afamiliarlonging
afamiliarlonging
learning to live
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a dairy for a young old soul…☆i love all forms of art, both internal and external.my identity is complex, both to myself and others,but you may perceive me as a masculine person (he/him).☆my mother language is EnglishMeine Nebensprache ist Deutsch (sehr grob)現在日本語���勉強しています☆My discord is mmm_chezburgrI promise to NEVER use generative AIAI “artists” DNI
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afamiliarlonging · 4 days ago
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no one talks abt fat butches
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afamiliarlonging · 23 days ago
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I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs. I yearn for the bugs.
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afamiliarlonging · 23 days ago
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i hate when ppl ask me to censor myself like? NO??
ive been asked to not say dyke a few times but its even more annoying when ppl come at me for saying transsexual or transvestite. girl i am one.. if i wanna identify as a transvestite why do u care? sorry that my identity offends u, i was under the impression that peace, love, unity, and respect applies to everyone in the queer community!
god forbid a dyke has a complex relationship w gender. and fuck u for trying to censor it.
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afamiliarlonging · 26 days ago
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isopod<3
|| prints! ||
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afamiliarlonging · 27 days ago
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idk if i will ever surpass this absolute beauty i made
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I love my body markers so much!! I was restless and decided to draw one of my favorite silly creatures, the centipede! More specifically the brown centipede … except I couldn’t find my brown marker 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。
Arthropods will always have a place in my heart!!! ( ^ω^ )
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afamiliarlonging · 27 days ago
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afamiliarlonging · 3 months ago
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engraved carabiners
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afamiliarlonging · 3 months ago
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‼️ From a Wounded Father... To Your Hearts ‼️
My name is Musab,
and I’m a father of three beautiful daughters:
Alma, Lama, and Lina — innocent souls living through fire and fear.
War destroyed our home, my health, and our livelihood.
I was seriously injured in my shoulder and had surgery,
but now I urgently need a second operation —
and I can’t even afford to feed my daughters.
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My little girl Lama has metal implants (platinum) in her tiny body after being injured — she still needs medical care.
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Meanwhile, famine is spreading in Gaza, and I have nothing left but this plea.
From a broken father's heart… Please, don’t turn away.
My daughters are hungry.
My home is gone.
I’m in pain — and they are starving.
If you can't donate, please share.
Your voice could be the reason someone hears us.
From a father in Gaza — thank you for reading,
thank you for caring,
thank you for not turning away.
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afamiliarlonging · 3 months ago
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Children in Gaza are losing their limbs every day—just like the little girl in this heartbreaking photo. The war has stolen their futures, their mobility, and their right to live in peace. My own son, Qais, is just two years old. He was injured in an airstrike, and I cannot afford the medical treatment he desperately needs. As a mother with no income, I beg you—PLEASE HELP US. Your donation could be the reason Qais walks again.
This is the terrifying reality for many children in Gaza:
1. Airstrikes often target residential areas, leaving children with life-altering injuries.
2. Hospitals lack medicine and equipment, and most families cannot afford private care.
3. Children like Qais are at risk of permanent disability, even death, without timely treatment.
I watch my child cry in pain every night, and I can do nothing but hold him. No mother should face this. We need your support now more than ever. Every donation—no matter the amount—can help save Qais’s leg, his future, and his life. Please, Don’t Look Away. Help Us Heal.
Donate Now Here
If you want to draw a smile and put it on Qais's heart, Donate Here.
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Please stop ✋🚨 you're the only hope to save a child😔😭
Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #64 )🍉🇵🇸
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afamiliarlonging · 3 months ago
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🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸
My name is Saja. I’m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow — from her first smile to her first steps — surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.
But life had other plans.
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War has returned to our home. Again. And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.
There was a moment — a fragile, breathless moment — when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark — hiding, holding on, praying.
I’m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.
Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.
This is my life.
This is my daughter’s life.
And even now — especially now — I believe in softness. I believe in kindness. Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.
Why I’m Reaching Out Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.
That’s why I keep going.
I’ve launched a campaign to ask for help — not because it’s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.
How You Can Help: 🤍 Help us restore parts of our home so we can live with dignity 🤍 Support women and mothers in Gaza with access to care and resources 🤍 Keep the light of hope alive for a generation born in the shadows of war
💛 If you can, please support our journey here:
If you can’t give, please consider sharing. Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.
From My Heart to Yours Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe you’ve never lived through war. But if you’ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them — then you understand more than you know.
I don’t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.
Please, if you’ve read this far — thank you. Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring. We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like it’s a lifeline.
With love and endless gratitude
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afamiliarlonging · 3 months ago
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🕊️ Please Take a Moment to Read Nadin’s Story
My name is Nadin. I never imagined I would write something like this. I’ve always been someone who kept her worries quiet, someone who believed that even the hardest days could be endured with patience and faith. But right now, I am reaching out — not because I want to, but because I need to.
I am a wife, a mother, and one of many women in Gaza trying to survive days that feel like they have no end. There was a short time — a brief ceasefire — where we thought things might start to heal. Where the sound of war faded for just long enough to let us breathe. But that moment is gone now, and the fear has returned louder than before.
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My days are filled with uncertainty, and my nights with prayer. We have lost so much. Our home was damaged, our sense of safety taken from us. But through all of this, I try to keep going. I try to hold on to what little peace I can create with my hands, my words, and my love.
I am not asking for much. Just a little help to keep our lives from falling further apart. To fix the small things — a cracked wall, a leaking roof, the pieces of daily life that help us hold on to dignity.
This campaign isn’t just about survival. It’s about holding on to what makes us human in a place that keeps trying to take that away. It’s about showing my daughter — even though I won’t mention her name here — that the world didn’t forget us.
If you’ve ever felt powerless in the face of suffering, please know that even the smallest gesture can carry great meaning. A kind word. A shared post. A quiet donation. These things remind us that we’re not alone.
I am still here. Still holding on. Still believing that people out there — people like you — still care.
Please, if you feel moved, consider supporting or sharing this campaign.
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afamiliarlonging · 3 months ago
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💬 Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You
Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,
When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.
From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.
💔 A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength
As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.
But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.
“21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyed” A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.
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“22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruins” This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.
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🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now
Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.
But things have only gotten harder.
The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.
We’re trapped.
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🏚 We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. 👨‍👩‍👧 Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. 📉 Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.
And yet…
Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.
Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.
💖 What You Can Do
If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.
Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.
✨ Why It All Matters
This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.
Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.
🙏 From the Heart: A Quiet Apology
There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.
When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.
If that happened, I am truly sorry.
Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.
I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.
If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.
Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.
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With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ♥️
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afamiliarlonging · 5 months ago
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Wear that lip gloss you've been saving for a special night. Wear that dress you're afraid to get dirty. Try out for the school play. Post that ugly photo. Reconnect with old friends. Dance in the rain. Ask out your crush. Sing off-key
Live the life you need instead of a life that others want
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afamiliarlonging · 6 months ago
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Hopefully my teacher will accept drawings instead of equations…
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afamiliarlonging · 6 months ago
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To the guy in my previous posts comments, stop spamming them with your “conspiracy, you're fake Yap Yap Yap I like harassing innocent kids” comments. Not everyone who has a different opinion is an AI fuck off
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afamiliarlonging · 6 months ago
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Katja Kemnitz: Too Much Love (2014) a photoseries by katja kemnitz that shows how kids "overuse" toys and plushies. the series captures images of the plushies when brand new and after endless hours of being loved and used.
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afamiliarlonging · 6 months ago
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