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Thank you so much for the shoutout, sweetness 😍🤩 such a beautiful group to be in 😍🤩

Fanfic Author Appreciation Day

Hi friends 🥰 August 21 is Fanfic Author Appreciation Day, and I want to use it as an excuse to shout out some fantastic writers who have inspired me through their stories.

@plaidbooks - I have bled Julie's blog dry, reading every fic and every scrap of a headcanon because she is THAT GOOD at her craft. Whether it's smut or angst or floof, she can do it all. Her fics have seen me through some of my toughest days and I hope she knows how much her writing means to so many people.

Reading recs:

100% Smitten

There For You

I Needed You <- breaks my heart every time then glues it back together

@adarafaelbarba - Endlessly creative, so so talented. I love how she can pack such a punch with concise, little fics. There is not a superfluous word to be found, every word is meant to be there. She also has the juiciest headcanons. BTW have you seen her @letters2fiction blog where she answers letters as different characters?!

Reading recs:

First Fight (Sonnyverse)

Touch starved Barba

Thigh riding HCs <- soooo spicy

@pascalispretty - her work is so polished, every story feels like it's been written with the utmost love and care. And her environment building is exquisite. Reigning Queen of Smut™, no one does it quite like her. Also, she is multi-talented - writer, crocheter, bookbinder, and on and on. Not to mention a super sweet human, always comes to mind when I see a Pedro Pascal on my feed 😉

Reading recs:

All Wound Up

the feeling is mutual

You're My Dream Girl <- reading this is my Christmas tradition

@escapingrealtiylovinginsanity - amazing writer, even more amazing human. Has a big brain and a bigger heart and is going to do INCREDIBLE things in life. She has SUCH an amazing vocabulary. I think while reading one of her most recent fics I said "your words have a nice flavor" 😆 She has so so kindly proof read every one of my stories, giving me the most insightful feedback that's helped me improve my writing one word at a time. I am very blessed to be able to call her my friend 💙

Reading recs:

Wolfsbane

Neck Kisses <- one of the most delightful pieces of smut you'll ever read

Reliving His Detective Days

@misscharlielulu - I know she wouldn't consider herself an author, but my first story would NEVER have happened without her. We spent DAYS going back and forth on the plot for the Five Stages of Grief (having each chapter be inspired by the stages of grief was 100% her idea). That is one of my most cherished memories and I'm literally tearing up remembering it because it meant so much to me, and how much her friendship means to me ❤️ Her creativity is inspiring, her tags are always son point, and her love for Sidney Crosby is incomparable 😂

Reading recs:

Pink Dress

First date HCs

Five Stages of Grief <- this story was a complete collaboration with Mel. If there's a plot beat that speaks to you, it was her idea.

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☆ sleepover saturday ☆

i wanna talk to you guys a little, so come at me:

rant/vent/complain about something that bothers you

have you ever..?

confess something/tell me a secret

would you rather..?

unpopular opinions

ask for advice (and i’ll do my best to be helpful lol)

tell me about your crush or best friend (or both)

ask me personal questions

tell me what you like most about yourself

make me choose between..

tell me about your dreams

send me headcanons

my top 5 of whatever

send me puns, jokes, and memes

your favourite fictional character and why you love them

send me recs (movies, books, anime, fics, music etc.)

ask me for recs (…)

fuck, marry, kill

tell me about your pet (or post pics of them and tag me :D)

…… 

these are just some suggestions that came to my mind right now, so feel free to send me whatever! and feel free to reblog if you want to have a sleepover too ☆

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I will be taking requests for this!! 🤩

Kinktober 2025

August is halfway over! Summer is basically done! And we love to run bingos for longer than 4 weeks in this house!

Since I've been focused on other things I've really been missing out on the interactions and such from y'all, so I'm hosting (and will be writing in) Kinktober Bingo! I'm posting now for y'all to have plenty of time to plan, send and receive requests and the like! <3

Submissions can be anything, a mood board, ficlet, headcanons, drabbles, gif sets, one shot, social media au's, literally whatever you want!

Read the rest of the rules under the cut!

Fics written can be a ship, a reader insert, an OC, complete original work, basically whatever you want to do, do! Mix and match, stick with one, try out something new! It's all fun here!

-Make srue to include any and all appropriate warnings and tags at the TOP of the post!

Accepted characters:

Literally EVERYTHING. All fandoms, all characters, literally whatever the heck you want to write, you get to write. Some examples;

-Law and Order (OG, OC, SVU)

-Criminal Minds

-Grey's Anatomy

-911

-Marvel Universe

-One Chicago

-NCIS

-Once Upon A Time

-The Pitt

These are just examples, everything and anything is welcome! :)

Rules:

You must tag me @storiesofsvu and use the hastag #soskinktober25 on each creation and I will do my best to compile everything into a masterlist by the end of the bingo

Bingo begins Sept 14th and runs all the way to November 3rd. Gives us lots of time to plan, write and have fun with things.

You may only submit/post ONE creation PER DAY. And only one square per creation

18+ only participation! No minors please, this is an adult space and a very adult bingo

No underage characters/readers/OC's. If you're working with a fandom/show that is set in high school, either rethink it or age them up to be in college

Tag all and every warning appropriate at the top of the fic. and absolutely NO censoring! I don't want to see any tik tok style #s3x kinda shit. This is tumblr and literally kinktober, use your fucking words. Esp in tags.

Anything over 1000 words MUST be under a readmore

ABSOLUTELY NO AI CREATED WORK ALLOWED!!

If you have any questions feel free to message me!!

Tagging some people I think might be interested! Everyone 18+ is welcome, you do not have to be tagged to participate! <3

@adarafaelbarba @thatesqcrush @plaidbooks @bullet-prooflove @goorgeousz @alinathinkstoomuch @emilys-bangs @mybraininblood @spenceloria @whiteberryx @daddy-heather-dunbar @peonies-writes @valentinesfrog @wlwoceaneyes @monzabee @mariasont @iwoulddieforher @daddynovck @alexblakegf @fandom-princess-forevermore @alwaysachorusgirl @itsjustmyfantasyroom @tinyboxxtink @amelia-song-pond @misscharlielulu @asolitaryrose3 @maximoffcarter @gamma-rae-bursts @bensonswifey @fictionalized-lesbian @baubeautyandthegeek

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As I sit here plotting, a thought came to my mind; if any of my works in progress were to be made into a movie or tv series, who would I want to play the different characters? 🤔😅 So please feel free to send me a "🪐" and I'll give you a WiP and a fancast of a character 🥰

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Request pls: I’m rewatching a final call at forlini’s bar and it’s at the scene where Barba says “I know what it’s like to love someone unconditionally… when you’re ready to stop being betrayed by me, I’ll be here.” What if Olivia gets to that point, but Barba has moved on — with reader. And reader is like, welp sorry, not sorry. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Thanks & spanks!

Say less! 😍

Liv had no idea why she was even at his office this late. Actually, scratch that! She knew exactly why she was there, hoping to tie up loose ends and finally talk to Rafael again. It had been some time since he defended Wheatley in court. And after his little speech at Forlini's, Liv had gotten some time to think, to reflect.

So now she found herself looking at the closed door to his office, contemplating if she was going in or knocking first. Going for the latter, she heard soft murmurs on the other side of the door before it opened.

"Yes?" a woman asked, standing between Liv and Rafael, "Can I help you?"

Liv stood there, stunned, wondering who this woman was. Rafael wasn't even looking up, but spoke up nonetheless "Who is it, amor?"

The woman looked at Liv as if to tell her the name. "Hello, Rafael." Liv spoke up finally, and Rafael looked up.

"Captain Benson, what brings you by?"

The way he said her title and last name, when for years he'd called her Olivia or Liv, stung her. "Could we talk? Just the two of us."

The other woman opened the door further, letting Liv in, then she walked over to Rafael. "I'll go buy us dinner, I'll be back in an hour."

Liv nearly ran out of there. "Whatever you have to tell me, Captain Benson, y/n can hear too, I keep no secrets from my fiancée."

She watched him pull her onto his lap, Liv felt deflated. She wanted to apologize for how defensive she'd been, but she was not an audience while doing so. However, he wasn't letting go of her, his fiancée.

"I wanted to apologize for how I'd acted, back when we last spoke--"

"So you're the one who broke Rafael's heart?" y/n asked, looking at Liv.

"Like I said, captain, I keep no secrets from her." His hold tightened on y/n, and it felt like knives twisting inside Liv.

She scanned her mind for what to say next, but nothing came out. until; "I know I was wrong, I tried so hard to hide my feelings, I've been hurt so many times, I didn't want to risk getting hurt by you too--but having had time to reflect, I understand that what you did, it wasn't petty, to get back at me or Elliot, you were proctecting me. I've thought about what you said as well, 'I know what it’s like to love someone unconditionally…', and well" she took a breath "I realized that I have some feelings towards you as well, above the whole friendship thing."

There had been absolutely no prep for what she was gonna tell him, so her words caught even her by surprise. Rafael cleared his throat a little i surprise, "I--uh--thank you for the honesty, and for the apology, but I'm very happy with y/n. I'd be willing to try going back to being friends, if you'd like that, but I'm gonna have to pass on there being anything more between us."

She understood that, of course she did, she wasn't a homewrecker. But being just friends, when her feelings had finally surfaced, she wasn't sure she could manage that, although she suspected that it might be what he's been doing for most of the time when they were still friends.

"Give her time to think about it, babe, poor woman looks like she's been gut punched." y/n murmured, giving Rafael a soft smile that made Liv's stomach churn, and not in a good way.

He looked from y/n to Liv, then nodded, "Of course! take your time. And thanks for stopping by."

~~~

Two weeks later, Rafael recieved a text:

Let's see if we can't still make a friendship work. - Liv

~~~

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“  i can’t find my shirt.  ” with…….Terry? I lowkey feel like he’d be the one to be throwing clothes the night before 🤣

“It’s where you last left it,” you told him from the kitchen, holding back a laugh as he stumbled about in the bedroom trying to get ready for work. You knew damn well he had no idea where his clothes landed but you just loved teasing your husband about it all.

“You’re not helping me, babe. I swore it landed here! Somewhere!”

Giggling again, you continued making breakfast and lunch for the two of you. “Just grab a new shirt, you’ll be late if you don’t hurry up soon!”

A few sounds came from the bedroom, then he made his way to the living room, where he spotted you.

“Is that my shirt?” He asked, looking at you like you were a prey.

“Oh, this? I don’t know, I found it on the floor this morning and thought it would look good with my outfit, sorry, I can take it off—.” You noticed how his eyes was drifting over your body as you spoke, probably not paying attention to your words.

“We’re going to be late, but I’ll not be able to get the image of you wearing my clothes all day today, so don’t be surprised if I rip them off you later.” His voice was thick with hunger, leaning over to kiss you.

After a little make out session, you both finished your morning routine before walking hand in hand out, him to his car and you to the subway.

Soft exchanges of “I love you”s were given and then you parted ways.

~~~

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~~~

"Darling? I'm back. God, it's fucking freezing in here!" Nolan hurried into the ice-cold apartment, shuddering from the surprise downpour he'd encountered on his way home from court.

"Darling? You here?" He walked further in to the apartment, rubbing his hands together when he noticed the note on the counter, "had to run to the store, be back asap xx". He smiled to himself, deciding on taking a hot shower while he waited for you.

--

Just as he walked out of your shared bedroom, comfy clothes on, towel drying his hair, you came back, shopping bags in hand.

"There you are, I was beginning to--." A clap of thunder sounded outside cutting him off. Nolan knew how much you hated the sound of thunder, and he could see the panicked expression on your face. "Come here. Why don't I put those items away, then we can cuddle on the couch? maybe light a fire to keep us warm?"

You nodded slowly, still trying to get your breathing back to normal. When you still hadn't left your spot, Nolan quickly came to you, a hand at the nape of your neck. "Darling, breathe for me."

Taking a few deep breaths, you looked up at your boyfriend and gave him a small smile. "That’s it, good girl.” He said with a soft smile, holding you close again for a moment before quickly getting to work at putting away the groceries.

The rest of the evening was spent cuddling on the couch in front of the fire, Nolan speaking softly to you to keep your mind away from the thunder outside.

~~~

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morning after starters

“  last night was nice.  ” “  lets do this again some time.  ” “  i’ll leave my number.  ” “  i gotta go, sorry.  ” “  can’t you at least stay for breakfast?  ” “  i’ll make coffee—don’t go anywhere.  ” “  next time, maybe i’ll buy you dinner first.  ” “  if we do this again you better buy me dinner first.  ” “  i don’t think my legs work again yet.  ” “  i don’t wanna get up.  ” “  no don’t move, it’s too cold outside the covers.  ” “  there’s no way i can hide these marks…  ” “  this was probably a mistake.  ” “  this can’t happen again.  ” “  you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here.  ” “  are you watching me sleep?  ” “  you look cute all frazzled like this.  ” “  why are you looking at me like that?  ” “  keep kissing me like that and we’re gonna end up back in bed.  ” “  something wrong? ” “  i’d stay if i could, i promise.  ” “  so if i put my number in your phone, you actually gonna text me? ” “  i made breakfast.  ” “  how do you take your coffee?  ” “  fuck! i’m late—  ” “  did you turn the alarm off?  ” “  if you don’t turn that alarm off i’m gonna throw it out the window.  ” “  i can’t find my shirt.  ” “  babe, we slept in.  ” “  i know you’re awake.  ” “  i’ll stay.  ” “  why don’t you stay?  ” “  i like waking up with you.  ” “  i like having you here at night.  ” “  you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this.  ” “  so when are we gonna actually go on a real date?  ” “  do i smell bacon?  ” “  you made pancakes?  ” “  come on, come back to bed.  ” “  you weren’t there when i woke up.  ” “  i thought you left.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ” “  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ” “  you’re really beautiful/handsome. even if you drool.  ” “  you talk in your sleep, ya know.  ”  

ACTIONS:  1. for one muse to surprise the other with breakfast in bed 2. for our muses to go another round in the morning 3. for your muse to join mine in the shower while getting ready for the day 4. for one muse to stop the other from trying to sneak away 5. for one muse to invite the other to spend the rest of the day with them  6. for one muse to convince the other to stay in bed the rest of the day 7. for our muses to have sex in the kitchen instead of finishing breakfast 8. for our muses to spoon 9. for one muse to wake up with morning wood  10. for one muse to wake the other up with oral  11. for lazy morning sex  12. for one muse to wake the other because they’re having a nightmare  13. for one muse to distract the other from getting ready by kissing/groping them 14. for one muse to kick the other out of their home  15. for our muses to wake with no recollection of the night before  

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Anonymously tell me something you like about my OCs

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Ultimate Ask Game

🥰 - I love your blog 😊 - I'm so glad I follow you 🤭 - You make me laugh 😇 - You're one of the kindest people on this site 🥺 - I'd really like to be friends 🤩 - I admire you 😎 - You're one of the cool kids 😴 - You should sleep more 🌞 - You brighten up the dash 🧸 - Soft vibes 🤠 - Yeehaw vibes 💪 - Don't Fuck With Me vibes 🧠 - You're so big brained 🔥 - You're a hot mess 🦈 - You intimidate me 📜 - Your fics are top tier 🖼️ - Your artwork is stunning 🎨 - Your gifs/edits/icons/etc. are fantastic 🎤 - You have an amazing voice 🥂 - I would get drunk with you 💰 - I would rob a bank with you 🚓 - I would lie to the police for you 🍟 - I would share my fries with you 👻 - I would go ghost hunting with you 😘 - Kissing you on the forehead 💋 - Kissing you on the mouth 💝 - I love you (platonic) 💘 - I love you (romantic) 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 - I think we'd make good tumblr spouses 💍 - I would marry you if you asked 💀 - I would help you hide a body 👽 - I would believe you if you said you were abducted

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~~~

Grace was begging you to stay, screaming at you to talk this out like adults. But ever the hothead, you couldn't think straight in moments like these.

"y/n, listen to me! I love you, only you! That thing you saw back there, I was trying to get them away from me."

"Velasco told me--"

"Velasco doesn't know shit!"

You glared at her, the rain cold on your face as it hammered down.

"Please, let me explain, babe, I promise!"

But you needed time. Needed to get your head around what you'd seen. Another woman, tall, beautiful, long hair, beautiful, was kissing your girlfriend.

It had started like a normal night, going out with some friends while Grace was working late. And then you'd happened to be in a bar where she and her colleagues had all been in.

"I trusted you, Grace. Trusted that you weren't like other people I've dated in the past. But you're cheating--and lying to me."

"Babe, please--we made memories we knew would never fade..."

"I'm sure hoping this memory will. Take care of yourself, Grace." And without looking back, you were gone.

~~~

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~~~

It's 3am when you call Sam, hoping she'll meet you at the bar and take you home. Though you know it might be a stretch, seeing as she has work in the morning, you can't help but be hopeful.

"y/n, someone better be dead or dying if you're calling me at 3 in the morning."

"I'm sorry, Sam, I had no one else to call, and I remember you said once that "I'll guide you home, no matter where you are", so I'm kinda cashing in on that right now."

She let out a tired groan on the other end, but the sound of her sheets ruffling was a good sign.

"I owe you, Sam! I promise I'll make good on the promise!"

"You better. Price and Baxter hate it if I'm late. I need my beauty sleep."

"You're beautiful enough."

Flirting always helped when Sam was the recipient. After giving her your location, you told her you loved her and hung up.

not even fifteen minutes later she was there.

"Samantha! This is my girlfriend everyone!" she rolled her eyes at your drunkenness, but you didn't miss the small smile at how you called her your girlfriend. There wasn't a particular label on the two of you; friends with benefits, but more? Neither of you really knew what to call it. That was, maybe until now? If you weren't hammered right now, leaning on Sam so you wouldn't make more a fool of yourself than already done, you might've noticed how she glanced at you, adoration in her eyes.

~~~

"Good morning, y/n--or should I call you my partner?" a smirk played on Sam as she sat down on her bed, a cup of coffee in her hand.

"What are you, ahhh, that. I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable last night when you came to pick me up. Also, aren't you supposed to be in court?" You weren't exactly sure what time it was, but she seemed too casually dressed for it to be anything but the morning.

"I was there, but the trial was postponed, so I figured I should come look after you. How are you feeling?"

"Like I never want to consume alcohol again."

She laughs at that, handing you the coffee. "You'll survive. How about I order you something really greasy? To take care of your hangover."

"I love you!"

Another laugh escapes her lips, and she leans over to kiss you.

"I love you too, y/n. And to note on your previous comment, I wasn't uncomfortable last night. I actually liked it when you called me your girlfriend."

That seemed to get your attention.

"Yeah? You'd like to be my girlfriend?"

She gave you a wide smile and nodded, leaning back in for another kiss. "More than anything."

Maybe drunken confessions were the way to go? Especially in this case.

~~~

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Sorry I'm coming in late for Thrust-day! I've had this idea floating in my head for awhile - when Sonny has a bad day at work, when he's feeling like a failure, the only thing he wants is to come home and eat you out. You'd think he'd want to be on the receiving end, but eating you out is his favorite form of stress relief. He knows you well, knows exactly what he needs to do to get you over the edge. He'll look a little desperate in his eyes and say he just wants to do one thing right today.

I LOVE THIS IDEA!!! 😍 nsfw under the cut

He'd come home and you'll just KNOW exactly what he needs.

Getting on the bed, the couch or anywhere convenient at the time.

"Come here, baby, let me make you feel better." You'd tell him.

And he'd pounce on you so fast!

I missed ya, doll. All day I could only think about you. And how much better my day would get once I bury my face between your thighs."

He'd be so filthy in his wording.

But he knows exactly how to turn you on.

He'll get you all riled up.

Not that he'd deny you your release

In fact, he'd double down on his effort on days he's stressed or worked up

And he'll see how many times he can make you cum on his tongue.

Praising you as he feels you quivering on his mouth and fingers.

"That's it, good girl, doll. Fall apart for me."

And you'd be DONE for!

~~~

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“be a good girl and spread your legs”

With Terry Bruno 😈

"Be a good girl and spread your legs for me, princess", Terry said in a low voice. However when you didn't do as told he looked sternly at you. "Do you want me to clean that cut on your cheek or not?"

"But it'll hurt, Terry." Your bottom lip stuck out. If it wasn't for the fact that you were hurt, he'd tell you off for acting like a brat.

"Spread your legs and I'll be gentle, I'll even give you a price if you're good."

That seemed to perk your interest, and you spread your legs so he could step between them. As carefully as he could, he cleaned the cut, then he put a bandaid on it.

"There, better?"

"Much, now what's my price?"

"Name it--"

"Kiss me." Your tone was soft, but determined, and he nearly thought he'd dreamed it. When he didn't immediately respond however you rolled your eyes and pulled him close, "kiss.me!" you noted, before pulling him in for a kiss.

His mind spun, and then his hands found purchase on your waist as he returned the kiss with the same passion you were giving him.

A whimper left your lips then which pulls him back to reality.

"Detective y/l/n?"

"You said to name my price," you said almost as a laugh and he groaned as he pulled you back for a heated kiss.

"You're so lucky you're cute."

That made you smile, and you kissed him again. "Tell me I'm pretty, too, while you take me to bed."

"Detective!"

You giggled whole-heartedly, then yelped when he picked you up and carried you off to your room.

~~~

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~~~

He was regretting everything. Every word he spoke out against you over the years while you were on opposite sides in court. Sure Nick knew you were just as vicious in court as he was. That's why he had loved those little encounters.

But with time, those moments seemed few and far between. So did those after-work drinks, where the losing attorney had to buy the first round, were not happening as frequently.

At first, he worried it might have been you not wanting to associate yourself with him anymore. That the bickering between you both had become too much. But then he started blaming it on your fiancé. A finance bro with a bruised ego after his ex-girlfriend had left him for a CEO. So of course he'd made sure you wouldn't be partying with any men he didn't "approve of" first. Which meant you couldn't go out for after-work drinks unless he was out of town.

---

The day had come too soon for Nick's liking. And although a part of him had wished he'd said no to the invite, he was there as a work friend.

You looked stunning, standing there, of course you did. Over the years he'd felt drawn to you, although he jotted it down to the two of you bickering like an old married couple. But recently he'd started feeling like he wanted more, not just colleagues, court rivals, friends. He wished you were his.

And now as you stood there, with your soon-to-be husband, he had a sudden urge to get up and leave. He couldn't watch you get married to a man who only valued you with conditions, the man who was so insecure he had to monitor your aquaintances.

Next to him sat Olivia Benson, a friend of his from SVU, as well as a good friend of yours. She noticed quickly how Nick couldn't sit still, and put a hand on top of his. "Don't do anything you'll regret, Nick, not unless you're absolutely sure of it."

Was he sure? What exactly was he planning on doing? Surely, it would be easy to slip out of the church and go to the nearest bar to get 11am drunk. But what if he wanted something completely different? To stand up and tell her not to do it, not to go through with the wedding.

He wasn't sure he could do that to you. No matter what his heart felt, he couldn't break your own like that. Not when he wasn't sure you felt the same, or how your fiancé would react.

"I need air, I can't breathe." He told Liv and slowly started creeping out before anyone could say anything.

"Nicholas?" Your voice was clear as day as you spoke his name. "I--I'm sorry Adam, I can't--I'm sorry."

Nick thought for sure he'd gotten up too fast and accidentally passed out as you ran towards him, people standing in shock.

"Go back up there, y/n--" Nick started, but you cut him off.

"I don't want to, Nick, I just want you to get me out of here, please." Your eyes searched his face, begging him to comply.

He looked at you nervously, Adam started shouting at you to come back, and then Nick took your hand and pulled you with him as he turned to run out of the church.

It was the wildest spur-of-the-moment thing he'd ever done, but as long as he got to have you at the end, maybe it wasn't so bad after all.

~~~

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How do you think Nikolai woos reader? Like, how do they become lovers?

he would absolutely put on his flirty charm.

It might not always work, but he'd be damned if he doesn't at least attempt to woo them with his "greatest asset".

we're talking hand kisses, winks, that crocked smile™️ (you know exactly which one I'm talking about 😏)

And when he flirts, he flirts.

If he likes the person he's trying to woo, he will not stop until he wins them over.

A little punch, like Alina served him, won't deter him. He has a thing for strong women, for strong people.

But often times he knows exactly what to say, maybe not to get them in bed, but at least to get them a little softer for him.

If he really wants them, getting them in bed won't be enough.

He'll do the right thing.

Nikolai wants to court them first, give them the whole nine yards.

Then as the potential for a marriage is close by, he'll be more needy.

By then he'll know he's won them over, after all, they agreed to the wedding.

The first few times will be rough. Then as they learn more of each other, they'll become more passionate in their love-making.

Taking their time together whenever they can.

Unless he's been gone for a bit.

In that case, he wants to make up for lost time with them.

Claiming them, mind, body and soul.

And by the end of it, they'll be walking kinda funny, while he has the biggest smile on his face.

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