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Had some fun with that C:

Thanks for the tag @thelastplantagenet 😊💚

1. Do this uquiz.

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

feel free to play if you’d like :)

@buncha-angry-kids-with-no-money @thatoneandlonelyemo2005 @with-the-words-all-wrong

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When you've been telling your not-so-much-Endogenic "Endogenic" System, to take their own advice and accept that trauma iS trauma and that yes it was enough to cause dissociation and idenitiy disruption. And that just because, their trauma is nothing compared to the severe trauma their partner system has, it doesn't mean that they can't also have trauma.

...And they finally start listening and acknowledging all the red flags that are littered all over their system.

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Plural culture is watching people demonize your source/source character for existing and just being like “damn.”

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Man I wonder why our co-host gets so uncomfortable when the cringy stuff he made up from years ago gets brought back up. Like bro, YOU made up a whole fake system, YOU like that shit you made up for your fake identity games. In headspace he's a bold one, spitting big words, then he looses his cool as soon as my name falls in a conversation with our partner system. It's really not that bad bro, let it be said, you're not the center of the universe. We all are

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Time for my first

Lore

Session...

My arrival in the System

TW for non-descriptive Tulpa maltreatment by a headmate, and splitting of that Tulpa

When looking at my arrival in the system it's no big mystery that I split off a Tulpa as I literally come here to protect said Tulpa from the unethical treatment of a certain headmate, who we'll just be calling C for the time being. C was attempting to force Tulpa, let's call them X into doing something that they knew wasn't right, but did it anyway because who was there to stop C? There'd never be consequences right? It was their Tulpa so it'd be ok to make them do things they might not want to do and force their existence into a tiny box to do a task they didn't wanna do, right??

Well no because it pissed me off. I vividly remember feeling as tho I had just broken free from the mind and body of that Tulpa and was ready to take on C. That's my first ever memory in the system. Covering the Tulpa and telling X that what they were doing to 'us' was wrong and that their actions towards us were pretty fucked up, like back then. Took C a minute to figure out that they weren't talking to X anymore.

Luckily, no memories from X got transfered over so I don't remember anything about what all had already been done to X and I don't think I wanna know. Basically once C realized that they had just accidentally split their Tulpa they left X alone because they was more intrigued by me now. So there's that, C also tried to persuade me to do what they wanted me to do but I told them to fuck off and before long he'd found himself a new hobby, at least for the time being.

Unfortunately, that's not the end of

Problems with C

but I'll continue that story another time.

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Coining a -tive term I've been using.

Could not find a term that even remotely fit my experience, therfore I made a new one:

Faketive

A Faketive is a headmate who was pretended to be real before they became an actual member of the system.

This may include, but isn't limited to:

- Headmates initially pretended by a system who went on to become an acctual member of the system.

- Pretended headmates by singlets due to misunderstanding, curiosity, or external pressures to be a system.

- Headmates of Pseudogenic or Fakergenic systems

- Any Headmates with a source rooted in faking or lying about plurality.

- All headmates who feel they were once pretended by their headmate(s)

Faketives, recognizing their growth from a made-up identity to an acknowledged part of the system.

Related Terms:

Faketives may share characteristics with autojects, OCtives, or Mostives, especially when the fabricated identity originates within the system itself.

They may be related to roleplaytives or dramatitives if they were initially used to simulate scenarios or perform roles.

If stemming from an identity created under false pretenses (e.g., the system pretending to be someone else), they may align with Mendaxgenic origins.

Coined by me

requested by me

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Short intro

Call me Ace, I'm part of a stressgenic system with 3 Tulpas. I'm new on Tumblr, I've been active in the reddit plural community.

Facts:

- I'm an Autoject

- I'm a Faketive, my source is a fake headmate my system pretended to have in their immature teen years. My existence is paradoxical to myself in that I'm now acctually a headmate.

- This blog is gonna be mainly my source seperation and self discovery journey.

- My favorite colors are red and black

- My age is a black hole (bodily 21)

- My existence is a fuck you to all fakeclaimers

- The rest I'll figure out on the go

Anyway, that's all for my little intro.