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idky but the mental image of sebastian entering the year of 1912 and hearing about the titanic disaster in april has me rolling on the floor because all i can picture is him with a real dead-pan expression but genuine tone of surprise in his voice going "woah, deja vu" ala neo anderson style.

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[　♞✧   ° #𝐚𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐏𝐒𝐀𝐑　]　“ HATRED AND SORROW ARE POWER; THEY ARE YOURS TO CONTROL. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TURN THEM INTO STRENGTH, AND USE THAT STRENGTH TO MOVE FORWARD. ” ╱

Independent, highly selective, mutuals only, 21+, NSFW, and crossover-friendly canon compliant but headcanon influenced manga-based 𝐒𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐬, the demon butler of Yana Toboso’s 𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐣𝐢. Est. 2019. As understood, written, and immensely loved by 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐄.

　　　　　　　　𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘴　©　𝘏𝘠𝘙𝘜𝘓𝘌𝘚𝘏𝘖𝘗.

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Missed drawing digitally so take this~

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Sebastian doodles

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looking through my drafts and trying to focus on actually doing them.

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agni's birthday should be a national holiday tbh.

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DEAD BY DAYLIGHT: ALIEN • Coming Soon

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reposting this on my blog because the og post not only had the reblogs disabled, but it was also deleted all together. and tbh i really need it on here ok, keep moving junior.

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one of the best games ever

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agni: did THE earl have a twin?

sebastian, speaking in half-truths and technicalities: no

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Despite Agni's doubts regarding his, the prince's, and the young master's friendship, Sebastian was confident that the earl, deep down, somewhere - truly did value their presence in his life. Of course, the earl would never admit as much, and Sebastian knew better than to press him too far on the matter. And though Sebastian often struggled to comprehend the bond of true friendship between humans, he could, with great certainty, discern whenever the young lord attempted to turn his truths into lies. Ever the spectator and observer, Sebastian remained watchful - even if he could not always understand. If his master truly did not care, Agni would have been left for dead.

... Such is the complicated nature of humans, he supposed. Some claim to love another, yet will stab them in the back at the first opportunity; while others feign hatred for the world and everyone in it, yet secretly harbor feelings of attachment and affection. None of them were ever truly frank, were they?

As Agni's body language shifted, so too did Sebastian’s expression. Clearly, something still puzzled the other, though the butler had yet to grasp what. It was not until his friend finished speaking that Sebastian’s bewilderment gave way to mild shock - an expression suggesting he already knew the answer, yet found himself grappling with how to confront one of the rare questions he had never anticipated being asked.

“ ... ” Sebastian merely stared at him in bewilderment for a moment. Though he had sworn never to lie to his master, and generally preferred to speak the truth ( or at least half-truths... ), unless ordered otherwise - he now found himself in a situation he did not quite know how to handle. However...

... At the end of the day, his contract with the young master was absolute. To the rest of the world, he was Lord Ciel Phantomhive. But bound by his vow never to speak a lie, Sebastian had made a deliberate habit of never addressing him by name - for that, technically, would be a lie.

“ ... No, the Earl did not have a twin sibling. ” He finally confessed after a measured pause, his crimson eyes glinting with quiet reassurance. By his own words if one were to go into specifics and technicalities, it was true; the rightful heir, the TRUE Earl of Phantomhive, 'did' not possess a twin, as it imply that his twin no longer belonged among the living... which was not the case.

Sebastian’s brow knit faintly as he gestured for Agni to remain at ease. “ You’ve endured more than enough for one day, my friend. I would advise you to rest further, lest you invite a fever, or worse. Your devotion to your Prince is commendable, but in this state, you will be of little service to him. ”

sebastian's assurance of prince soma's unharm relaxes him physically; shoulders slump where agni lays upon the bed. Tilting his head slightly to better view the other; his right eye bandaged. many factors contributed to his sense of urgency. sacrificing oneself for their master is a vow he’s sworn long ago, but to make the prince’s one true wish a reality is challenging. he recounts prior conversing with Sebastian’s master, the young Earl who bluntly stated he rejects the Prince’s friendliness. whose admittance of indirectly using Soma of a murder case had Agni question the veracity of their relationship. reflecting upon past encounters all the way back to their first visit.

how oft ciel displayed annoyance at their presence, or bluntly expressed displeasure when soma referred to him as a ‘ friend ’. but soma knew of this, and remains by his side. who is he to question his god's decisions of remaining in England, his plans ? perhaps sebastian was right. gauging from his friend's confusion, did he truly not know, or were there secrets even out of the butler's reach ? the scattered photos of two young Earls resurfaces. his answer obviously concerned Agni, visibly furrowing white brows. growing ever skeptical.

how can Agni be certain what Sebastian says is the truth ? he will shoulder soma’s burden of uncertainty in order to preserve the prince’s happiness. trudging through the mire of duplicity alone. he will have answers.

❝ no, sebastian... ❞ he corrects, ❝ what i mean is... did the Earl have a twin sibling ? ❞

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example of a tall person being an asshole

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@acollapsar / You are important and deserving of kindness. The mind can be a cage, but the door should always be open. Spread your wings ♡ You don't have to fly, you just have to believe you can.

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"  I  am  the  𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑻𝑻𝒀 𝑮𝑼𝑨𝑹𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑵,  who  fights  for  Love  and  Intelligence,  I  am  Sailor  Mercury!  Douse  yourself  in  𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 and 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐓 !  "

an independent & selective roleplay blog for Ami Mizuno (SAILOR MERCURY セーラーマーキュリー, Sērā Mākyurī) from naoko takeuchi's BISHOUJO SENSHI SAILOR MOON (美少女戦士セーラームーン). This blog is heavily headcanon based and PGSM based with inspiration taken from the anime as well as the manga.  written by Brooklyn, 34, she/her, Mountain/Arizona standard time.

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Narcissistic personality disorder is so funny like yes I find everyone absolutely disgusting and vile and unworthy but that’s actually a projection of how I am aware I am the most disgusting, vile, and unworthy of them all. Except that isn’t actually true and I am the shining beacon of hard work and worthiness that all human beings should strive for except I lied again I really am as foul as I described before but oh gotcha again I’m actually perfect and