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Happy pride month and scoliosis awareness month! 🎉 I am not straight in any sense and have never been in a better era of my life!

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So I randomly had the idea to write a few sentences about a crush I was over, atleast I thought I was over him. Actually just wanted something for my diary and put it into a translator to change the language so nobody could understand if they find but it kind of escalated into a tragic peom of sorts? Anyways, thought I'd share it with you guys!

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♡~ The love that never was~♡

I am still not fully over my feelings for him, even though it has been months. I don't know if I will ever meet one as handsome as him again, so calming yet enticing is his presence. Maybe I will never see him again, but oh what I'd give to gaze into those dark brown eyes once more, hear those soft lips mutter my name in that tone with that smile once more, lock the memory away in my heart forever to keep and replay yet never to relive. What I'd give to hear that soft laugh again, soft like the breeze in summer, like the grass dancing in the wind, like flowers blooming upon seeing the sun my hearts blooms if my brain dare utter a mere thought about him. What I would have sacrificed just to be able to run my fingers through those brown locks of hair, over and over again, feel the male relax under my hold and sigh contently. How often had I imagined cuddling up to him, holding onto him for support? His heart was a wild one to catch and capture like his soul, to merely reach but never quiet touch. He may never be mine but the few moments we shared, breathed the same air shall forever be saved in my mind, comfort me in lonely nights and put a reassuring hand on my shoulder in times I may need it. Destiny, oh dear destiny, tell me, shall we ever meet again? Are our fates tied or was it just another one of my minds savage games? Destiny, oh dear destiny, tell me, does he ever think about me? Smile when silently uttering my name? Find his body to be restless when there is nothing other than my bare existance haunting him? The thought that we exist in the same world yet may never see each other again, thought it seems impossible when coexisting? I shall never find out it seems. Destiny, oh my dear destiny, tell me, is this my end? if then so, I shall surrender to my fate and rest my weary eyes with the picture of his siluette being the last thing I see before your sister takes me home.

By Aiyana L. 372 words

If you're wondering how I managed to write something with for some people many words( in my eyes it's rather short) on a random tuesday evening, yes I am and have been a fanfiction writer for 3-4 years.

So what are your thoughts, do you like it or relate?

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So I normally don't really post on here but I just got frustrated researching on my own. I have been diagnosed with scoliosis a few months ago and this week I have my first physical therapy session and I'm really excited and have started getting more into the topic. But something that I noticed was that there is literally no representation of scoliosis in any type of content. Not in movies or tv shows nor in any comics or books. This was really dissapointing to find out, I don't know what I was expecting I guess just more than, well nothing. I searched for books with scoliosis representation and the only thing I found were people writting about their own expirience or treatment or childrens books that explain the condition more easily. Now don't get me wrong it's amazing that we have something to show children to make them understand better but I was really just searching for some good books, wheter it be romance, fantasy or any other trope.

So my hope is that a few other people out there who have faced the same problem maybe actually found more than me and it would be lovely if somebody could recommend me some good books where this condition is properly represented!

Also can we talk about how this is not a tag on ao3 ?!? Like why not?!?

[acesanforlife]

Happy pride month everybody! 🏳️‍🌈

I am omnisexual, demisexual, and coralic. The last one is something I recently found and now I finally have a label for how I feel about my gender (so happy rn) Because I use she/they pronouns but still indentify as female. Anyways, have a good day or night everyone!

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Repost since I support everyone. Aka repost from a confused omnisexual and demisexual girl