. Also after he gave it to me we hugged and he KISSED ME. We didn't talk about it or anything, just acted like weve dome ot before. Before the bell rang for 7th period he had to go to class and I needed to stay after so before he left we kissed again. Yeah yeah no big deal. Hes great. I dont deserve him. Tomorrow hes not gonna be at school or have his phone cause of this fasting thing and I'm sad cause I'm gonna miss him. Fuck I already do. Hes gonna be here Thursday tho so I'm happy bout that. Also friday is a half day and I'm excited cause I'm getting my hair. Then its homecoming and Michael's party. Very busy weekend.

October 10th, I cried 4 times today

October 11th, Today was a half day at school. I was in history for 2 hours. Adam jokingly told our teacher I needed to go to the bathroom when i didnt and I had a whole mental breakdown. I was laughing and crying. Then I went to english for 2 hours, it was normal lol. After that Meme picked me up and dropped me off at my hair Appointment. It went well. It's not that ugly ass green blue anymore. After that I went to Michael's house, which I just came back from, and I had alot of fun. It was a party for Hirams return and Dawson, kewann, Issac, and Cameron where there. We fucked around outside and watched Terrifier again. Cameron kept stealing my phone cause I kept stealing his butterfly knife Michael gave to him. I missed hanging out with Cam, we def have to do that more. Hes hella funny. Tmrw I'm not gonna have my phone or xbox until homecoming so that's gonna be fun. I gotta clean. My parents kept saying they are taking us somewhere tmrw morning which makes me nervous. Anyways, ima take a shower.

October 12th, Homecoming. Cried twice over the fact that Gage looked happy with his girlfriend. The way he looked at her killed me inside

October 14th, went to work with mom. Hated it. My legs itches.

Horny teenager things

October 21st, I like the pain. It distracts me from what's going on in my head

October 24th,

Dear Misty. I cant explain to you how much I loved and cared about you. You meant everything to me. My lil baby fire breathing dragon. I hope you are in a better place right now and I hope you arent suffering anymore. You will always be in my heart. I miss you so fucking much already. I havent had the heart to take you out of your cage since I found out. It's just too painful. I told my mom and she kept asking me if I was okay. I'm fucking not but I tried to keep it together and tell her yes. This fucking hurts. I havent lost a pet in 5 years, I forgot the emotional pain and torture it gives. You were one of the lights of my life. If there was an animal heaven I hope you found Meeko up there. He was my big thicc boy. I'm gonna miss you so much. One day I'll get a memorial tattoo for you. You meant so much to me. I'm sorry I wasnt a better mom to you. I love you baby.

Misteria Meine Jones Beane

Feb 28. 2018- Oct 24. 2019