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i remember dying not in the way the poets talk about dying but in the quiet unraveling of self like a thread pulled loose from a once-whole seam

i remember the way the air felt thinner how the world softened around the edges like it too was tired of holding on and for a moment...i wondered if everything was dying with me

i remember the heaviness of forgetting how my name sounded foreign in my own mouth or how the mirror reflected a stranger someone i had never agreed to become

but mostly i remember the calm of it how surrender felt like exhale how letting go tasted sweeter than clinging

and when it was over when i woke to a world stitched together again i wasn’t the same but i wasn’t sorry either

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Word List: Jane Eyre

A List of Beautiful Words used by Charlotte Brontë in "Jane Eyre"

Animosity - a strong feeling of dislike or hatred; ill will or resentment tending toward active hostility; an antagonistic attitude

Assimilates - to take into the mind and thoroughly understand

Boisterous - noisily turbulent

Ciphering - to use figures in a mathematical process

Circlet - a circular ornament

Deglutition - the act or process of swallowing

Destitute - lacking something needed or desirable

Ensnares - to take in or as if in a snare

Evince - to display clearly; reveal

Extirpate - to destroy completely

Inanition - the quality or state of being empty

Infinitude - the quality or state of being infinite

Inmost - deepest within

Kindling - easily combustible material for starting a fire

Miry - a troublesome or intractable situation

Objectionable - undesirable, offensive

Omnipresence - the quality or state of being omnipresent; ubiquity

Plume - a feather of a bird

Preternatural - existing outside of nature

Rigour - harsh inflexibility in opinion, temper, or judgment

Sundered - to become parted, disunited, or severed

Superciliousness - coolly and patronizingly haughty

Unclouded - not covered by clouds; not darkened or obscured; clear

Vivacious - lively in temper, conduct, or spirit; sprightly

Wrought - worked into shape by artistry or effort

More: Word Lists

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Little death 🖤

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You and I

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Fue buen sexo no por el acto, si no porque los besos eran el centro de todo, besarse como si no hubiera un mañana y no existiera nada más, cerrar los ojos y perderse, las demás sensaciones son solo la música que acompaña.

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‧✧̣̇‧ Marry me.

‧✧̣̇‧ Pairings: Jungkook x Reader

‧✧̣̇‧ Genre: Fluff, established relationship, pro gamer!jk, cry baby!reader, non-idol au.

‧✧̣̇‧ Summery: You overhear Jungkook talking to his gaming buddies about you.

‧✧̣̇‧ Word count: 700ish

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It was 3 am when you felt your bladder wake you up from your cozy slumber. You groaned, turning around to snuggle into your boyfriend's back for a bit but he was gone from his usual spot in your bed. You shrugged thinking he just went to play his game for a while like he does when he can’t sleep.

After your little trip to the bathroom you decided to sneak into the kitchen to get a snack and cuddle with Jungkook but before you could go attach yourself to him, you heard him speak barely above a whisper in his headset. He was waiting for his game to load and you admit curiosity got the best of you since he’s usually really loud.

So you stayed in the kitchen hoping to catch him whispering about how amazing of a girlfriend you were and how much he loved you.

“I’ll show it to you tomorrow, it’s gorgeous,” Jungkook said,” I hope she likes it.” He grunts when his character gets in a tough spot.

You stayed still thinking it would let you hear him better.

”It’s custom so yes it cost a lot, fuck cover me.”

You smiled knowing he was most likely talking about a gift he got you.

One of Jungkooks many love languages was gift giving so you weren’t surprised when he would randomly give you gifts.

What did surprise you though, was what he said next.

“Of course I’m happy, I’m gonna marry the love of my life.”

You felt your skin prickle with shock, your heart beat faster than it’s ever beaten before.

I’m going to marry the love of my life.

I’m going to marry the love of my life.

I’m going to marry the love of my life.

I’m going to marry the love of my life.

His words rang through your head like a poem, reciting each word with more love than the one before.

Jungkook yawned before continuing.

“I just hope I can keep it a secret until her parents' anniversary,” He chuckled,” They gave me permission to do it then, they said it would be the greatest gift they could ever receive. Besides a grandchild I guess.”

Jungkook asked for your parents permission already? He must have asked them over the phone because the last time you saw them was last year.

Unless he’s been planning this for longer.

“Fuck you guys,” Jungkooks gruffy voice broke you out of your trance,” you’re just jealous that I’m going to have a beautiful wife while you bitches are stuck jerking off to your D.VA body pillows.”

Beautiful wife.

Before you knew it your body moved on its own, eyes were filled with tears as you barged into the living room where Jungkook sat.

He jumped up, startled from your stumbling.

“Kookie.” You cried.

“B-Baby,” Jungkook stuttered, removing his headset,” d-did you just wake up?” His eyes were wide with fear that you overheard him.

He prayed you didn’t hear him.

You tried to speak but you kept gasping, trying to catch your breath, you were so emotional, so shocked, so happy.

“I- I- Are- Are you-“ You took another deep breath,”kookie ..”

Jungkook jumped from his seat to go comfort you. He wrapped his arms around you and you bawled in his chest, leaving his chest glossy with your tears. “I'm guessing you heard me?” Jungkook rested his chin on the top of your head. He rubbed your back, very embarrassed about spilling the beans on the plan he’s been working on for nearly a year.

“Y-Yes,” you pulled back to look at him and Jungkook stifled a giggle at your glossy eyes and runny nose,” you really wanna marry me?”

“Yes.” More tears spilled.

“Really?”

“Yes.” He cooed while giving your cheeks lovely kisses.

Which made you cry more.

“Fuck. I had this whole plan,” Jungkook sighed,” I wanted it to be more special…than this.”

“Kookie no matter how you ask me to marry you it’ll be special. Any moment with you is special.” You kissed his brow that was furrowed with guilt,” besides it’ll be fun to tell to our kids~”

Jungkook chuckled as his cheeks bloomed red with love.

He stayed silent, reassured that you would still marry him.

“Can you pay for my nails so I can show my ring off?” You broke the silence.

“Can I still propose to you like I planned?”

“Of course~” You cooed, snuggling your nose with his.

“I love you.”

“I love you too Kookie~”

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A/n: my first koo drabble !! Thank you to @justanotherstarlightmonger for proof reading (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

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do you write anything jimin related? if so would you be able to write jimin x reader just having gone through an argument but having to attend the same party, reader leaves home early & jimin notices later on, goes home and sees her in bed awake & just tries to make up? give them some make out, 18+, etc. sorry this plot is written horribly, do it some justice lol

kiss & make up - pjm

summary: after having a fall-out with jimin before your engagement party, he wanted to show you what lengths he’d go to just to see you happy.

pairings — jimin x female reader

genre — smut, fluff

word count — 1.1k

warnings — established relationship!au, dom!jimin, sub!reader, disagreements, kinda soft & sensual, making out, neck kisses, light teasing, cunnilingus, pussy eating, fingering, overstimulation, implications of trying for a child

a/n: i love it slow and sensual 🥰 i hope you enjoy this, anon <3

This party wasn’t going as great as you and Jimin had imagined. You could only put on a fake smile and pretend all was well with Jimin for the sake of the guests, but you didn’t know how much longer you’d have to keep up with this act.

It was an engagement party, friends and family all gathered together and gushing over the silver Viviette wedding ring adorning your finger.

You were still upset with him.

Why?

The topic of having children came up, and if you had known sooner that Jimin had no intention of having kids, you would’ve rejected his marriage proposal.

Why marry someone when you both wanted completely different things?

Jimin hadn’t even noticed the loss of your presence until the end of the party. You were nowhere to be seen to bid the guests farewell so he was stuck doing that on his own before leaving the venue and heading home to you.

It was dead silent when he arrived, but your heels by the door let him know that he wasn’t alone. Your clutch was left on the sofa and your expensive diamanté earrings were scattered on the table.

Jimin trudged into the bedroom to see you already in bed, back turned towards him as you laid there in deep thought, chewing on your bottom lip. You knew he was behind you, but you paid no attention to him.

He discarded all his clothes and climbed into bed with you, and when you felt the mattress dip beside you, you unknowingly moved away from him, which seemed to tug a little at his chest.

“Y/N..” he whispers, leaning on one elbow as he watched you, waiting for you to turn around, but when you refused, he draped his arm over your waist, pulling your body towards him so your back was flushed against his chest.

“I don’t wanna hear it, Jimin.”

“I wasn’t gonna say anything,” he responds, bringing his index finger to rest under your chin and urging you to look at him.

You looked like you’d been crying; skin patchy due to the dried out tears, eyes a little glassy, and nose all pink from the sniffling.

It broke his heart being the reason you were in this state.

“If kids is the only way for me to see you happy, then kids it is.”

Your pupils widen at his words, and you didn’t know if he was being serious or not, but before you could push further and ask questions, Jimin was already leaning down to capture your lips in a chaste kiss.

His lips were so plump and soft, you found yourself easily melting against him. You were trying to be mad at him, but how could you do that when Jimin knew exactly how to console you.

You feel his finger softly trace up your leg, the sudden sensation causing you to jolt up. The feeling was almost arousing.

How inconvenient.

You could barely see anything, the room being so dark as his finger gently traces up your inner thigh, a quiet moan leaving your lips.

Jimin would lightly tug at your bottom lip, dragging it down before letting go to watch it bounce back into its natural position.

“Jimin..” you murmur, your eyes opening slightly to be met with nothing but darkness.

“Shhh...” he hushes, dragging his finger closer to your core, till it reaches your panties. “You trust me, right?”

You bite your lip, “Of course I do.”

He leans down to plant another kiss on your lips, only for you to drag the kiss on longer than he expected, causing him to pull away.

“I see you’ve forgiven me?” he teases, smiling down at you with his addictive eye-smile.

“Shut up, you’re not even close,” you mumble, your lips forming a pout as you roll your eyes at the latter.

“Then let me change that..” he whispers, leaving one last longing kiss on your lips

Why were you so turned on?

You let out small whimpers as he left a ton of small kisses on your neck. His hands reach under your shirt, pushing your bra up over your breasts as his fingers grasp onto your nipples, thumbing over the sensitive buds softly.

You feel yourself grow more aroused at the sensation, and so you rub your thighs together, in hopes it would give you some form of friction to ease the growing need between your legs.

Of course, Jimin noticed, so he spread your legs open, rubbing you against your panties agonisingly slow. He clearly wanted to tease you, as he trailed kisses down your stomach, swiftly removing your panties in the process, brushing his lips over your clit before leaving small kisses on your inner thigh.

His head was positioned between your thighs, as he held your legs down, preventing you from moving. His lips were only inches away from where you needed him most.

“Gonna make you feel so good, baby..”

You looked down between your legs, the picture very familiar to your eyes, and you knew you were in for it good.

His teasing manner was getting you worked up, but his tongue finally made contact with your clit, causing you to squirm under his grasp. He licks up your slit, the tip of his tongue meeting your clit every few seconds as a string of curses escaped your lips, you could feel the smug grin on his face.

You almost bottomed out when he inserted a finger into you, and then a second finger. Your cunt practically swallowed his digits while and you gasp, biting your bottom lip in an attempt to hold back your moans, but it was useless.

“Shit! Jimin, go slow!”

He ignores your words starts to pump his fingers at a built up pace against your swollen walls, curling them with each push. As you clench around his fingers, he can’t help but admire the mess you are in front of him.

“What? You gonna cum for me, baby?” he taunts, his words and the overstimulation driving you closer to your orgasm.

You hated the power he had over you, he could always use it to his advantage, like he was now.

Without prior warning, you cum with such force to the point you lose your vision for a few seconds, your kind going blank as you helplessly squeezed around him, coating his digits with your mess.

You pant heavily, trying to catch your breath as your legs tense from the powerful orgasm.

It didn’t help when Jimin decided to replace his fingers with his tongue, prodding at your sensitive pussy, and delving between your folds to lick you clean.

Once he was satisfied, he pulled away from you, his lips glistening and swollen as he smiled up at you.

“I say we try for a baby, how about you?”

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